i feel a little different this year.... ppl are working better together... although we had some thinkings which is different... but we are still able to compromise.. n move on... however some way deep down in mi... i feel a little weird... :(....

the feeling u give is so different.... i dunno y.. izzit cos u tire? izzit cos u r sick of some of the things? or izzit becos of mi? i m really afraid... i really dun like this... dun wish to let history repeats itself.... i m afraid of losing again....

i hate myself for always being no confidence.... always being so lousy.... always coming in the last! always being at the back of others........................... :(

yea i think i m lousy.... unable to do things well..... gt so many projects.... cant even organise my time well... yet i still gt so so so many things unfinished!!!!!!!!

elise birthday coming... cant wait to celebrate with her... wow.. i bought a barney that sings... a real camera... haha.. n yea... we r gathering again!!!! so nice... i like the feelings.... but somehow or rather... someone is always short n nt there.... cos...... yea a family is always a family... we dun like OUTSIDER.... yeah!

miss u babe..... muack!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 12:34 AM

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