tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-273028012011-04-21T13:29:58.970-07:00CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.comBlogger1311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-90950737132902395142007-09-29T12:55:00.000-07:002007-09-29T13:22:04.131-07:00i am happy with my wed n thur off day.. cos i spent it fullfillingly.. haha.. dunno gt this word ma.. anyway.. wed after my driving, i went shopping with my sister.. hehe it had been such a long long time since i last had shopping with her... n i guess its even harder now cos she gt BF le... i m neglected le... then went for my last class !!! I M GRADULATED from the course le.. haha so happy..<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6wh1TQPKI/AAAAAAAAAGE/rP90sLJjClA/s1600-h/P1070756.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115720322029468834" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6wh1TQPKI/AAAAAAAAAGE/rP90sLJjClA/s320/P1070756.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /> </div><div>then went for dinner.. hehe n met mindy tuan they all at the dessert bar! SO EXPENSIVE luckly i nv go there early nv order anything ha.. but guess the atmosphere is quiet nice ba... then went back cafe to play game! so fun... hah<br /></div><div> </div><div>THURS the sentosa trip..</div><div><br />it was raining n we tot gt to cancel.. however somehow... we all decide to go ahead ha... n yes! the rain STOPS after i Sing "rain rain go away little children wan to play rain rain go away!!!" hehe.. gt out breakfast.. n yes we set off...</div><div><br />wah!!! the entire thing is so fun la... i wanna go again!!! haha.. the nine of us was like so siao lor.. hehe... yes! hard to explain see photo.... haha although no sun! i GOT SUN BURN dunno y haha.. but think its worth it so fun hehe... i love to go sentosa haha...</div><div><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xXVTQPLI/AAAAAAAAAGM/vkZM3Kk3sLI/s1600-h/DSC00965.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115721241152470194" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xXVTQPLI/AAAAAAAAAGM/vkZM3Kk3sLI/s320/DSC00965.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xYVTQPNI/AAAAAAAAAGc/Q9Jol4tK8ck/s1600-h/DSC01039.JPG"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xYVTQPNI/AAAAAAAAAGc/Q9Jol4tK8ck/s1600-h/DSC01039.JPG"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xYVTQPNI/AAAAAAAAAGc/Q9Jol4tK8ck/s1600-h/DSC01039.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115721258332339410" style="FLOAT: left; 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MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6yxlTQPQI/AAAAAAAAAG0/HUZL8SvlF3k/s320/DSC01030.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xXVTQPLI/AAAAAAAAAGM/vkZM3Kk3sLI/s1600-h/DSC00965.JPG"></a> </div><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xXVTQPLI/AAAAAAAAAGM/vkZM3Kk3sLI/s1600-h/DSC00965.JPG"></a> </div><div><br /> </div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6yw1TQPOI/AAAAAAAAAGk/cUsQ1cDTqOo/s1600-h/DSC01097.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115722778750762210" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6yw1TQPOI/AAAAAAAAAGk/cUsQ1cDTqOo/s320/DSC01097.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rv6xYVTQPNI/AAAAAAAAAGc/Q9Jol4tK8ck/s1600-h/DSC01039.JPG"></a>however guess somehow or rather we just gt to face our truth feelings... i guess i m leading a different way le... m really grateful to some that<br />is always there... muack!</div><div> </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-9095073713290239514?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-65096050380555480492007-09-22T23:54:00.000-07:002007-09-23T00:05:57.523-07:00wow... it after a tiring weekend.... today finally i can rest... still resting at home make me feel lonely n neglected!<br /><br />ran 2 event on fri.... that is so so tiring... however see the customers enjoy themselves i m happy le... BUT i will nv forget the rush n unreachable time gaven to do this.... sat... is a quite day.... ha... therefore nothing much happen... all thanks to eve mindy tuan n BB for creating lame jokes... of not i dunno i can stay till the end ma... ha..<br /><br />slept onli like 5 hours.... cos i had a bad dream! dream that make mi cry n shiver.... dream that make me think twice of what is happening....<br />this dream is about cafe, about mabel, about robin and some other staff... n stuff... i broke down... !!! (nevertheless, hope this dream will nv come true...)<br /><br />i hate been alone... but i like being at home.... however, i m sad cos i m alone at home! my mother went out... sister gt gf dun wan mi le.... I M ALL ALONE!!!! some thing i feel like this is the onli time i m at home... but all of them r out... i know i m selfish cos when i m home i expect them to be home.... but i................................ !!! time 3.10PM........... my sunday is a lonely day....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-6509605038055548049?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-37740561203955575802007-09-19T08:56:00.000-07:002007-09-19T09:30:34.741-07:00Its my OFF day today... Finally.. after so many days of sleepless nite.... i can feel my body aching when i woke up this morning.. hehe... <div><div><br /><div>sat i went to cindi's 21th birthhday celebration at a KTV place... haha... i was alone... over there r all her class mates n relatives.... i m her choir fren... haha... was feeling a little weird at first... but after a while.. was quite ok!!! i know shi yin n wen jun try their best to entertain me le... haha.. thanks... was happy to see them too... CINDI was PRETTY that nite.... hehe... after the celebration we went over to cindi's place... n we played pictionary mania.. haha.. so FUNNY... we had a great time n a gd laugh... ha... went home at about 4am cos next day need to work ha...</div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFNiOVpFAI/AAAAAAAAAF8/YOe787q6I7o/s1600-h/DSC00695.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111952302401983490" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFNiOVpFAI/AAAAAAAAAF8/YOe787q6I7o/s320/DSC00695.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>MONDAY!!!! the important day... was so so so excited.... but first i would really wan to thank those who turn up to make this staff nite a very successful one... second would like to thanks all this staff for writing the black lovely book for mi... so touch... (YES i cried after reading haha) this is the best thing i hav ever receive i guess... cos normally is i make for ppl one... haha.. thanks all!!!!!!!! thirdly thanks to mabel and robin for giving us this very chance.... really appreciated it.... i hope all the staff had enjoy themselves... OH OH OH thanks to all that brought FOOD too! some pics to share... ha... </div><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFLSeVpE6I/AAAAAAAAAFM/Ls93434g348/s1600-h/DSC00797.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111949832795788194" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFLSeVpE6I/AAAAAAAAAFM/Ls93434g348/s320/DSC00797.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>our GROUP PHOTO......</div></div><br /><div></div><div><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM9-VpE-I/AAAAAAAAAFs/MX7hh10tl5c/s1600-h/DSC00729.