oh i had been exposing myself quite alot recently.. haha like yesterday mi n hui ping went to the ford factory near her place.. she sound like the place is so interesting n amazing.. haha so we went.. we went at round 4pm then hui ping say scare not enough time cos it ends at 530pm.. but guess wat? haha we came out after 15minutes.. haha.. it was so boring!!! let mi let u ....

i feel so lost when i get in.. then i m not a gd reader n there u need lots of reading so my interest went down,, then they put lots of picture n essay with out headings.. so i dunno wat is that.. HAHA we met the D class ppl.. and one of them cry after reading to lim bo seng dairy.. so the KPO mi n hui ping went to read wanna see wat so interesting.. haha then........ the hand writing is so cursive... i cannot read.. so i hate it too.. then we continue to walk.. haha hui ping went to press a button.. then a man voice start to talk about wat happen during that year... oh my god its so unclear ha... haiz...

this are my suggestion.. should hav more scuplture.. more videos.. less readings more headings.. n think should hav arrows to show the ways.. haha.. NEED TO BE CLEARER haha..
more n more to say! ha..

then today.. ha i went to see miss chong to see wat i m really suitable in.. erm.. i think settlers cafe is a place i wanted to be in ba.. but i still dunno cos my passion is still teaching lei.. haha oh my god i m more confused now... however yea! she say that NIE is tough! onli when u really can do it then do it.. haha so i think if i really wan i will onli do it next year ba.. yeah!

tml going to another event with mabel.. haha dunno wat to expect again ha.. erm! then swimming n LAKSA haha.. ya hopefully it nice haha..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 4:21 AM

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had not really recover fully from the hurt i've gt on thur... however i m still trying.. yea.. anyways..
hurry! the IEP poster presentation is over.. however.. the comments is not very positive though.. haha but we leart n we reflect and that is where our improvement comes! ha.. yea..

its coming to an end... oh.. start to feel abit sad.. esp cannot see hui ping everyday le? cannot laugh at all kind of things we see? n we gt to think for our future... ha yup... most likely i will be getting degree ba.. haha.. let mi hav a month rest first hehe..

today i went to east coast park the dunno wat restaurant to help out for the event.. hehe.. so funny but i like so lost haah.. cos it my first time running the corporate caphoots.. haha.. so hard.. i m the aeroplane but think they like dun really need mi haha.. but everything was ok.. except that i wore the high heels.. so tire n painful lei my leg haha but i still manage to survive through.. haha..

come to the most interesting part!!! haha as wat mabel had mention i m going to hav a romantic journey with robin... to the event.. haha ok la.. i think he abit funny.. n he look like young child today.. haha telling mi how he is urge of eating sundae ice cream from mac.. haha n yes! we did.. n he eats like children also haha.. (true that a strong man can hav his childish n soft side) haha.. n yea he is really funny.. telling mi all the funny things that he had encounter when he is oversea.. n i really had a nice tok with him!! hmm should hav more of this kinda talk ma.. then i will know his gd points too haha...

i enjoy myself playing games with mike n suin yung.. haha.. esp the humming part... so nice.. n i m home now getting ready to study my quiz for tml.. haha but i m so tire.. wanna slp lei... ha...

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 6:17 AM

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oh my god! i feel so sad now... i dunno wat can i do... i m so badly hurt... its the second time that i feel like dying! my heart sank... y doesnt give mi a chance at all.... its all my fault! tears just cant stop rolling down... i felt so useless suddenly... i hate this moment in life.... i hate the way i m now... :( :( :( :( :( :(

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 10:46 AM

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wwwwwwweeeeeeeeee hui ping n her fren sam came to settlers to play... n i m working haha.. yesh! ha so fun... but i just dunno y the whole place had become like that... staff no longer following rules... n yesh i think maybe other branch is doing better? i dunno know really... anyways.. think ha.. cos i took a short short break as in working once a week due to project.. mi n robin ok le ba.. haha no more hard feelings.. smile!

oh we went ESKI BAR.... haha we like mountain turle ? haha i dunno.. hehe just feel so amazed by the small room they hav.. -5% lei oh my god really can see the air coming out... wwweeeee i wan to go holiday in this kinda country haha like so fun... hehe... like not very nice though.. think just the room haha..

oh no.... i m gradulating... but dunno wat to do... dunno wat to choose!!! how.. izzit i really gt to go find miss chong ask her for tips? haha.. haiz... i feel so lazy nowadays... feels so lonely... valentine day coming n do i hav someone to spend with? oh my... n new year coming but i dun feel the happy feeling at all.. my 21th birthday coming too.. but also like nothing suddenly.. like dun feel like doing anything... haha so fast a year had past.. n i m a year older le... arh.. my plan to get married in 3 years time... haha will it come true? haha...

