ger so sorry that i always delay the time n in the end gt to change of plan.. i m so sorry.. really.. miss u muack..

wow wow wow... i went party world with doreen lihui xin ai n stella.. as usual i enjoyed myself haha.. sang the new song i had learn.. WO YAO KUAI LE hehe so nice lei.. as usual with xin ai ard i m always so SIAO hehe.. i hope the rest enjoyed too.. do u??? hehe we also took pictures.. so nice.. but with doreen.. will put it up for u all to see once i gt it.. provided i still remember hehe..

so tire.. doing the settlers tikam thing.. hope tml is a better day.. so sad.. no ba zhang to eat lei.. haha.. i m still on diet dun worry hehe... muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:43 AM

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today is the very first day to my diet programme.. telling myself not to rush.. but some ppl lor!! she was mi to slim down to be her birthday present lei.. haha which is like about 2 months later.. ku ku lei.. haha but i will still try my best ok.. now ppl.. i climb 5 stories today.. eat 2 corn in the morning.. then 2 small sushi.. then i cannot tarhan.. very hungry so i take wanton mee n fruits.. then at nite i took 2 breast chicken meat.. all in small portion lei.. i think its a gd start la hehe.. wat do ur think then?? hehe..
was planning to do some workout at nite BUT suddenly i gt very bad headache again.. so i did nothing in the end.. hey its not excuse ok.. the headache is really bad.. i think i gt to rest liao.. okok no excuse i will do 20 sit up b4 i sleep okok.. hehe.. i will strive on!! bcos of u.. hehe ok la my head really cracking le.. bye ppl muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:17 AM

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guess wat i went into the settlers kitchen n be the chef for today!! oh my.. it was so great la.. hehe i can feel the satisfaction coming lor.. wow.. nv think of i can do this man.. n i did it.. haha but a little worry.. hehe dunno gt forget do anything nt.. if nt later tml the uncle goes in.. shock n i will die wow hehe.. although today is not that busy.. but still.. i cook 6 fish n chips, 2 cutlet, many soup, fries.. and 3 utimate cut.. hehe guess the spelling is wrong... so cool man.. but still i m hurt due to the inexperience.. one of my finger is burn by the oil oh.. so sad..my small piece of skin is gone just like that.. haha..

i m dame tire now la.. i wan to go on diet lei.. ppl can u all pls help mi? haha.. i know its hard.. cos i find it hard too.. but today, i climb 5 stories instead of taking the lift.. yaya onli 5.. cos its just a start off okok hehe.. ppl pls stop mi! from eating too much hehe..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:54 AM

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hey ppl.. the secret password for the settlers cafe is true wow.. pls dun think i m just kidding with u okok.. so wat r ur waiting for? go grap urs now!!

i went hanabi eat today.. was happy bcos i get to eat there again!! most important is with my fren which we onli get to see like once in a few months.. n yet we did nt really drift too apart.. feel so happy too.. but dunno y.. the food today doesnt taste as gd as b4.. or is my appitite is nt as gd as b4 le.. i guess maybe i m too tire n also my tummy dun feel very well ba..

just dunno y.. once again.. i m lost again.. most of my worries r back! my heart feels heavy, eye lid feels heavy, cheek feels heavy also my body feels so sick.. dunno issit cos i m ending le.. i really dunno wat i m boring about.. just feel so lousy n sad.. y m i being like that.. think i need to see the doctor le wow.. oh no!! i think i really need help wow..
:(

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 6:39 AM

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hihihi… i think many (or at least some) of youheard of this board games café called settlers caférite? they got 3 branches, at north canal, hollandvand katong…well their hollandv branch is currently having thisfree snacks giveaway… all you need to do isapproach their supervisor and tell him “i’ve got thesecret password” and then you say the password!then they’ll give you this special snack rightthere.......... easy rite?but remember it must be their HOLLAND VILLAGEbranch only… nowhere else and you must only askthe SUPERVISOR coz the other staff won’t knowabout it. plus they only allowed to give out 5snacks per shift*… until end of this month*.// *Max 5 snacks per shift // *Limited 1 snack pertable // *Each shift 4 hrs //// *Holland Village branch only // *While stockslast // *Ends 30 May 2006 //okokokok… i didnt forget to tell you the mostimportant thing… you ready? ok here it goes…the secret password.......... is……….FLUFFY PINK SLIPPERS!!!that’s rite. its really true!!! you go try and see foryourself lar!!! not joking!!! but like i said, only at thisparticular branch and only their supervisor knowsabout it.if you don’t know where it is… here is the location:Blk 15 Holland Drive #02-98Tel (+65) 6464 0178
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Map http://sg.settlerscafe.com/hollandvEmail hollandv@settlerscafe.com

ppl wat r u waiting for??? hehe come grap urs now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 4:34 AM