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111951679631725538" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM9-VpE-I/AAAAAAAAAFs/MX7hh10tl5c/s320/DSC00729.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><div>ERM.... One special guest came to our staff nite too!!!<br /><br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFL6uVpE8I/AAAAAAAAAFc/qJWKOwjDT34/s1600-h/DSC00775.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111950524285522882" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFL6uVpE8I/AAAAAAAAAFc/qJWKOwjDT34/s320/DSC00775.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><div>I got no choice but to out that one.....................cos its the last one le.... I AM WET!!!!</div><div><br /> </div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFL6eVpE7I/AAAAAAAAAFU/-7e6N8hcWRg/s1600-h/DSC00769.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111950519990555570" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFL6eVpE7I/AAAAAAAAAFU/-7e6N8hcWRg/s320/DSC00769.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /></div><div>Very Hard to see this KINDA MOMENTS yea? Our lady boss haha!!!</div><div><br /> </div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM-OVpE_I/AAAAAAAAAF0/5r-sP0ZN1_k/s1600-h/DSC00725.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111951683926692850" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM-OVpE_I/AAAAAAAAAF0/5r-sP0ZN1_k/s320/DSC00725.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>Our DINNER time..... WOW many FOOD!!!!<br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM9uVpE9I/AAAAAAAAAFk/2oRnmKgWi2o/s1600-h/DSC00804.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111951675336758226" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RvFM9uVpE9I/AAAAAAAAAFk/2oRnmKgWi2o/s320/DSC00804.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>The Winning team for dragon delta.... ha... Y MINGSI win le still Crying! haha...(or is she smiling?)<br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div>today my off day... went driving.. ha once again... i overslept (almost) n so the instructor comes to my house here to fetch me... haha... then i clear my room cos.... when i was busy... my room is messy!!!! then i went swimming with MINDY KWA haha... had a gd time... chatting n playing with water.. haha... haven felt so relax le... ha... come back so so so tire... hehe... but yea... can rest one more day... need to bia again.... FRI is scary for mi!!!! ahha</div><br /><div>good nite all.....</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-3774056120395557580?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-74596137791369483542007-09-13T07:39:00.000-07:002007-09-13T08:07:03.709-07:00I COMPLETED MY COURSE!!! yea... today is the attachment... i was so so nervous cos this is onli my forth day at the centre.. haha.. but the babies are really cute.. n thanks to the teachers.. i hav learn alot. haha.. i PASSED.. so fast.... a month cos finished just like this.. 26th sept is my graduation day le.. ha.. <div><div><br /><div>miss the babies!!!! they are really cute haha...</div><br /><div>anyway... its been a long time seen i post le.. ha... from june till now is like 2 month plus.. i been busy with school, work, and driving... haha..</div><br /><div>now i must concenrate on driving... my TP at nov 6, 07 haha.. suddenly so near yet so far haha.. n my instructor still saying i m not gd enough and scold mi lei.. feel so sad.. ha.. i tot i will learn quite fast haha.. but nvm i will strive.. hehe.. so ppl i m more free le.. haha can ask mi out yea? hehe.. </div><br /><div>haha cannot really remember wat happen in the past 2 months le.. cos like so fast hehe.. but i m so so so excited about the up coming event... staff nite on the coming monday!!! cindi 21th birthday haha.. i hope i m not left out... cos i m the onli one.. compare to the rest... meet up with wanting and others... and yea... my poly mates hehe...</div><br /><div>oh... some tings to share...was going around recently...</div><br /><div>1. went malaysia with them!!!</div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulRR3MA-fI/AAAAAAAAAE0/ulJ1aCSNh1Y/s1600-h/DSC00616.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109704619542510066" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulRR3MA-fI/AAAAAAAAAE0/ulJ1aCSNh1Y/s320/DSC00616.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2. went out with weekia n wei han twice haha.. to do like dunno wat.. hehe cos 3 lonely ppl? haha<br /></div><br /><div>3. went shopping with them!!!</div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulQaXMA-eI/AAAAAAAAAEs/OA-8BZhuMMU/s1600-h/DSC00535.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109703666059770338" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulQaXMA-eI/AAAAAAAAAEs/OA-8BZhuMMU/s320/DSC00535.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div>and entertained my niece n nephew haa...</div><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulRunMA-gI/AAAAAAAAAE8/O5R14xgm8fo/s1600-h/DSC00628.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109705113463749122" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RulRunMA-gI/AAAAAAAAAE8/O5R14xgm8fo/s320/DSC00628.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>AND I WANT MORE... hehe will continue to post.. hehe...</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7459613779136948354?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-27016404656874929132007-06-15T12:28:00.000-07:002007-06-15T12:40:19.195-07:00my graduation just over... din attend the ceremony also haven got my cert. but we out with hui ping, yaya mel, pam n hannah! finally we all meet out together ha! we went vivo to enjoy our meal... yeah really had a great time being with them... our jokes n our nonsense... haha... <div><br /></div><div>some pics to share.....<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLpk2HpNmI/AAAAAAAAAEM/0SGdGrRigzw/s1600-h/Pic761.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076376549212108386" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLpk2HpNmI/AAAAAAAAAEM/0SGdGrRigzw/s320/Pic761.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>who cut n paste the head here?</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLpkmHpNlI/AAAAAAAAAEE/t8nMssNBsS4/s1600-h/Pic774.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076376544917141074" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLpkmHpNlI/AAAAAAAAAEE/t8nMssNBsS4/s320/Pic774.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>the six of us.......</div><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTmHpNpI/AAAAAAAAAEk/xKhhrLqb-zo/s1600-h/Pic777.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076377352370992786" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTmHpNpI/AAAAAAAAAEk/xKhhrLqb-zo/s320/Pic777.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div>can u spot the Africa child?</div><div> </div><div><br /> </div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTWHpNoI/AAAAAAAAAEc/t139gLmIWEk/s1600-h/SP_A0174.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076377348076025474" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTWHpNoI/AAAAAAAAAEc/t139gLmIWEk/s320/SP_A0174.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Do i look pretty? i love it! ha gd phone!