my weekend are dame busy la... sat afternoon was doing storybook and the puzzle.. then did the outline for the EOP slides... then went to work.. hehe.. was ok.. cos nt very busy though.. haha.. anyways.. yeah.. but thanks to some ppl n incident... i had made up my mind le... yup! anyway at nite we had supper.. henry weirong daniel n ME haha.. yes the onli ger haha.. we had FUN hehe.. bcos this is the first time we had supper with daniel... haha n we tok about his future! we care! yea! then went home haha guess wat the taxi uncle keep toking to mi la.... then he tot i go clubbing haha then say i go home so early.. when it is 3.30am like that haha..

sunday went pamela to role play our project.. so funny.. think we laugh more then wat perform haha.. hehe then i went back home to do my thousand word essay... oh my mind is cracking!!!!

today! our big day haha.. our lesson with the children is FUN asp.. when this is the first time i m acting infront of so many children ahah... see pic....













then i continue with my essay.... ..........................tire sia

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 5:47 AM

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thursday mi and my group mates went down to the childcare centre to carry out our first lesson! oh my god the children are all so so so cute! haha.... they are so funny too... n guess wat.. haha i kid ask mi.. teacher mandy y r u so fat! haiz... was like.. he is nt the onli kid who ask that.. all the chuldcare centre i go to.. all the kids like to ask mi that haha.. anyways... ya i enjoy... my day!

then after.. i went to take my phone.. gt to wait... BIG THING happen! our IEP project has something holding us back.... which is the supervisor of the childcare centre refuse to let us go the changi beach cos its too far away.. haiz... so wat can we do? i feel so sad so angry so disappointed! i feel like i m sinking! i feel so stress!!! but still we gt to go on.. therefore we hav no choice but to stick to the orginial plan!!!

Coming fri! the exciting day which is today! haha... woke up early in the morning... take that big big scuplture that our group had make... i CANT get a cab la... oh my.. then mi and hui ping was a bit late for the AST test!!!! wow surprisingly i can do some!! haha... then we had our presentation!! wow i think we did quite well haha.... the volcano errupted!!! haha... yeah!








our volcano... very well done rite? haha










my team mates... well done babe



then went to work.... many many tots r running through my mind! had been seriously considering the question! had been trying hard to maintain but i guess i m wrong.... or i failed! dunno y i had been facing this problem... izzit cos of mi? izzit cos i m too fierce? or izzit i m nt a gd leader?

i dunno y... when ever i start to lead... i become very serious! n ppl think i m fierce! ppl might be unhappy with mi some how or rather! i m afraid of losing u all.. cos i guess reason being i dun hav much family care n love... i need u all babe....

anyways.... standard had drop.... with onli my strength.. i cant change anything or do anything... cos! they dun even care! i think..... onli knoe how to do the external stuff? that enough le? haiz... childishly... push all the things away!!! nvm then dun tok lor.... its ok with mi! i dun really need it anyways... still there are still so many GOOD staff out there... rite! i m nothing...

haha think mi n jace r better.. haha maybe very long nv see him le... furthermore... haha i m happy today! i taught many table games! hehe... esp one.. with 12 ppl.. i taught them dragon delta... they seems not very interested in the beginning.. however.. after start playing.. they complete the whole game! haha.. n they ENJOY.. that is the best part... yea man! i love teaching! i love funny customers... i love it when they like the game i taught haha...

yee wei came down... we had supper like before.. so nice.. so long nv had supper with her le... so long since oct.. its a great experience...

think i must start planning le.. haha... for my future haha...
muack!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 11:39 AM

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on monday... we went down RTRC-ASIA to meet Mrs Koh.... hehe yea.. she say we r gd! haha we r on the right track.... and she is so nice haha.. we seems like nv really tok a lot about it took us 40 minutes haha.. ok la.. still can tarhan hehe... anyways... then mi n mel went to the nokia service centre to upgrade our phone software... wah... so sad lei... her phone only need 1 working day n mine need 3 working days!!! how could it be la... as if my phone is so much bigger or wat.. haha.. n tat mel say i nv flirt enough with the person enough haha... then she start telling mi all the flirting skills haha.. okok i will use it when i see the right guy haha... then went childcare to set up the corners.. ahha.. so fun! n yea! we did it.. so nice.. haha

today is such a boring day.. with boring lessons... ok la.. today i bought a winnie the pooh 2007 calendar le.. haha..so nice i love it... haha.. then i say this thingy say wanna take a photo with the huge winnie at 10 dollars.. haha come my house take with 10 winnies for 2 dollars? haha.. sound better? hehe... anyway...

think i wanna buy a external harddisk to store all my photos n projects... haha its taking too much space in the laptop.. making my lappy so slow.... haha.... but i gong gong on this lei... dunno wat to do lei... like no one to ask for help haha... sian... yup!

i hope i will nt get disappointed once again... yeah miss ya muack!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:08 AM

