today is my day off... wah haven got saturday as my off day le.. haha... n i m going to work tml.. ha.. anyway.. yeah! its a fulfilling day for mi!

i started off by slping onli 5 hours... then i wake up to go malaysia with my four leaves ex working fren ah nie n minah! it was great as i haven not been meeting up with them for a year... but the feeling was still so strong n nice... ha... guess this is wat we call frens ba.. although we do not see each other everyday... yet our friendship will last forever n when ever we meet up... we chat n update with laughter n stress free! ha... so fun... (tire but its worth it) this is my fren haha...

then came back home to celebrate my second sister birthday! ha.... it was fun... cos its always like this... we will onli all sit down once in a blue moon to have meals all together n chit chat... i love this kinda feeling... although my dad is always not around.. I DUN CARE... i just love the feeling of sister n mother being together... ha.. we really enjoyed ourselves.. ha.. cos i feel that our family bond gets closer when all of us started being busy n having our own life... n maybe that is y we treasure each other more... n i start to realise that last time when my sister is around.. i dun treasure the fortune that i m experiencing.. ha.. but i do now.. cos i know.. haha...

THIS is my HAPPY family PIC...

coming to my unhappy part... its about him...

m i expecting too much from him? n i being too overboard?

i just feel that i m so unhappy when it comes to knowing that i need to worry this kinda things... cos i hate it... n i dun like my guy to be unsuccessful... maybe cos i m aready so tied up with sch n work... i just wan to feel happy n relax? knowing that this is not able to be done... i rather stay alone... then to make anyone unhappy...

r we really suitable? i really wonder! sorry ;-(

another one... i dun wish to tok about it le... i guess in life this is wat we have ba... we dun know what each of us are thinking... some ppl just being funny ... cos they will never do the things they themselves had said... like i do... i do change due to different situations... but i guess... as long as i dun feel bad towards myself is wat i need to do now ba.... i look forward to better life n future...

i let wind takes my sorrow away... n enjoy my moments with fren that is around mi!!! yea... my gathering n outings that is plan for this months! ha

n assignments that is killing mi will also go away in a week time haha... (for the time being onli) hehe...

gtg nite...