</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTGHpNnI/AAAAAAAAAEU/T5DvmNeREYY/s1600-h/Pic770.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076377343781058162" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RnLqTGHpNnI/AAAAAAAAAEU/T5DvmNeREYY/s320/Pic770.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>oh! someone is taking our photo!!! who?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-2701640465687492913?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-34059929964830025922007-06-12T19:43:00.000-07:002007-06-12T19:54:04.569-07:00was busy till today! my OFF day... finallly gt a day off.. but still busy ha.. gt driving later then need to hand in assignment n then meeting my POLY frens... weeeeee so excited.. anyway.. today is my graduation day but not going cos find booking that clothes is too troublesome... n i dun like all this crowd... therefore... i m going back to take my cert onli after the ceremony... (anyway think my parents also dunno n dun CARE)<br /><div>Finally i m offically graduated.. ha... n he ORD today too.. taking his IC... so we shall work together to strive for our future and yesh! no more excuse for him not to get a job.... (y my life is always so ku min)</div><br /><div>on 11/6/07, went to meet xin ai, wanting, huo guang, julia, stella and doreen for gathering n dinner.... was fun but cos all of us is tire ba... haha.. but still.. we joke n chatted... i love the feeling... its still so nice... ha...</div><br /><div></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rm9cHWHpNkI/AAAAAAAAAD8/RUaVESSHKEE/s1600-h/Pic740.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5075376586336319042" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rm9cHWHpNkI/AAAAAAAAAD8/RUaVESSHKEE/s320/Pic740.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>yes! i m not bring my job back home to do le.... it was really tiring... therefore.. i m only going to do at work place... orginising my time now... n i wan to be a person that make use of my time wisely ha.... time to play work n rest haha....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-3405992996483002592?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-44193207327850766362007-06-09T08:21:00.000-07:002007-06-09T08:43:36.436-07:00Today... at this point in time... i m feeling down lost, stress yet happy... <div><div><br /><div>today is my day off... wah haven got saturday as my off day le.. haha... n i m going to work tml.. ha.. anyway.. yeah! its a fulfilling day for mi! </div><br /><div>i started off by slping onli 5 hours... then i wake up to go malaysia with my four leaves ex working fren ah nie n minah! it was great as i haven not been meeting up with them for a year... but the feeling was still so strong n nice... ha... guess this is wat we call frens ba.. although we do not see each other everyday... yet our friendship will last forever n when ever we meet up... we chat n update with laughter n stress free! ha... so fun... (tire but its worth it) this is my fren haha...</div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrJ42HpNiI/AAAAAAAAADs/K3Z6YKIxHkg/s1600-h/Pic719.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5074089908623717922" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrJ42HpNiI/AAAAAAAAADs/K3Z6YKIxHkg/s320/Pic719.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div> </div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrKL2HpNjI/AAAAAAAAAD0/aO7Imor2B48/s1600-h/Pic717.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5074090235041232434" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrKL2HpNjI/AAAAAAAAAD0/aO7Imor2B48/s320/Pic717.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>then came back home to celebrate my second sister birthday! ha.... it was fun... cos its always like this... we will onli all sit down once in a blue moon to have meals all together n chit chat... i love this kinda feeling... although my dad is always not around.. I DUN CARE... i just love the feeling of sister n mother being together... ha.. we really enjoyed ourselves.. ha.. cos i feel that our family bond gets closer when all of us started being busy n having our own life... n maybe that is y we treasure each other more... n i start to realise that last time when my sister is around.. i dun treasure the fortune that i m experiencing.. ha.. but i do now.. cos i know.. haha...</div><br /><div>THIS is my HAPPY family PIC...</div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrJmWHpNhI/AAAAAAAAADk/-x0FB3gAgRY/s1600-h/09062007114.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5074089590796138002" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RmrJmWHpNhI/AAAAAAAAADk/-x0FB3gAgRY/s320/09062007114.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div>coming to my unhappy part... its about him...</div><div>m i expecting too much from him? n i being too overboard? </div><div>i just feel that i m so unhappy when it comes to knowing that i need to worry this kinda things... cos i hate it... n i dun like my guy to be unsuccessful... maybe cos i m aready so tied up with sch n work... i just wan to feel happy n relax? knowing that this is not able to be done... i rather stay alone... then to make anyone unhappy...</div><br /><div>r we really suitable? i really wonder! sorry ;-(</div><div> </div><div>another one... i dun wish to tok about it le... i guess in life this is wat we have ba... we dun know what each of us are thinking... some ppl just being funny ... cos they will never do the things they themselves had said... like i do... i do change due to different situations... but i guess... as long as i dun feel bad towards myself is wat i need to do now ba.... i look forward to better life n future...</div><div> </div><div>i let wind takes my sorrow away... n enjoy my moments with fren that is around mi!!! yea... my gathering n outings that is plan for this months! ha </div><div>n assignments that is killing mi will also go away in a week time haha... (for the time being onli) hehe...</div><br /><div>gtg nite...</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-4419320732785076636?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-91177366211195601312007-06-01T07:11:00.000-07:002007-06-01T07:28:34.914-07:00its a happy day!!! i PASS my Final theory TEST... haha.. yea.. was glad that i pass on the first time.. ha.. COS then i dun need to waste money n time! ha... however my practical test is in NOVEMBER wah... still a long way to go.. but ok la.. i m happy le.. hehe..<br /><br />was unhappy a few days ago.. cos my instructor say i keep making the same old mistake that i dun learn at all.. but now.. ok le... he say my parking very nice.. haha.. however i think that i still have a lot more to improve on... ha... i m half way to my licence! yea... i love it...<br /><br />i think its time for mi to really plan my schedule well le... oh i had been so busy now... n i nv plan my time well... my time management is getting more n more lousy... the saddish part is that i m always not able to meet up with my secondary sch frens... i feel that i m lacking so so so behind... :(<br /><br />however i feel that i cant do much... suddenly feel that i m like... no fren.. lack of fren ha... i feel lonely in class with all the aunties.. however i like my course.. i love babies...