today is just another sickening day... haha... had been raining the whole day la.. yet i had to go back to school.. haha but still.. nt to bad cos ultimately, i gt a free lunch.. n i MET wanting haha... so QIAO wow... i board the bus 67 which wanting was on too.. hehe but i nv see her till she sms mi haha... so paisei.. but still... we chatted all the way till we reach sch haha.. although we din get to go party world.. but we spent quality time together haha... muack.. miss u babe..

then i met cindi.. hehe.. she treated mi to LUNCH haha.. din know canteen 1 jap food gt so nice... i m going to eat it again next sem. haha..!!!!! yesh! next sem... that mean??? i pass my exam... hurry hurry... although nt very gd.. but yea i m promoted haha.. last 6 months! here i come.. (",)

then i went home.. wah so so so tire lei.. yet i cant slp... hehe.. FRIDAY.. haiz.. due to mi working on sat n sun... i gt to stay at home to rest on fri when everyone is out to play!!! haiz.. that shows my boring life... haiz.. i also wanna go out n play... but still.. i guess i need rest ba.. hehe

was toking to a fren.. he kept toking to mi about his 10 yrs together gf.. keep telling mi.. how much he love her, he had done for her, wat had they gone through together... so jealous lei.. make mi think of my LOVE life... haiz... like dun hav wow.. haha.. that y boring? haha dunno.. anyway.. ya they r getting married soon.. so happy for them..
he lead mi to think wat i actually want in life.. yea... what i wanna do in life.. n wat r my world all about.. where r all my love ones.. ??? i guess.. till now i can onli say my life is all about sch n work... others? cannot think of.. isit boring?

i always say i wanna go beach walk walk with my bf.. but it nv happen... i wanna watch sun rise... so romantic.. but.. either cannot wake up in time.. if nt he is nv there.. i wanna spend quality time together.. listening to each other.. but i had nv done that.. then wat all my pass relationship all about??? haha i dunno too... that lead mi back to.. wat i m looking for here.. just a company? or someone that will walk with mi till the last breathe we take.. ?

that also bring mi to... y m i working so hard? money? hahaz.. i really puzzle.. chinese they gt this phrase.. the king is nt worried, y is the maid so panic.. yea through.. if the person in charge can leave things aside ... y r the crew.. worrying? anyway... many opportunities out there ya... no one can read each other mind nor heart... u can nv tell how true that person is.. cos the one who can kill u is always the the person nearest to u.. yea?

ok gota rest le... yea i m puzzled..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 7:58 AM

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