profile A simple ger who is always looking for true love! cheerful most of the times, however can be moody at times.. a ger who is studying in NP early childhood education and working part time at HV settlers cafe Links Hui Ping, KSSC, Ming Si, cindi, Mel HVsettlerscafe, Candy, Wanting, Link Link Link Link tag history April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 September 2007 credits blogger blogskins __________________
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i m preparing for my 21st birthday! oh well.... just dunno y i make such a big trouble for myself in organising this.. ha... n dunno y i suddenly feel like... think i m celebrating for myself... haiz... but anyway!!! today! wed.. haha.. i feel so happy... i went out with a him to buy some of the chalet stuff.. n i feel so much happier with him.. n he might be coming to join mi... n is he going to be the one? haha.. had been a long time since i saw him... oh.. i think he aged quite a lot.. dunno izzit really bcos of stress??? ha.. yea my birthday coming.. n i realise i still gt alot more to buy... haiz.. haha.. think i spend like giantic amt of $$$ for this... oh all my hard earned money... ha... + CuTiePiggIE @ 1:08 AM
went out with my secondary mates on wed... so happy... xia wei han chuan han n wei guang came my house in the afternoon to play n then we went to meet the rest for dinner at the pub... haha.. cos think it seem not very nice from the feedback i got from the rest.. haha therefore we went off to west coast park to play... we all enjoy ourselves haha... yes! i enjoy... we still all so close ha... thur went back for training... n yea.. new staff.. n wei han joined out team! i hope he work hard n enjoys working... hehe.. i sprain my back on fri n so nv work on fri n sat... lie down whole day... fri is my worst day.. i feel so painful n ywt i m all alone at home... no one help mi.. i could onli lie down n do nothing... sat almost the same thing... ha... therefore i wasted my fri n sat.. ha... sun went back for staff nite.. so sad cos getting lesser n lesser ppl... i miss the old time! however i learn a new game! haha or rather 2! then gt lou hey... alothough its onli a short while... i feel blessed! b4 we went off.. OH MY GOD to my horror.. mike tell mi something to add on the my worries n uneasiness.. haha.. think i will nv wan to be................ today is so call my first day of work after chinese new year ba.. haha.. the whole cafe is so quiet.. then gt meeting with robin n mabel.... this is the second time i m having this meeting with them... i feel so stress i feel like crying at the point when both mabel n robin stared at mi waiting for my answer!!!! i really gt nothing to say... i was so scare that my mind just went blame! i m still so not use to all this things.... i m so new... n i m not into this kind of line! y force mi!!! it makes mi feel so like LOSER! i really cannot say anything really gt nothing to say! i m not acting cute too... i really feel so down now... i think i will hate this kinda meeting... i hate sitting on that table onli the three of us... i hate it... n till now i still dunno who wat n when is the time i should trust! cos i think i know something bad! haiz.... sad =( + CuTiePiggIE @ 6:38 AM
Happy new year to all... this year is pig year... so wish everyone xin xiang shi cheng.... it hasnt been a very gd new year for mi.... n ya TODAY ruin my new year.... on sat we had dinner together... it was great as all my family gathered together and we laugh n chatted as we eat... but i alway hate my father ATTITUDE of being so straight forward n never think of others feeling!!! he will onli think for that woman izzit? =( first day of new year... went to 4 places to bai nien.. was tiring n fastrating cos that evan is so so so naughty that everyone was like asking "ur nv teach him ar?" wat can i ask? when they hav such a bias grandma n grandpa... n HACK CARE parents.... whose cares? when i tries to discipline, they sayang him... wat the point! it will onli make mi realise how much i mean to them....so tire that i doze off at 9 plus...(wow so early haha) then second day worst! early in the morning everyone is unhappy le... esp that MAN.... wat the hell.. y cant he treat us nicer like how he treats that woman? becos everyone is late he showed us black faced! Oh my god.. that woman wants me to celebrate my 21st birthday at her place! kills mi man... luckily i book chalet le... i WILL NEVER! sopil my special day!!! then when we reach my ah ma house... it was so hot n boring... i realise i start to dislike mixing around with this ppl...