<br />went to see elise n evan yesterday... they are still so cute.. n i love them... i feel the attachment between mi n elise is still strong! i want to be a MOTHER TOO haha.. in time to come!<br /><br />JUNE... a new busy month for mi... where i plan to meet up with some fren... like yan xia... xin ai they all, n maybe my four leaves fren nie... also settlers team for KBOX haha... yea.. looking forward to it haha... n family gathering again! yea... for my sister birthday... <br />then of cos my sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n my work... a busy month again i think cos sch holiday haha..<br /><br />Arge... my assignment haven do yet... sian la... 1200 words lei... haha.. NOw... doing le.. so keep all of u posted ha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-9117736621119560131?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-46806830420918494322007-05-20T06:57:00.000-07:002007-05-20T07:20:03.615-07:00recently had been really busy for me... cos my school started and therefore had even lesser time spend for ownself... however life have to still goes on...<br /><br />1. MY SCHOOL<br />........ when i first step into the class... i was shock cos all aunty haha.. ok la onli 1 or 2 younger ones... then i feel so weird.. haha.. then when the sch starts.. i nv tok to anyone i also din cling with anyone in class.. OH NO.. m i not sociable?<br />the lecturer was nice... a bit like Mrs Koh haha.. soft spoken... n when it comes to assignment.. haha all the aunties panic.. hehe.. but still i like the course although i find it boring haha.. but i m excited about the practical part haha..<br /><br />2. MY WORK<br />....... getting use to what i m doing le... but still sometimes i hate it when they just throw everything to me... nothing much to talk about cos i m afraid....... yea!!!<br /><br />3. DRIVING...<br />....... wwweeeeeee i m picking up the skills le.. haha all thanks to wanting who intro mi to such a gd instructor ... haha... however the scary part is he sleeps in the car when i m driving... hha... not always la.. but i scare ha! n think he is very busy... i keep changing instructor lei.. dunno y haha... anyway... i can drives le... n i learn 3 point turn today... ha! yea! the instructor joke with mi today... but erm.... cos he is old... his joke like not very funny... dunno is he lao hu tu le ma... haha but i admire him.. haha... cheers!<br /><br />4. MY LOVE LIFE...<br />........ although i m so so so busy... i will not neglect this haha... i will still spend time with u... will still try my best to work this out.. i really hope that whatever u r unhappy about mi got to say it out... n tell mi... if not we will nv know... n soon its over... ok! muack!<br /><br />5. FRIENDS<br />met out with my poly frens to celebrate HUI PING B'DAY!... was so happy... i really had a great time.. cos all the memories in poly comes back n think back eat we had done like... jokes created in canteen, drama we acted in class, funny habits n things each of us did.. all bring us back to ECH.. haha... i really miss those times... haha..<br /><br />n NOT forgetting my other friends.. haha.. talked to doreen today.. knowing she is fine.. haha.. m trying to find times for all my beloved friends... hope they do not forget mi too!!!! miss u all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-4680683042091849432?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-86386114662126719842007-05-06T03:23:00.000-07:002007-05-06T03:43:40.056-07:00GENTING was great! hehe... although i feel very very tire... cos the night b4 i onli slept for like 3 hours.. but i slp in the uncomfortable car haha for like 1 hour... so was still ok.. but i think my battery was not fully charged... first nite i went to casino... SO BORING.. that wat i can say.. maybe cos i dun like to gamble.. ha... but still i went in to see was amazed... then i went back to the hotel room having a very bad headache... feel asleep immediately...<br /><div></div><br /><div>second day was GOOD ha.. however it rain.. SO COLD.... we went out door theme park haha.. so fun!!! with elise n evan.. ahha.. we took the elephant ride, areoplane.. haha i sit with elise n our areoplane din fly very high.. so elise keep asking mi y cannot fly high.. '_' i dunno! ha... then we went to play the cup one.. the turning one.. again i sit with elise ... n to my surprise she is not afraid n infact she asked mi to turn faster n she like it haha... ya... then went to take the antic car.. n elise drive haha... on the other hand... evan everything also scare haha... he cried after coming out from the ghost house haha.. whereas elise cover her eyes through out haha...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coming to the exciting ones that make mi scream like crazy! the SUPERMAN ride! oh that was fantestic haha... i love it man... but so cold haha.. then went to take the boat one... privrate ship i think haha.. ya.. so funny.... think mi n my sisters are the onli ppl shouting there haha.. then roller coster of cos! n more that i cannot remember le... ya... it was so fun.. i love it man!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then third day is a goodbye day! went to eat seafood b4 coming back... yea</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my family pic.... WITH LOVE</div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rj2xJilKnJI/AAAAAAAAADc/jCIohYMigIk/s1600-h/Pic666.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061396333693934738" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/Rj2xJilKnJI/AAAAAAAAADc/jCIohYMigIk/s320/Pic666.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>then came back onli i start working again.. haha.. many things happened n it make mi feel that i might nt be able to make it... i just cannot get over with wat mabel had say to mi.... so tire today... so fast its going to be MONDAY... tml i m taking my basic theory oh no... i dun wan to fail.. pls pray for mi.. ha...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>celebrated mothers' day today! yea was so so onli.. nothing much...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking forward to my next off day! haha... i also wanna watch spiderman 3!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-8638611466212671984?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-14740705700030404282007-04-27T08:10:00.001-07:002007-04-27T08:23:18.083-07:00i realise that i had nothing much to talk about... cos my life is boring n boring... i really gt nothing to talk about... no outings!! no bf to be excited about!! no admirer now... nothing for mi to look forward to... oh no... wat m i suppose to do so as to spice up my life?<br /><br />work was fine so far... n think i m getting the hang of it a bit here n there.. but yet something struck mi.... i cannot close deals for events... so many cancellation... oh no.. is it mi? or is it wat? i dunno.. but just feel that i did badly... what can i do to improve?<br /><br />my infant n toddler care course is starting soon i guess but i feel no excitement at all! y? izzit cos i dun feel like studying it le? or i m too tire to think ahead? but still i hope i can strive on! WELLLLLL.......<br /><br />* i m now trying to believe that u will help! now trying to put myself into ur hands... pls dun disappoint mi cos it will really cos mi to lost trust n faith in u! i know u can make the whole seems right.. so pls guide mi through n show mi the way to success n all areas... n i promise you that i will strive n so my best!