after one week of struggle.. i feels my confident level drops n my stress increase n ya.. feeling tire from inside le..

was rushing my lesson plans n subject web.. realise that i really dun know a lot of things.. hiaz.. worst thing is i gt to face the fact that my children are slower as they still cannot recognise colour, cannot count, best is some still refuses to tok!!!! oh my god i dunno what can i do lei.. really lor.. lesson must be simple n interesting.. wah really test my limits wow..

but still.. although they r like that.. on n all they r cute.. n funny too.. hehe.. now.. its time for mi to be serious n get going le.. haha.. wah piang.. today ar.. the S la.. sian she came over to my class n ask mi when i wanna the supervision to be.. i told her the field supervisor say she wanted us to hav at least ten session with the children.... so i say i wanted 20 july that week.. she tell mi she wanted get over n done with.. so she wanted to be as early as possible.. wah sia.. i was like.. u wanted ur way.. she nv thing wat age i taking n wat age she taking.. worst thing is she took the K1 which aready had a dramatic corner for her.. but for mi i gt to do from stratch.. wah really piss mi off lei..

the other thing this make mi feel disgusted was she told mi our mentor kept calling her mandy.. cos she gt that mandy look!! wat the... haha.. sian lei.. i dun wan her to be like mi! i m unique.. ahaha

coming down to work.. i was working today once again.. after 4 days of non working life.. i feel abit tire n lazy le.. but still i went down to work cos i cant find replacement.. at first i was like.. wanting to help jace to rearrange the tables of ppl so that we can take in more.. n so.. but haiya after some thoughts i think nvm la.. cos i m just a staff today.. (knowing my thinking is wrong) still.. i dunno wat i can say.. seeing the way he work i also sian.. we din manage to get 2 groups of walk in cos HE la.. his lousy planning making table being empty since about 8!!! its a boring nite...

haha finding it so funny wow.. went i gt problem i will go n ask mingsi.. then mingsi ask mi ask him.. wai yin they all gt problem come n ask mi.. i ask them go ask him also.. hehe.. then aunty also say.. he will nt ask last order untill 11pm.. then she will want to claim taxi.. wah sia.. 600+ of earnings still like that.. i really gt nothing to say.. then cos was too boring then i wanted to wash plates.. then he say wah y suddenly everyone wanna wash plates.. haha ya funny hor.. (dun wanna see his face ma) doing so much for him.. level 2 was done by 11.. n yet he still can leaves at 1245am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is really gd lei.. if i know should hav leave all the stuff for him.. then he also leaves about the same time.. no meh.. ha!

days pass so fast.. my one week is going to end again.. how will my next week be? i dunno.. but the onli thing i know is i will be dame busy la.. go go go

+ CuTiePiggIE @ 8:53 AM

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