(aunty uncle n cousin) i gt nothing much to tok to them anymore maybe bcos i onli sees them once a year... then my second sister is late... make us waiting for the entire HOUR for her! then that MAN shows black face... not onli him everyone too! when we reach my dua kim place... my mum was super angry cos something happen just now that concern that stupid woman! n my mum was like saying "give him so much le.. still not enough ar... left haven divorce onli"- in my heart i was think divorce la... for wat.. hold on also not happy... y make urself feels like going into depression!!!!!!!!!! F**K him la.. then went back to my ah ma house.. played some of my game like GIZA n TAKE 6... erm think they dun really like ba.. ha... GAMBLING is wat they like.. went home with a tire n unhappy heart! today... i dun feel like going my aunty house... but my sister keep asking mi to go... saying that they will hav to leave early... so in the end i went... we went to bai tai sui.. then went over... i feel so bore... the moment i heard her saying about MAHJONG!!! i knew it! over.... i hate ppl to lie... i hate ppl to say this do that... n i hate promises to be broken... in the end at about 9 plus they still playing mahjong! so i went off with na na... she thinks wat... hire more maids to look after her children when she play? when her ger finish class at 9PM they like gang chiong spider need to bring her home to drink milk n slp... y today no need ar? so special hor? i hate this big liars......... i swear that if i can! i will nv ever join any of this gathering again! i would rather go earn more more money!!! i hate this new year.... i cried! i hated! i dislike it rite from the start.... suddenly i find living so hard so sad n no meaning! i really hope i can move out! stay somewhere else that i dun need to see them anymore! maybe with this i will feel more love towards them will feel better! i m feeling so so so down now... yes! i m such a failure! + CuTiePiggIE @ 7:12 AM
wah.... cannot believe that i nv give myself a break... n i was so busy since my last day of sch haha... however i think my day had been fulfilling n i m ok with it.. haha onli sometimes its a little fastrated about it.... sat i had been working n so its another long long day! i cannot quite remember what happen that day.. however it is very busy! ha... n OH.... there was an event that played APPLES game.. ha.. i had a gd time with them.. hehe... then at night was ok! i was also surprise that daniel came to work! n he IMPROVED... i totally agree that he is someone that can work... but is onli he choose to obey or do it his own way... n yes! i hope he could better not for us! but for his own future... SUN... ha i tot i could rest or go out n relax myself.. who knows i ended up cleaning my room... packing all the unwanted stuff... my mum's fren came to help us paint the house... so happy cos its my turn after new year.... haha although still gt a long way to go but at least first time repainting it after 14years of stay haha.. n yes! this give mi a reason for not making my room too clean? also cos i lazy! Mon... went to work the whole day.... so scary... whole afternoon no customers.. therefore mi n Amos did cleaning up ... haha.. then we did all the necessary n we played letter FLIP.. a word game n I WON! haha.. think by luck ba.. hehe.. anyway.. then was having meeting... oh points n points of things for mi to do n follow up haha... so many things to do le... he...he....then at the TAUFIk (dunno did i spell correctly not haha) came with another ger? haha anyway Amos took a pic with him!  tue.. went to buy yee sheng.. was a little unhappy... cos it took mi a while cos i gt to wake for mabel to get back to mi! i hate to wait.. i wan to be on task! ahha.. but nvm its over.. then accompany mabel to meeting.... they are all funny n friendly ppl.... all so good at sweet talking to each other... ha think that is wat i need to learned ba... then went many places.. back to cafe n i m working at nite.. tiring but was ok cos at least daniel did so much better... wed.. valentine day... it was suppose to be a nice day... but in the end it turn to be a sad day for mi! cos i dun feel loved haha.. nothing muck to tok about.... thur.. went bukit timah make eyebrown... haha.. then went to wendy's place to watch show.. n then went to PERM my hair!!!!!! oh my god it was so sad n bad! ha.... today! was late for the morning event cos slpt very late.. then i feel so tire n stone! then went shopping with wendy cindy n mindy... yes! think is first time we all go shopping together! ha... i feel so happy n blessed at this point in time... cos we are together.. we loved each other.. onli reach home at 1030... feel so so so tire.. help na na dye hair... haha so obvious.. of cos la... i use allt he solutions lei.. hehe.. anyway.. i feel a bit bad not going back to cafe to help out even though i know they are really under staff... ok! so tire nite! + CuTiePiggIE @ 9:55 AM