*<br /><br />I M GOING GENTING!!! yea... i m going with my WHOLE family... haha.. this is the first time after 5 or more years of going overseas as a family... although it is not very far n i still din sit a plane... it is gd enough.. haha i hope this trip will be a gd n meaning full one... haha.. i wan it to be fulfilling too!!! pics! i will take haha n giftss u all want? let mi know.. ahha but think a bit late cos i leaving like sunday morning haha... can sms mi i will try my best haha.. yes!<br /><br />may is coming... MOTHER DAY... let mi think wat i wan to get for her... cos now working full time le.. thinking of getting her something gd... any recommendation anyone?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-1474070570003040428?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-20266935648917214192007-04-17T09:12:00.000-07:002007-04-17T09:28:40.715-07:00wah.... think u ppl stop reading my blog le hal? hehe i m so sorry... but really busy n was down with fever, flu, cough, sore throat and i LOST my voice!!! ya so din not up date at all.. hehe...<br /><div><div> </div><div>anyways...ya.. i ended my march very nicely.. hehe.. went to the BBQ n this is my first time BBQing the food... esp chicken wings... haha so beautiful haha.. but inside gt a little red haha.. anyways.. i enjoyed myself... esp the long chat with jueni n xia... ha... enjoy the pics...</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RiT1XAAcsTI/AAAAAAAAADU/junG3V4gZiM/s1600-h/Pic590.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054434457304215858" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RiT1XAAcsTI/AAAAAAAAADU/junG3V4gZiM/s320/Pic590.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br /><br />the chicken wings i BBQ</div><div></div><div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RiT1CgAcsSI/AAAAAAAAADM/un57QMWE-rY/s1600-h/Pic588.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054434105116897570" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RiT1CgAcsSI/AAAAAAAAADM/un57QMWE-rY/s320/Pic588.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>our group photo</div><div> </div><div> </div><div>then i was sick haha... n the cause? think is due to the laksa that i ate the previous day haha.. too heaty le ba.. i slept through my weekends.. so boring which the rest of them went to gay pub n all... but heard from them was not very interesting though.. so ya.. haha so fine...<br /></div><div>ya was busying with the navy event! hehe all the cute guys haha.. but i lost my voice... alex look cute ha! during the event itself... alex take 2 cups of drink for mi!! hehe so sweet haha but actually cos i almost lost my voice once again.. BUT the event is a SUCCESS wweeeeeee..........</div><div><br />yeah meet up with HUI PING was great.. haha had sushi.. hehe.. i had a nice long chat with her too hehe... </div><div><br />this is all that i can remember.... haha oh n yeah i gt a bicycle le. haha can cycle around cck.. can see elise n evan more hehe... n can exercise.. haha... ppl can call mi go cycle haha..</div><div><br />ok i m tire le... wanna slp.. hehe... will update real soon.. hopefully haa....</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-2026693564891721419?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-26601370464236161482007-03-25T08:28:00.000-07:002007-03-25T08:54:39.195-07:00yoz! once again... finally i have time to blog... feeling dame lousy the whole week cos of certain reasons... suddenly i realise that everyone is not as easy as wat i think!<br /><div><div>i had been feeling very sad last nite... spend the nite crying.. n asking myself this question! y do i let history to repeat itself? or isit my life? wat aunty judy say is true? i will never find a guy is my life at all? or izzit i should find a ger instead? i really dunno.... i need to be very occupied so i will not anyhow think... haiz...<br /></div><div>thanks to all my friend that they know i m not feeling very well though... thanks eve for being so supportive of mi for this period of time...<br /></div><div>TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a great time... however inside mi.. sorrows is wat i have.....<br /></div><div>i did not attend yaya's bro wedding cos i was tire n lazy... woke up at onli about 12PM? then i went vivo in the afternoon... cos yee wei drive.. so mi yee wei n wai yin went! it was my FIRST time there! shock? haha... yesh my first time! i enjoy myself it was so so so beautiful... i wanna go again! take pictures... play water haha...</div><div> </div><div>then eve came to find mi .... thank you ger... i know u care... i appreciate it... n thanks for working to nite...<br /></div><div>then went to settlers to play with hui ping mel n Pam... AND MRS KOH our advisor for final year project... hehe we had a great time... here are some pix...<br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaaSXrzBPI/AAAAAAAAACo/IgByXYHsOqQ/s1600-h/Pic565.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5045890072901256434" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaaSXrzBPI/AAAAAAAAACo/IgByXYHsOqQ/s320/Pic565.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div> </div><div></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaahnrzBQI/AAAAAAAAACw/gbGffKQU44A/s1600-h/Pic567.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5045890334894261506" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaahnrzBQI/AAAAAAAAACw/gbGffKQU44A/s320/Pic567.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br /> </div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaavHrzBRI/AAAAAAAAAC4/Z_S8jj6vwaE/s1600-h/Pic576.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5045890566822495506" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RgaavHrzBRI/AAAAAAAAAC4/Z_S8jj6vwaE/s320/Pic576.jpg" border="0" /></a></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-2660137046423616148?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-43884144675002321562007-03-17T19:51:00.000-07:002007-03-17T20:02:44.583-07:00SAT is a bad bad day for me! i hate it... i dislike everything that is happening yesterday...<br /><br />when i first get to work, i m having headache, very very bad headache... my head feels so heavy... i feel so sick.. then the whole afternoon is so quiet.. n i feel so stress n sad...<br /><br />then when we starts working... i feel an ulcer in my mouth n my throat feels terrible... suddenly my mood drops down to very low cos i feel so uneasy n helpless... when i teach games i kept bitting onto the ulcer, that is so so so painful... and i dun feel like talking anymore... n till now... i still feel so tire n unhappen...<br /><br />XXXXXX has gone back to his normal self... n he lied to mi openly thinking that i will not find out... although i got thousand reasons for being unhappy but i really gt nothing to say le... cos i know its helpless...<br /><br />yesh! still asking myself... did i make that right choice...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-4388414467500232156?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-33516487499487239372007-03-16T10:44:00.000-07:002007-03-16T10:52:22.139-07:00its about a week since i last blog le... i m feeling tire.. confuse n sad...