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hi ppl.. gt miss mi? hehe.. wasnt been really free this few days.. also nothing really interesting was happening in my LIFE haha.. anyway.. i was happy today but was a little sad or rather disappointed at the end.. but still.. i would like to wish my beloved hui ping a happy 20-1=19 birthday.. haha..

today was a great day.. haha cos i actually slept at about 2 plus in the morning n yet i wasnt really that tire afterall.. haha maybe cos gt the power of love .. haha i mean frenship.. thinking of celebrating her birthday n going to settlers i was so excited.. wow.. but true enough i enjoy my day so i hope she does too haha..

we did a lot of things today.. hui ping n i went to play pool.. i won 3:1.. then we went to trim our eyebrown.. wow i look so pretty now hehe see!!!









then i went to change my bank card n we went to settlers to meet the others n play.. as usual we r so noisy n we enjoy!! hehe.. esp when we played snorta.. haha the feeling is back!! so fun!! but then something happen.. n that idiot man pick on mi again!! sian!! but suan le.. dun wish to say le..
haha the funniest part is pam n mel played twister.. so cute n guess wat.. i think gt di go pek see mel neh neh cos she wore low cut lei.. haha.. but still we had fun..

this is a special note to hui ping!!
ger sorry that we didnt really hav the time to get a birthday present for u.. but i really hope u enjoy ur birthday n love the card that we all had given u!! although that is nt the most expensive one.. it is nt the best.. but i can garantee to u that it is the best from us cos its our love, sincerity n cos u r our best fren!! i really hope that the pictures on the card will make a memorable one for u wow.. cos its from the bottom of our heart.. erm.. hehe as for the toilet roll ma.. its also money lei.. haha so u must use it okok.. hehe love u ger.. really thanks for being understanding when i m down.. there when i need u .. n thanks for being a great gren to mi.. i love u ger muack!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:10 AM

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wah.. was so mad at the shop YELLOW!!! man.. their bag so lousy lei.. ppl warning pls dun get ur bag there.. u will regret.. hehe maybe i m the onli stupid one haha.. anyway the bag is spoil again sian lei.. so i went to change again.. this time i change to a sling one.. still the button spoil again then i must go lot one to get another one tml.. so boring rite.. i will nv go back there after this time.. haha..

wow.. feel so much better today le.. maybe given myself space to breathe.. giving time for each other to relax n focus on our work first ba.. thinks will get better de.. haha.. guess wat.. the mrs koh is really funny lei.. cannot stand her lei.. always laugh in her lesson.. she so cute wow..

i love my group of frenz.. esp mel, hannah, yaya, pam, n HUI PING.. haha i love the fun time we spend together!! muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:58 AM

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so tire.. guess gt to slp soon ba.. was reading through hui ping's blog just now.. wow so sweet so nice hor.. she says that she hate herself for unable nt to see alex for more then a day.. how i wish i could be like this too haha how silly m i rite.. just wondering y is my blog forever so sad n boring.. when would i hav more happy stuff or happening stuff to share lei..

soon i realise today is the last day of the week.. think somehow if i dun rememeber wrongly my date line is up.. :( n also.. till today.. mi n him had nt seen each other for 2 weeks liao.. hAhA.. was so amazed.. remember last time when i was still having holidays.. i ever tell him that now we can onli meet like once a week.. think when i go back to sch.. we can onli meet once a month le.. true enough.. in the upcoming week we will be unable to meet again le cos i m going to work like everyday again!! n soon one month will be up then!! (tears starts rolling in my eyes le) remember the last time we see each other is 1st of may.. i guess.. where we started will the be place where we r going to end ba.. (XXXX u r always sick plz take care of urself ba)

to my surprise.. i realise my ex.. Heong Kit.. he had grown up so much.. he now think deeper and he is more mature le ba.. was chatting with him through msn just now.. wow he actually make mi understand that XXXX really gt many stress n he piority now is work!! i guess i understand cos i m also moving towards that trend ba.. but i can nv understand something else.. but nvm.. thanks heong kit.. jia you in finding ur miss right okok..
__i also wan to be happy!!!!!!! X3 __
muack!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:32 AM

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wah.. i m dame tire lei.. after 3 full day of work.. haha.. like superwoman.. but at least i guess busy really make mi think less n so my unhappiness will cut to the lowest ba.. today when i woke up.. i feel a bit different from the rest of the days.. fresher.. n happier.. maybe is the power that i m getting from all my beloved fren ba.. haha.. i m standing strong n i feel that my own self i coming back bit by bit le.. huray!! thanks all.. <3>

XXXX.. i m sorry to say if u still dun treasure mi.. think back wat i really need n say.. i guess is either i m leaving or i m letting u go.. sorry.. i had enough of the sad moment n days.. i want myself back ok?? u know sometimes ppl hav it but dun know how to treasure it.. but some ppl do yet they dun hav.. so ya.. to allow a relationship goes well.. i guess this is the most important ba..
nite nite muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 10:34 AM