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my life had been very busy recently... haha.. guess i dun even hav the time to really rest my mind body n soul.. yesh! projects... but still... many thingsss still happening around mi wow.. haha... i cannot when is the last time i blog but still... yea.. once again i m writing something down le...

toking about interesting first.... on fri.. mi, hui ping, pamela when to settlers to celebration mel and hannah birthday!!! five of us.. haha.. so fun.. we play games like taboo n guess words using actions... strategies game which make mel hav headache haha i guess... n also HER fav. game SNORTA.. haah... we bought a DVD for hannah n SNORTA for mel... hehe.. the after was great... however feel a bit disappoint with the service ba... mi as a customers... realise how annoying when it comes to slow or bad service... furthermore.. they were that.... anyway maybe thats their expectation of gd staff le ba... anyways.... yup i ENJOY my stay with my FRENS... haha...
some picz!







cutting cake








FRENS 4EVA



haha did alot of things for my projects n interview... lack of slp tough.... haha
best is the shore... will take pic n post it up.. haha our tears n sweat.... haha...










SEASTAR and SEA SNAIL


was toking to my neighbour today... dunno after my study should i go NIE to contiune to study or just go into working life le... so confuse... anyway... i feel so tire.. needed time to rest.. haha

he called mi last nite... haha i felt super happy lei.. at least i knoe he care haha.. cos he waited for mi till 2am then call mi haha.. so touch... anyway was angry with him for doing that to mi... but now... haha i understand him n i miss him... muack!!

tml going centre to set up the learning corners.. haha... also going to meet mrs koh... MUST CONTROL haha...

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 6:13 AM

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this whole week is so boring.... my life is fill with projects!!!!! oh no....

sometime i really wonder... is my way of thinking wrong? or its always like that? but how come some others r nt like that?

izzit because of the distance? izzit because of her? or izzit because the love is nt strong?

i realise this world is so so so unfair... yea! it is... ppl of the same age, same gender... can hav such a great differences in life! tong ren bu tong ming....

just hope that i can pull through all the bad times......

tire.... loses faith

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:49 AM

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sun- went to celebrate elise birthday... it was FUN.... but i feel sad cos my mother is unfair..... :( the onli person she cares is my sister n her children who are her grandchildren... so sick lei.... i hate this family bcos of this i hate her treating mi like that..... its nt the first time anymore... i m nt going to join them for this kinda outings anymore.. it will onli make mi feel sick!

mon- project project..... we did a mock.. yesh! things went smoothly... i gt home... and yesh! rested...

tue- a long day in sch... and i went to bukit timah to buy an extra barney for evan... cos he see his sister playing then he keep saying "i dun have :(" haha he is so cute..

TODAY....

went for lesson... then we went reef walking !!!!!!!!!!! oh my god it was fun dough but a little.... i dunno wat to say bcos after the walk.. we realise it doesnt really suit the children... cos it seems a little hard...

however it was great for mi.. haha.. first time in my life i see hairy crab, corals, seaweed which is nt green......... first time touching snail... n all.. haha..

yea... he came to fetch... we then went for movie n dinner... hehe so fun.. so nice...

bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu chen jing yong you........

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:24 AM

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yea... on fri i went over to my sister's place to look after elise n evan with my sis mindy... haha that was so so so fun la... they are so cute n i hope mine will be as clever as them haha...

simply love them so so so much... then i stayed over... to exercise.. haha wow.. too long nv exercise.. 10 min onli i cannot take it le... haha.. but this is onli the start haha...

today i work... ha. i dunno but somehow or rather... yesh! they r trying to ruin their own business i think... but since they doesnt care so much.. wat m i worrying for? i hate some ppl.... simply some.. but guess i dun even get to see them so much.. so ya... better too....

OOOOOOOoooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh i haven start reading the quiz... die la.. haha....

wat is the real feeling when u in love?

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 11:38 AM

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i feel a little different this year.... ppl are working better together... although we had some thinkings which is different... but we are still able to compromise.. n move on... however some way deep down in mi... i feel a little weird... :(....

the feeling u give is so different.... i dunno y.. izzit cos u tire? izzit cos u r sick of some of the things? or izzit becos of mi? i m really afraid... i really dun like this... dun wish to let history repeats itself.... i m afraid of losing again....

i hate myself for always being no confidence.... always being so lousy.... always coming in the last! always being at the back of others........................... :(

yea i think i m lousy.... unable to do things well..... gt so many projects.... cant even organise my time well... yet i still gt so so so many things unfinished!!!!!!!!

elise birthday coming... cant wait to celebrate with her... wow.. i bought a barney that sings... a real camera... haha.. n yea... we r gathering again!!!! so nice... i like the feelings.... but somehow or rather... someone is always short n nt there.... cos...... yea a family is always a family... we dun like OUTSIDER.... yeah!

miss u babe..... muack!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 12:34 AM

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