<br /><br />had been really busy this few days... n then had been feeling bad n sad...<br /><br />i dunno how to discribe wat i m thinking now.... yes the thing that happen b4 happen again i guess.. n still think its my fault.. cos i will nv learn ba... feeling very sad cos i m no long the one... however i cannot be too selfish to hold on to it as i know... i might not be doing very well...<br /><br />still i hope ____ will be blessed with happiness...<br /><br />my boring life had lead mi no where but unhappiness n lost of things that i would love to treasure... but nvm... i m now working towards my happiness.. n i hope i can do it... yea...<br /><br />tml is another better day!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-3351648749948723937?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-82623188275178299972007-03-10T18:45:00.000-08:002007-03-10T19:03:53.962-08:00i dun feel very well after the talk on fri morning.. i dunno y i feel sad.. n helpless.. it has greatly affected mi as it brings mi back to reality! yes there is always something that ppl choose to hide.. however.. just by a look.. u see through mi!!! i just dunno y some ppl are just so different from the other... its so hard to satisfy and pleased....<br /><br />maybe like i say... all human beings are the same... onli when they see it theirselves or feel the hurt there then will they understand their mistake n do all the things that can be change... but i guess we all know by then its too late... therefore always tries not to think that everything.. is not possible to happen.. it does...<br /><br />today i m extremely down.. maybe cos of certain reasons...<br /><br />1. i came home this morning at 3am.. my mother was still bathing.. then i realise my father not at home... haiz.. then my mum told mi about wat is spoil in the house n all... my father is a failure!!!! the worst thing is... imagine my mum is here.. clearing up all the mess at home after the painting of house... he is happily sleeping with another ger... i am disappointed!<br /><br />2. i hate ppl who doesnt follow the rules.. or dateline... i had changes... i had to see attitude... i an just a person... not container or the wat bag... i need ppl to respect mi during certain times... n i also need my own time n space...<br /><br />yesh! some ppl just dunno that they are very forturnate... god are you really fair?????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-8262318827517829997?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-70422417944080914662007-03-07T20:53:00.000-08:002007-03-07T21:05:41.858-08:00wed is a full day for mi... went for meeting in the morning... oh my.. the meeting is boring i guess.. as feel like sleeping.. ha.. this might be bcos most of the things they talk about.. i m not really involved haha.. oh.. thinking that more of this meeting is coming up... wat can i do?<br />then i played a few games before i left.. ha the games is so nice.. i mean personally i like it la.. haha also maybe i won haha.. anyway.. yea! i love playing games..<br /><br />then went back to cafe to do my work.. n yes i gt some of my work done.. and something happen that stunt all of us! haha... i was so scare that things might happen... but still he remain calm.. n well down! a gd point to learn from... must teach alan that too haha... then cos i gt no time to buy a birthday gift... i make one in cafe... then robin send mi over to meet my fren...<br /><br />we had buffet dinner at HANABI... wwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeee... i saw andel and hui ping.. i quite like that atmosphere that just that its a little warm... but thanks hui ping for giving mi a cosy area... n the birthday cake! haah... we enjoy and yea the food is nice too.. haha.. but too bad gt no my fav food the teppan tori and teppan shake.. haha.. anyways.... had a chat with andel... was now thinking should i go n take n see how? haha.. wat should i do??? haha..<br /><br />when we parted i am always sad... is like the time we spend together is always short... n i m always thinking wat is he thinking? cos he dun say it out one... when when we chatted on msn.. i feel so much better... n i know he start to express himself more n more... dote on mi more n more.. i know he care! yea...<br /><br />dun when i can see him again.. ha... miss him (happy belated birthday)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7042241794408091466?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-53525240496450214392007-03-06T08:29:00.000-08:002007-03-06T08:48:22.469-08:00ok! here come my entries... haha...<br /><br />was very busy throughout the weekends cos i m celebrating my BIG day.. haha.. in chalet so not home.. was there on thurss.... yes! mi n wanting n wee kia n alan had a great time playing taboo, cards.. n monkey game.. haha.. then yes! they went home.. left wanting n mi!... we chatted alot before we went to slp.. haha.. its has really been a long long time since i last had this kinda chat with wanting le.. it was nice... n memorable.. ha cos we catch up with each other haha..<br /><br />then second day.. we went go get breakfast n then went back to chalet n slp.. haha.. boring afternoon.. onli until evening when we meet up the rest then more things n ppl to play.. haha.. n yesh! once again.. we play our favourite game.. with alcohol... n think most of us r a little giddy... n in the end.. wanting n min concas! haha.. they vomited n look very bad.. haha.. but luckly there was those macho guys to help look after them haha...<br /><br />on the third day... we all r a bit tire le.. some of them slps... some of them chills... some play mahjong... so chit chat... n when my poly fren came.. we play games!!! haha.. at the beginning i was a little tire.. n mood quite down... but later when more ppl arrive... i feel much better.. hehe.. my poly frens played pictionary mania with settlers staff.. haha.. n we(settlers staff) won!!! yeah... luckly.. haha.. then we play mel fav game.. SNORTA.. haha.. so funny... i miss the old days really.. haha then we stop n take pictures... then here comes the funny part..............<br /><br />wanting they all asked mi to dance in order to get my birthday gift.. haha.. n yes.. i choose shiyuan.. so pai sei.. haha.. but yeah we did it.. haha..the most funny part is my mother really think they mi n shi yuan like each other.. ahha... yea!<br /><br />then we continue to play mahjong when most of them left... n cindi yirong n mei hui came... yes! we had a good chat! well done!<br />n my birthday ended.. haha<br /><br />i gt a bag n slp dress from my poly mates... i like... so nice n class haha.. n a lana cake? haha.. NICE<br /><br />i gt a floor mat from the settles staff... happy!!! cos i did think of buying it haha...<br /><br />i gt a box of sweets from yirong they all... n ang bao from sisters n key chain from alan....<br /><br />N I GOT A nice NECKLACE from my sec sch mates.... haha.. which i gt it with my hard work haha... i love all the present... hehe...<br /><br />ok enough oh my chalet... haha... then sunday i went back home.. n SLEEP is wat i need... then at night went to my aunty house to hav dinner.. then i came back home to SLEEP.. haha<br /><br />monday wake up very early to go for meeting.. haha then work full day... so so so tire... today same... n some ppl keep pusing mi to blog.. haha... see busy woman gt time ma wat.... haha... yea! think more n more busy days for mi... haha..