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:20 AM

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wah i went for the training at central... haha it was indeep a bit bore maybe because we dun really know the ppl there as both katong and central branch are very close n gd frens... n we holland v one are like stranger wow... how sad.. (or izzit cos i not pretty enough therefore they nv come mix around or they not handsome so i nv mixed around too???) haha ok la... i mean... toking about the training itselfs.. i think it was great! esp the part where colin teach us how to go about doing the hosting part.. haha n guess wat i learn alot more from him! he is really a joker a gd host...
wahaha i saw the video of how they come about... really amazed ha... think he is really great ha although he might be a bit arg! at times haha...
before we left the boss from central actually ask any of us wanna work there like for 2 days or so... woo... i think i m tempted? haha.. actually i think it would really be a great experience for mi? also i think it would be fine too! maybe HV is too isolated? haha i dunno.. but would really love to if i can go over for a try haha... BUT still i m of cos afraid cos there are 300 over games there.. n my knowledge is onli like 130 games? haha oh... how do i survive then? hehe .... hmm.. maybe its time to go for more experience haha.. cos i actually see more suai ger at NCB lei haha... n their toilet! is BETTER haha... now more spacious haha no more door right in front of my face le.. haha.. n the flush is gd n toilet gt no more weird smell haha... :)

then on the way back i was.. so so so angry... i did not own her anything... YES i quarrel with my sister again! i wanted to help by asking henry to help her see can retrieve the data out not.. she ask mi he confirm can do it not if not she is not going! then dun do it lor... if dun try can nv knoe can do it not ma no meh? waste my time n effort... bu ling qing! nvm they gt money ma.. go data recovery centre la... sure can take out one! that is CONFIRM!!! :( i hate the feeling of quarreling with them! but if i dun quarrel i feels like i does not exist at all! haiz :x

then went to cafe... i learn 3 new games today haha.. or rather 5 haha cos 2 is from central.. wah ok la.. not bad quite fun ha.. more better i feel haha.. i love board games too haha... i play with hui ying haha so fun but some like so lame ha..then hui ying n uncle and mi took a cab back... haha so funny we joke n laugh in the cab.. i think the cab uncle also smiling haaha.. i feel so happy.. uncle is actually very nice... i feel like i would love to have him as my father... although he is not haha..

tml is project again! think i need to pia le.. haha cos i spend my whole of today le haha.. yeah!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 11:54 PM

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wah finally i feel a bit of relief from all the project work load... haha... yes my sch is finishing in 2 weeks time... oh... so fast three years le.. it been really a great time though haha... i had great frens.... n i learnt many many things... from sch n also work place... n i believe there is still alot more for mi to continue learning....

yes work was tiring cos i din sleep well the previous nite... n it was bad cos i hate my mother being bias.... hate it when i m not being shown the love!

going for settlers training le... haha wonder what is it.. haha tell ur more tonite ba haha...

muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:24 PM

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BAD DAY.... today juat dunno y... i think i had no more feelings ba....

went to cafe late cos i overslept.... then the whole place is like....i really dunno wat to say.. nvm... saw meng how n serene... one getting more n more handsome, the other getting more n more pretty haha... but i realise we all somehow like got nothing to say to each other le... yea! is bcos i hav changed? or? i feel that i dun really tok much nowadays...

then that stupid computer cannot work.. seek help from robin, n he onli keep asking mi to one n off... when we r dame busy, therefore in the end i using manual calculation haha...dun judge ok.. all correct one hor haha... wrong i also dunno haha... everyone has no time to rest... aunty is unhappy... n i get all the naggings... busy day... but i saw some my type guys.. hehe so cute... i like... haha... how i wish they come n take my no. lei.. haha...

n guess wat! i broke new record again!!! i think its the highest record ever! haha.. so happy... thanks all for ur hard work...

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 11:20 AM

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finally my final project is coming to an end... haha... feel so relief today... yea.. everyone went out to play.. except mi? ya guess so...

anyways... i think i will miss the kids... esp bryan shee.. my fav child.. parents are quite satisfy with the things that had been done... n yesh! i m disappointed with my advisor...i hate ppl say something n do something... i was so so so sad n angry when i knew she was not coming... wat a nice advisor ya...

but still things.. is over.. n shall not tok about it le...

i started my year 2007 very nicely haha.. wat about u?
i got gathering with my close choir frens... yi rong, cindi n mei hui.. we went k lunch then they come my hse play games... wwweeeeeeeee so nice..THEN i had family dinner... wow wow first time... i enjoy myself hehe....

2nd day i had project with hui ping.. then i went to eat sakura with xinai doreen huo guang stella n henry... so nice.. so many things to eat.. haha as usual.. xin ai n mi.. r so funny.. or maybe its just mi? hehe... then we went west coast.... haha.. i feel so help less haha.. n WORSE my slippers spoil... so sian.. ha.. but i enjoyed myself too... yea!!!! 2007... a new starts...

jia you!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 6:20 AM

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