thursday mi and my group mates went down to the childcare centre to carry out our first lesson! oh my god the children are all so so so cute! haha.... they are so funny too... n guess wat.. haha i kid ask mi.. teacher mandy y r u so fat! haiz... was like.. he is nt the onli kid who ask that.. all the chuldcare centre i go to.. all the kids like to ask mi that haha.. anyways... ya i enjoy... my day!

then after.. i went to take my phone.. gt to wait... BIG THING happen! our IEP project has something holding us back.... which is the supervisor of the childcare centre refuse to let us go the changi beach cos its too far away.. haiz... so wat can we do? i feel so sad so angry so disappointed! i feel like i m sinking! i feel so stress!!! but still we gt to go on.. therefore we hav no choice but to stick to the orginial plan!!!

Coming fri! the exciting day which is today! haha... woke up early in the morning... take that big big scuplture that our group had make... i CANT get a cab la... oh my.. then mi and hui ping was a bit late for the AST test!!!! wow surprisingly i can do some!! haha... then we had our presentation!! wow i think we did quite well haha.... the volcano errupted!!! haha... yeah!








our volcano... very well done rite? haha










my team mates... well done babe



then went to work.... many many tots r running through my mind! had been seriously considering the question! had been trying hard to maintain but i guess i m wrong.... or i failed! dunno y i had been facing this problem... izzit cos of mi? izzit cos i m too fierce? or izzit i m nt a gd leader?

i dunno y... when ever i start to lead... i become very serious! n ppl think i m fierce! ppl might be unhappy with mi some how or rather! i m afraid of losing u all.. cos i guess reason being i dun hav much family care n love... i need u all babe....

anyways.... standard had drop.... with onli my strength.. i cant change anything or do anything... cos! they dun even care! i think..... onli knoe how to do the external stuff? that enough le? haiz... childishly... push all the things away!!! nvm then dun tok lor.... its ok with mi! i dun really need it anyways... still there are still so many GOOD staff out there... rite! i m nothing...

haha think mi n jace r better.. haha maybe very long nv see him le... furthermore... haha i m happy today! i taught many table games! hehe... esp one.. with 12 ppl.. i taught them dragon delta... they seems not very interested in the beginning.. however.. after start playing.. they complete the whole game! haha.. n they ENJOY.. that is the best part... yea man! i love teaching! i love funny customers... i love it when they like the game i taught haha...

yee wei came down... we had supper like before.. so nice.. so long nv had supper with her le... so long since oct.. its a great experience...

think i must start planning le.. haha... for my future haha...
muack!!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 11:39 AM

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