<br /><br />i will survive...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-5352524049645021439?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-90103166064274612502007-02-28T01:08:00.000-08:002007-02-28T01:14:19.248-08:00i m preparing for my 21st birthday! oh well.... just dunno y i make such a big trouble for myself in organising this.. ha... n dunno y i suddenly feel like... think i m celebrating for myself... haiz... but anyway!!!<br /><br />today! wed.. haha.. i feel so happy... i went out with a him to buy some of the chalet stuff.. n i feel so much happier with him.. n he might be coming to join mi... n is he going to be the one? haha.. had been a long time since i saw him... oh.. i think he aged quite a lot.. dunno izzit really bcos of stress??? ha..<br /><br />yea my birthday coming.. n i realise i still gt alot more to buy... haiz.. haha.. think i spend like giantic amt of $$$ for this... oh all my hard earned money... ha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-9010316606427461250?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-78259495368249334632007-02-26T06:38:00.000-08:002007-02-26T06:58:28.300-08:00went out with my secondary mates on wed... so happy... xia wei han chuan han n wei guang came my house in the afternoon to play n then we went to meet the rest for dinner at the pub... haha.. cos think it seem not very nice from the feedback i got from the rest.. haha therefore we went off to west coast park to play... we all enjoy ourselves haha... yes! i enjoy... we still all so close ha...<br /><br />thur went back for training... n yea.. new staff.. n wei han joined out team! i hope he work hard n enjoys working... hehe..<br /><br />i sprain my back on fri n so nv work on fri n sat... lie down whole day... fri is my worst day.. i feel so painful n ywt i m all alone at home... no one help mi.. i could onli lie down n do nothing... sat almost the same thing... ha... therefore i wasted my fri n sat.. ha... sun went back for staff nite.. so sad cos getting lesser n lesser ppl... i miss the old time! however i learn a new game! haha or rather 2! then gt lou hey... alothough its onli a short while... i feel blessed!<br />b4 we went off.. OH MY GOD to my horror.. mike tell mi something to add on the my worries n uneasiness.. haha.. think i will nv wan to be................<br /><br />today is so call my first day of work after chinese new year ba.. haha.. the whole cafe is so quiet.. then gt meeting with robin n mabel.... this is the second time i m having this meeting with them... i feel so stress i feel like crying at the point when both mabel n robin stared at mi waiting for my answer!!!! i really gt nothing to say... i was so scare that my mind just went blame! i m still so not use to all this things.... i m so new... n i m not into this kind of line! y force mi!!! it makes mi feel so like LOSER! i really cannot say anything really gt nothing to say! i m not acting cute too... i really feel so down now... i think i will hate this kinda meeting... i hate sitting on that table onli the three of us... i hate it...<br />n till now i still dunno who wat n when is the time i should trust! cos i think i know something bad! haiz.... sad =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7825949536824933463?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-48332760940604268602007-02-20T07:12:00.000-08:002007-02-20T07:43:23.300-08:00Happy new year to all... this year is pig year... so wish everyone xin xiang shi cheng....<br /><br />it hasnt been a very gd new year for mi.... n ya TODAY ruin my new year....<br /><br />on sat we had dinner together... it was great as all my family gathered together and we laugh n chatted as we eat... but i alway hate my father ATTITUDE of being so straight forward n never think of others feeling!!! he will onli think for that woman izzit? =(<br /><br />first day of new year... went to 4 places to bai nien.. was tiring n fastrating cos that evan is so so so naughty that everyone was like asking "ur nv teach him ar?" wat can i ask? when they hav such a bias grandma n grandpa... n HACK CARE parents.... whose cares? when i tries to discipline, they sayang him... wat the point! it will onli make mi realise how much i mean to them....so tire that i doze off at 9 plus...(wow so early haha)<br /><br />then second day worst! early in the morning everyone is unhappy le... esp that MAN.... wat the hell.. y cant he treat us nicer like how he treats that woman? becos everyone is late he showed us black faced! Oh my god.. that woman wants me to celebrate my 21st birthday at her place! kills mi man... luckily i book chalet le... i WILL NEVER! sopil my special day!!!<br />then when we reach my ah ma house... it was so hot n boring... i realise i start to dislike mixing around with this ppl...(aunty uncle n cousin) i gt nothing much to tok to them anymore maybe bcos i onli sees them once a year... then my second sister is late... make us waiting for the entire HOUR for her! then that MAN shows black face... not onli him everyone too! when we reach my dua kim place... my mum was super angry cos something happen just now that concern that stupid woman! n my mum was like saying "give him so much le.. still not enough ar... left haven divorce onli"- in my heart i was think divorce la... for wat.. hold on also not happy... y make urself feels like going into depression!!!!!!!!!! F**K him la.. then went back to my ah ma house.. played some of my game like GIZA n TAKE 6... erm think they dun really like ba.. ha... GAMBLING is wat they like.. went home with a tire n unhappy heart!<br /><br />today... i dun feel like going my aunty house... but my sister keep asking mi to go... saying that they will hav to leave early... so in the end i went... we went to bai tai sui.. then went over... i feel so bore... the moment i heard her saying about MAHJONG!!! i knew it! over.... i hate ppl to lie... i hate ppl to say this do that... n i hate promises to be broken... in the end at about 9 plus they still playing mahjong! so i went off with na na... she thinks wat... hire more maids to look after her children when she play? when her ger finish class at 9PM they like gang chiong spider need to bring her home to drink milk n slp... y today no need ar? so special hor? i hate this big liars......... i swear that if i can! i will nv ever join any of this gathering again! i would rather go earn more more money!!!<br /><br />i hate this new year.... i cried! i hated! i dislike it rite from the start.... suddenly i find living so hard so sad n no meaning! i really hope i can move out! stay somewhere else that i dun need to see them anymore! maybe with this i will feel more love towards them will feel better! i m feeling so so so down now... yes! i m such a failure!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-4833276094060426860?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-61760880765346797532007-02-16T09:55:00.000-08:002007-02-16T10:17:13.893-08:00<div>wah.... cannot believe that i nv give myself a break... n i was so busy since my last day of sch haha... however i think my day had been fulfilling n i m ok with it.. haha onli sometimes its a little fastrated about it....