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

today my mood was really bad.. cos something bad happen.. therefore i nv go school.. my heart was really heavy n i din know wat to do.. finally i broke down n cry le.. however i feel a bit better.. thinking that i m recovering to my old self soon.. was somehow clear about what i actually wan to do.. he !! once again make mi think that there r hope n i hold back my decision.. without know that was rite or wrong.. m i getting myself back into the situations again? i really dunno..

i think i m so so so forturnate.. cos i had a group of gd n understanding fren... i know that no matter what happen they will always be by my side supporting mi.. thanks ppl.. therefore i feel so bad when i actually let them down again n again..

nt feeling very well le.. gtg n slp.. muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:11 AM

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

shark.. the bag i bought yesterday spoil le.. dunno how come so bad luck.. sian lei.. must go back to change again.. oh my baby boy is so ugly haha.. but nt as ugly as hui ping's one cos hers is neh neh eyes.. haha.. so funny lor..

hey gers, i m so sorry to make u all worried for mi.. i myself hate it when i m like that too.. i just dunno y.. i've change lei.. change to like gt serious mood swings.. dun like to tok alot anymore.. nt interested in most of thing things around mi n bad temper.. oh how.. maybe wat hui ping say its true.. its time for a full stop le.. i think i m too affected my it le.. haiz.. i hope i can get better still hehe.. ger.. i love u all.. muack

our conversation is getting lesser n lesser each day.. is this one of the signal about something?? or maybe he is really too busy.. one week is the deadline i had given myself.. i will treasure it well.. so will u?? miss u.. i guess we dun get to see for the next one week le.. haiz guess somehoe somethings are fated ba.. muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:12 AM

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Monday, May 08, 2006

i feel so so so tire after so many days of work.. wah really can die man.. schooling n working non stop.. haha in the end i was stoning most of my time in school.. AND was so surprise when i saw his sms..saying (dear i miss u.. but was feeling down).. i felt happiness in mi.. but was i really rite about wat i was thinking? i really dunno.. i think i really need someone to guide mi lei..

was happy in the evening cos i went west mall with HUI PING!! oh so fun.. esp the little things that triggle our laughter.. it cheer mi up a bit.. the best part is we went westmall cos we wanted to buy laminator but in the end there doesnt sell it haha.. bai pao yi tang.. we ate KFC.. she bought the spicy burger.. wah very "big" lei.. i think i can eat ten of it lei wahahaa.. then i gt a toe ring.. BUT can any tell mi which toe do i wear my toe ring on? haha( beta dun laught at mi ok.. i testing ur onli..)

i sms him on my way back.. telling how i feel le.. finally i cried out.. with all the tears n pi ti.. hehe feeling so much better.. see i m alive tml again haha.. he promised he will treat mi better.. i hope so.. once again i had given him another chance did i? i really hope things will be fine ya.. ok tire le.. tml will be better..yeah!! muack

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:06 AM

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

haha.. i m so happy.. my tamagochi give birth le.. hehe.. but to a BOY again.. sian lei.. the bear i bought cannot be used again.. anyway.. it make my life so interesting again haha. i nv feel bore being with it.. haha

i think i m lost in some ways.. searching my sense of right n wrong.. searching myself back.. however, pic r getting nearer n nearer, clearer n clearer i guess.. thank god that i m nt totally lost.. so fast a week had past again.. its a new start next week.. looking forward to the happy change..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 9:06 AM

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Friday, May 05, 2006

i just dunno y.. dunn wat i wan.. dunno what i should do to make myself happier..
had been feeling so down this 2 days.. today is the worst.. i hardly smile.. my heart feels so heavy.. is it bcos i had kept too many things le?
nt feeling too gd today.. but luckly there is chris to help mi.. chris thanks so much.. i went back home thinking that "wah think had been quite a while since i last came home before the sunset wow!!".. after taking a nap.. when feeling better.. i waited for his call or sms.. BUT he didnt.. therefore i called him.. in the end i realise he went movie with his fren.. (izzit another ger fren? my heart was thinking)
i always try not to think too much but still.. i failed i guess.. i think the thread is losen le ba.. my heart is bleeding too.. feeling so tire.. can any one make mi happy?? for the worst moment in my life? or can someone make mi cry out so that i can losen the tension in myself..

feeling the tears in my heart but my eyes r still dry.. Y???

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 5:51 AM

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hey ppl.. i m starting to use my blog le hor.. hehe cos i know how to use le.. but dunno y my blog take very long to load lei.. think need to change skin again!! haha.. anyway.. thanks ger.. thanks for help mi today.. i really appreciated it.. guess i feel like a fool today. i tried telling joke to everyone including robet, chris, n all but non of them really catch the joke therefore they look so lost.. haha.. i had a great time with andel today.. haha he is really funny.. Muhahah.. hui ping i miss u know.. if u were here today so gd!! haha.. ok i m ending here cos a bit tire le.. to be continue......

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 8:32 AM

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