oh gosh.. i m feeling real sad now.. although its predicted but still like cannot really accept.. i fail my OB test.. need to go for remedial n retest.. i feel so lousy.. i cried..

was feeling real gd this morning cos going settlers to play .. but then its just like a lighting struck n all the happiness is gone.. i receive the news about mi nt able to make it for the OB test.. oh my mood falls... then she was unable to make it then i really break down n cry le.. haiz..but also gd la.. even if she is here.. i might nt hav the mood to play le.. really feels so lousy n sad.. y y n i the one???..

suddenly i feel dame stress now.. nt been able to do well in this.. then my field practicum also like going to finish le.. i really dunno wat to do.. really need to be alone ba.. really gt to let myself think over le..

hoping to see him wanna him to be there for mi.. but yet he cant.. worst is he expects mi to go find him instead.. wah.. wat the**** .......... i really hope that i nv had know him at all.. cos he is driving mi crazy..

y is my day like tat? isnt it supposed to be a happy one? how come?
my heart feels so heavy.. who can be there to help mi? even i also dunno i can help myself nt..
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+ CuTiePiggIE @ 10:29 AM

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