today started off very very bad! i had many feelings in mi... sad, anger, tire, relief, confuse n sorry... yea! finally the IEP is over! nothing much to tok about it cos i dun wish really think about it.. however i must say that this project had brought to mi many memories... happy or unhappy ones will all eventually turn into learning points... gt to thanks all to make this a successful one.. n i really hope everyone will fulfill their own dreams in life.. ha.. i went to my sister place.. n then i went to shop! yea.. i bought NEW YEAR clothes haha.. i like the skirts i bought haha.. NOW its time for mi to start planing my second section in life... haha.. jia you mandy! + CuTiePiggIE @ 6:19 AM
wah i realise my busy days is here again haha.. although tiring but it could help mi to release some unhappiness n bad memories... monday- went to work... n yes! i agree to take up the full time job le... however i still wanna pursue my infant n toddler care cert no matter i will go into that or not.. because that is my interest haha... babies! here i come! and yea.. i must say i enjoy teaching... n playing.. also cos i enjoy working with mabel although sometime i feel so sad about certain things... i must admit that i had learn alot of things from her.. n yes! still alot more to go haha... then i rush down to RTRC to meet mrs koh... i m so tire n the bus ride was bad...by the time i reach there i was late n i could really concentrate.. however to my horror we still gt alot more to go! haha but yup we can do it... before we leave.. i took the course application form ha... half way through... then went to mos burger to hav dinner with HP and hannah... n this is the first time i m eating mos burger haha.. n i bought a game... general knowledge.. haha yesh! mi n HP had a great time on the bus with that haha... thuesday- i went to work... my whole day is work.. haha... n guess wat mabel starts giving mi work to do le haha.. but ok la.. still can handle.. haha so many emails to read.. but i like.. haha.. i feel so nervous n excited about the full time job.. haha.. i must JIA YOU... n ya... tue is a boring day... not much customers.. so mi n amos n eve play power grip haha.. so fun i think i will quite like the game cos its like turns n taxis.. haha.. n we went home soundly... wednesday- many things happen today... first mabel called mi say that the shop beside us caught FIRE wow... so scary... luckily no one is hurt.. then i was busy doing roject... then went to sister place to enjoy... then had dinner with family member... but i wasnt happen in the end.. i hate the feeling of BIASNESS... new year is coming again.. i dun like new year more n more.. i dun like to go out with them anymore... i realise i start to hate this family... hate everyone around! thur - went to JB today... wweeee so fun.. yea.. we eat n shop .. haha.. came back quite early cos scare alot of ppl n rain... haha.. but we enjoy ourself.. then i settle some sch stuff.. went to hav dinner n went up to my sister place to watch show.. then i feel so sick n tire.. haha back home to rest to tml gt to wake up early ha.. yea! + CuTiePiggIE @ 6:02 AM
ha just came back from a party not long ago... yesh my father's birthday party... haha.. had a great meal n enjoy myself by taking pics n video... although we din tok much about ourselves to each other... we enjoy the time we spend together... n planning to go genting together as a family!!! wah how lovely.. ahha.. pics to share........   the FOUR sister (pretty?)  our BELOVED mother!  one BIG family ... with someone extra?  the present that i bought for him! haha fa ar! jia you yesh n i m sorting the IEP thingy.... for TML.. haha + CuTiePiggIE @ 7:58 AM
