unexplainable sadness hit mi at about 6pm today.. reason being? cos i off work late the last sunday.. cause mi to miss the family gathering which i m so looking forward to.. he gave mi hope.. n he trash it again.. haiz.. this time i failed to attend too i guess.. it on SAT a day which i guess there is no way i could hav other programme then WORK.. haha..

went meeting straight after work today.. was a bit rush but i m nt the latest still haha.. anyway.. yea.. thanks so much gers for all the way to the west.. also on sun thanks so much for coming all the way to settlers just bcos i cant get away from WORK.. yes.. i love u all for ur understanding.. i will try by best to do up all the research okok.. muack.. yea..

suddenly.. all the toughts came into my mind.. yesh... y m i putting all my time n effort on this.. where is my social life? my own time with sisters? n frens? i guess i m losing all of them... however wat i gt r all the blames n bad remarks from them.. like do so much.. for? they giving u shares ar? y u so stupid.. etc............................................................. still i dun understand.. izzit wrong to be faithful? izzit wrong to be loyal n to do my best or help in every single thing?

wat r right n wrong then?

do only pretty n handsome people get appreciated?
do rich ppl get more frens?
do stupid ppl get bully?
clever ppl get all the gd stuff?
ppl with gd skills ALWAYS get a bigger share?

do christain get more advantages? if yes.. then i also wanna be..

ANYWAYS.... i try my best to keep things safely in the box.. i will hold it tight... n will nt open it..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:59 AM

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