profile A simple ger who is always looking for true love! cheerful most of the times, however can be moody at times.. a ger who is studying in NP early childhood education and working part time at HV settlers cafe Links Hui Ping, KSSC, Ming Si, cindi, Mel HVsettlerscafe, Candy, Wanting, Link Link Link Link tag history April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 September 2007 credits blogger blogskins __________________
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my life had been in a mass recently... i dun know y!? i myself also cannot figure wat i m really thinking... and i myself had now start to judge myself on capability, truth and my feelings... this few days is not ask busy cos just finish 2 projects... however 2 more is half way through n i think about 3 more coming? ha... my life is full of nothing... but stress... firstly, the childcare we choose had rejected us on changing the field trip from labrador park to changi beach... N well done! the committee of the volenteer group reject us too! haiz... at a point our IEP is in a crisis of going into all the arguments n all... however it was all over as wat mel says is rite... since i m the leader, the more i should support everyone... thanks to her.... n me? haha our group r working fine now... n i m so sorry but i really need to be alone at that point in time... cos i feel that everything is just so unfair... rite from the beginning... not onli projects i think but everything!!!!!!!!!!!! isit bcos i m fat so i dun have a choice to choose? isit cos i m soft spoken i m always at the losing end? is it that i m nt as interactive as others... i will not have someone to be by my side when i need it... is it that cos i had nothing.. therefore i need to act even stronger than anyone? n that is y i hate going to crowded places, hate to join any parties... cos i hate the way the other look at mi! today i went down to the family chalet... it was my first time going to this gathering after avoiding for one year... however similarly... same feeling of loneliness came back... n the feeling of love n care is ZERO... dislike ppl to say things to mi when they dun know anything.. yes! so sad... maybe i m fated to be alone? maybe wat aunty judy says is rite... i had a bad life.... n i can nv had a man in my life... cos i dun know how to communicate... haiz how sad.. HE had not been toking to mi for 4 days le... so wat... he left with the wind? anyways... tml is the field trip... ya.. was excited yet sad! + CuTiePiggIE @ 7:05 AM
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