had my last day of sch on 2 feb 2007 friday! we took many pictures and yea i feel a little sad cos i will miss they all!!! all my gd frens n buddies... this is my class pic!  then i went to work haha.. saw the 2 new staff.. hmm they are gd staff i can say.. mature n hardworking haha.. we all get along quite well though.. haha.. however mi n mike had a small quarrel with daniel again... haiz... just dunno y he dunno how to think n learnt... i m afraid mike is too ba.. afraid of working with him.. cos i just cant stand his nonsense n senseless questions!!!! but still haha i ended my day with laughter.. so funny Amos one of the new staff offered to send us back.. so mi n mike joke with him n say i like at AMK n mike stay at Kallang haaha.. so he gt to go round singapore before sending us back haha.. but he is still very helpful n nice.. haha happy working together.. sat i went work in the morning.. oh my god i m having headache n i m so tire ha.. however i still enjoy my day at work! ha... its was somehow quiet in the beginning and then busy... then at 6 to 8 also like nobody at all then suddenly everyone comes in.. haha.. n haha guess wat... it was like huge guys gathering haha.. i saw alot my type of guys lei haha.. however no one come get my no.. haha kidding... goddness.. was watching the 10 brothers last espisope.... so sad.. i cry haha.. gtg celebrate my father birthday le.. update again! + CuTiePiggIE @ 8:07 PM
hip hip hurry! today is my last day of sch.. oh cant believe 3 year of studies had finish really in a split second haha.. thinking back what i had done.. is all work work n sch work! haha.. boring life.. no gd romance coming along my way lei.. haha.. hopefully it comes faster cos i wanna get married lei haha.. anyways.. oh yeah! i m so happy that i do not need to go for more lesson le haha.. however i think i will miss many things.. frens.. the thing we do... the hard work we put in.. n more! today i m not feeling very well as i dunno my eyes look abit bong bong.. n itchy... therefore i nv go china town with the rest... i m so sorry ppl... haha will see u all during new year ha... then we took class pic.. many pic.. with all the different class mate haha.. it was really gd.. haha i will miss u all.. then i went to work in the end.. cos they really not enough ppl... n i feeling better.. ok! saw the 2 new staff ok! gd they really can work.. haha.. n they r nice ppl too.. haha.. one of them look so like lip hwee haha.. esp when he talk very seriously haha.. they r gd n hardworking.. not like that crap! i had enough mike too! i m not going to stand it anymore.. if he really cannot take it then quit lor.. now we hav gd ppl le.. he really loves to do thing half way! he is the boss i think when he wish to go off he will set himself... he love to be in the toilet n use phone or to spend time so he need not do much thing! he still dare to through temper! well done! its enough... one person pin point him.. still understand there might be misunderstood... when all starts to do that.. even new staff can see it through i dunno y do we still hav to tolerate this kinda behaviour.. its not fair to the others! i also wanna choose not to work with him! ha... sian!!!!!!! gd! he is putting words into mabel mouth.. i wan to know is that true! if it is i really gt nothing to say le.. boss ma watever she say is always rite! yeah but i end off happily haha!!! + CuTiePiggIE @ 10:43 AM
today is a long day for mi! but it is a fulfilling n wonderful day haha.. i feel so happy.. first in the morning i went to changi with mabel to do the event with Yevone.. ok it is quite a gd ba one i think ha.. but towards the end i wanna abit annoy.. haha.. by some of the words some one said.. haha.. however yea.. i dunno know.. will just keep quiet till i gt the chance to say... i really wat i m feeling.. haiz.. just when i hav some how decided to take up the job.. something happen again! maybe can say its my problem is my attitude which i should not be like that.. but i just cant put myself down to it... i just cant go against my feeling ha... wat should i do.. feeling a little sad n confuse n disappointed once again.. yea then mabel send mi to sch.. in the car.. i did not really tok much cos i m hungry? or i think cos i dun really hav anything to say in front of her... n i think her talking skills is way above mi! yea i can beat her ha.. haha.. she has really alot confidence in herself n that wat i m admire her off... then after class went to hui ping house to swim.. haha her dog tasha is not afraid of us le.. haha hurry.. or should i say we r not afraid of her? haha i saw her tame side of her... haha yes we went swimming.. og my god i haven been relaxing myself for like so so so many months.. haha i feel so sad.. but feel abit sad.. cos all the feelings comes out.. so confused too ha.. suddenly i feel so scare... cos i dunno wat my future will be! i feel lost!  frens eva then went to eat laksa!!!!! the very very nice laksa which miss hui ping had been selling for all the time.. haha yesh! eat le still ok la.. not too bad haha.. n we went walk walk n went home.. so tire.. ha its a very fun day at the swimming pool i will never forget haha... yea love u all + CuTiePiggIE @ 6:24 AM
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