haha..................................... i make a joke today again wah seh.. i was teaching games.. n.... haha my saliva fly out of my mouth n land on one of the customers NOSE.. hehe.. but luckly she is so so so nice nt to be angry.. hehe.. think i should wear a mask next time.. hehe.. after a hard day at work.. i try to crack joke for them to laugh but i guess all of them r a bit too tire to laugh le.. hehe.. anyway another day passed.. once again we had overcome.. yeah!!!!!

NOW, time is morning 4:20 on sunday.. i couldnt slp.. cos all the unhappiness n why n UNFAIR is running in my mind.. i guess maybe this is my life.. fill with torture n unlove..

i know the more i say the irritated i feel towards myself.. who will wanna hear all this bad things again n again.. therefore i choose to keep quiet le.. BUT my sense of guilty is telling mi that wrong .. NO WAY.. however wat can I DO????????????

just received mabel's sms at 4:13am about tml n telling mi that she cant come down cos her husband dun allow.. but that her business wow.. just feel that something he is a bit selfish.. i actually wanted to tell her how i feel.. how sad n angry i was.. not with her.. but with SOMEONE else n also cos of working.. but i still NEVER cos.. i think is unncessary la.. she gt her own problem too.. i guess..

with that SOMEONE.. i guess all of u will know.. i onli had something to say.. i ALWAYS believe that ACTIONs speak louder then WORDS.. so dun try to be funny in front of mi.. WARNING: dun wan into the same path as xxxx.. i tell u it hurts n u might nv come back.. i can respect u like how i respect the other staff if u can show mi u can do it too.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was really busy today.. cos of that target! we gt no choice but to take in tables no meh??? making everyone work like slaves.. cos we hav short of 2 staff!!!! y m i working so hard? y m i doing so much? for bonus? for incentive? NO!!! if i was to work for all this.. i would hav left the job long long time ago.. still bcos of passion??? HAHA.. i dunno le.. working so hard is to pay back the kindness of the knowledge n skills i learn.. but who can understand!!!!! who else is as stupid as ME??? ya true i work cos i wanna money too.. but come true from start till now!! did i ever say any thing or do anything BAD.. or just for the sake of MONEY??? i just wanted it gd no meh.. m i wrong doing that.. so wat.. i demand a pay increase.. i demand more benefits.. i want fairness..

working mad like june again.. but i can understand cos its exam time.. but thank god i hav u.. thanks henry for ur help n effort.. thanks yee wei.. i know u r tire.. i know u did well.. thanks doreen for staying just to help out.. cos u know we r really short of ppl.. thanks wei ming for still working full today although u r having exam on monday.. thanks aunty for being so understanding n stay till 1030 to help us.. thanks thanks thanks... u all r the best ur did a great job.. without u all.. i dun think i can SURVIVE through..

hey SOMEONE<< have i given u the ans??? dun sms doreen sms mi instead!!! 91776908.. see wat kind of ans i will give u.. dun waste ur sms n our sms.. GOT IT..

haiz.. now is 4:45am.. still unable to slp.. guess i m hurt..

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 1:15 PM

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