had been spending my day doing the stuff for my attachment hoping to get over n had.. but still feeling so so so nervous.. still gt thousand of things to complete.. oh no.. any one there to help mi??? hehe..

went to see my grandmother yesterday cos i m not working.. went with my parents elise n evan n nana.. was still fine.. i suddenly realise that my grandmother was really old le.. n she look so tire n sick.. AH MA.. jia you.. i love u always..

went we going home.. think was still fine till............... i hate him! so bias.. y onli elise n evan can gt love from father mother grandfather grandmother.. n yet not ME??? wat elise n evan wan he also give.. every sat n sun also bring them so out, go swimming, go see aeroplane.. but when i onli ask her to drive us to buy some breakfast for tml.. he scolded mi..!!!!!!!!! when do i get all this when i m young?? wat i can remember is onli.. HE HAS A xxxxxxxx...... n all the memories i had with him is onli his black face.. n the cane which came onto mi when i did something wrong n when i showed him the report book!! such a bias person.. he will nv know how much i dislike this... wat a wonderful mum i gt too.. onli do things for them.. my family had become all very selfish le.. we onli do things for ourselves.. DUN BLAME mi .. ur do it first.. n that y i FOLLOW..

but luckly all my unhappiness is comfort my others.. my fren.. i love u all.. thanks for being there.. ur will nv know how much ur meant to be.. cos i m nt that kind of person who will call u just to tell u i miss n love u.. but in my heart.. u r the best u know.. just a little love given by ur.. can melts my heart le.. really feel gd when i know i m there in ur heart that u will think of mi.. wanna let u all know.. U ALL R THE BEST..

i always in believe in giving n getting back.. when i dun get to recieve after a long period of giving.. i will stop n that the end le.. n to mi i always believe that once fren always fren...

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 5:17 AM

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