m i really that stupid??? was asking myself this question on my way back!!!! i m feeling so down n tire now.. yah.. ppl r all different.. different in size, thinking, way of doing things n all..

i woke up at 6AM n went to the childcare at 7!!! oh.. n the day there is not easy.. because there is this person coming to see the centre.. everyone is busy.. therefore.. today seems so hard to pass.. cos so many things happen in the centre.. also cos joyce is nt there to tok to mi ba.. hehe.. in the morning.. gt to ask the children to pack up the toys.. which they will onli listen when the teachers stand there n stare at them.. then alicia went to play.. the best part is she vomit n need to be wash up.. the children simply just dun understand what we r saying .. but still i love them cos they r so so so cute at time haha..

then i m really very tire le.. a day in childcare.. u guess can nv imagine untill u experience it urself!! esp with the toddler n playgroup.. all the energy is drain out.. therefore i really dun feel like work de.. but still i went cos thinking of they r short of staff.. i could hav just reject n leave them to die there like wat xxxx did.. but still i din.. anyway.. tml is another long day.. which i hope it would be better..

i start to agree on wat some one had told mi.. i feel so sian n piss till i choose nt to ask anymore.. i choose not to care too.. n i choose nt to be involve.. will i come to a point where i will onli do wat i m suppose to??

someone ask mi.. y do u wanna to stay on or go to work in a place where the salary is nt high.. i told him cos that my interest n i like it!! PASSION.. then he say.. true but nowaday the expenses in singapore i getting higher n higher so we must look for job with high pay.. but i wan something i like n the salary can support mi through i will be more then happy le.. but wat happen if this passion has cos so much things to show its true colour.. is that wat i wanted to see n know too???

the best of today is .. when i over heard a phrase.. i was like.. hated it... i can no longer smile.. therefore i choose to leave.. choose to stay away.. n most important i choose to stop being a FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love michelle n rui jie.. so so so cute.. muack!!

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 10:59 AM

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