</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sat i had been working n so its another long long day! i cannot quite remember what happen that day.. however it is very busy! ha... n OH.... there was an event that played APPLES game.. ha.. i had a gd time with them.. hehe... then at night was ok! i was also surprise that daniel came to work! n he IMPROVED... i totally agree that he is someone that can work... but is onli he choose to obey or do it his own way... n yes! i hope he could better not for us! but for his own future...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>SUN... ha i tot i could rest or go out n relax myself.. who knows i ended up cleaning my room... packing all the unwanted stuff... my mum's fren came to help us paint the house... so happy cos its my turn after new year.... haha although still gt a long way to go but at least first time repainting it after 14years of stay haha.. n yes! this give mi a reason for not making my room too clean? also cos i lazy!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Mon... went to work the whole day.... so scary... whole afternoon no customers.. therefore mi n Amos did cleaning up ... haha.. then we did all the necessary n we played letter FLIP.. a word game n I WON! haha.. think by luck ba.. hehe.. anyway.. then was having meeting... oh points n points of things for mi to do n follow up haha... so many things to do le... he...he....then at the TAUFIk (dunno did i spell correctly not haha) came with another ger? haha anyway Amos took a pic with him!</div><br /><div></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RdX08n7UJKI/AAAAAAAAACc/o0IeTQ9gcIc/s1600-h/DSC00022.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032197481003492514" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RdX08n7UJKI/AAAAAAAAACc/o0IeTQ9gcIc/s320/DSC00022.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>tue.. went to buy yee sheng.. was a little unhappy... cos it took mi a while cos i gt to wake for mabel to get back to mi! i hate to wait.. i wan to be on task! ahha.. but nvm its over.. then accompany mabel to meeting.... they are all funny n friendly ppl.... all so good at sweet talking to each other... ha think that is wat i need to learned ba... then went many places.. back to cafe n i m working at nite.. tiring but was ok cos at least daniel did so much better...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wed.. valentine day... it was suppose to be a nice day... but in the end it turn to be a sad day for mi! cos i dun feel loved haha.. nothing muck to tok about....</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thur.. went bukit timah make eyebrown... haha.. then went to wendy's place to watch show.. n then went to PERM my hair!!!!!! oh my god it was so sad n bad! ha.... </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today! was late for the morning event cos slpt very late.. then i feel so tire n stone! then went shopping with wendy cindy n mindy... yes! think is first time we all go shopping together! ha... i feel so happy n blessed at this point in time... cos we are together.. we loved each other.. onli reach home at 1030... feel so so so tire.. help na na dye hair... haha so obvious.. of cos la... i use allt he solutions lei.. hehe.. anyway.. i feel a bit bad not going back to cafe to help out even though i know they are really under staff...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok! so tire nite!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-6176088076534679753?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-70890285705972471522007-02-09T06:19:00.000-08:002007-02-08T06:20:20.145-08:00today started off very very bad! i had many feelings in mi... sad, anger, tire, relief, confuse n sorry...<br /><br />yea! finally the IEP is over! nothing much to tok about it cos i dun wish really think about it.. however i must say that this project had brought to mi many memories... happy or unhappy ones will all eventually turn into learning points... gt to thanks all to make this a successful one.. n i really hope everyone will fulfill their own dreams in life.. ha..<br /><br />i went to my sister place.. n then i went to shop! yea.. i bought NEW YEAR clothes haha.. i like the skirts i bought haha..<br /><br />NOW its time for mi to start planing my second section in life... haha.. jia you mandy!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7089028570597247152?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-71080332085876067832007-02-08T06:02:00.000-08:002007-02-04T08:28:09.785-08:00wah i realise my busy days is here again haha.. although tiring but it could help mi to release some unhappiness n bad memories...<br /><br />monday- went to work... n yes! i agree to take up the full time job le... however i still wanna pursue my infant n toddler care cert no matter i will go into that or not.. because that is my interest haha... babies! here i come! and yea.. i must say i enjoy teaching... n playing.. also cos i enjoy working with mabel although sometime i feel so sad about certain things... i must admit that i had learn alot of things from her.. n yes! still alot more to go haha... then i rush down to RTRC to meet mrs koh... i m so tire n the bus ride was bad...by the time i reach there i was late n i could really concentrate.. however to my horror we still gt alot more to go! haha but yup we can do it... before we leave.. i took the course application form ha... half way through... then went to mos burger to hav dinner with HP and hannah... n this is the first time i m eating mos burger haha.. n i bought a game... general knowledge.. haha yesh! mi n HP had a great time on the bus with that haha...<br /><br />thuesday- i went to work... my whole day is work.. haha... n guess wat mabel starts giving mi work to do le haha.. but ok la.. still can handle.. haha so many emails to read.. but i like.. haha.. i feel so nervous n excited about the full time job.. haha.. i must JIA YOU... n ya... tue is a boring day... not much customers.. so mi n amos n eve play power grip haha.. so fun i think i will quite like the game cos its like turns n taxis.. haha.. n we went home soundly...<br /><br />wednesday- many things happen today... first mabel called mi say that the shop beside us caught FIRE wow... so scary... luckily no one is hurt.. then i was busy doing roject... then went to sister place to enjoy... then had dinner with family member... but i wasnt happen in the end.. i hate the feeling of BIASNESS... new year is coming again.. i dun like new year more n more.. i dun like to go out with them anymore... i realise i start to hate this family... hate everyone around!<br /><br />thur - went to JB today... wweeee so fun.. yea.. we eat n shop .. haha.. came back quite early cos scare alot of ppl n rain... haha.. but we enjoy ourself.. then i settle some sch stuff.. went to hav dinner n went up to my sister place to watch show.. then i feel so sick n tire.. haha back home to rest to tml gt to wake up early ha.. yea!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7108033208587606783?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-73776555417075179792007-02-04T07:58:00.001-08:002007-02-04T08:28:10.007-08:00ha just came back from a party not long ago... yesh my father's birthday party... haha.. had a great meal n enjoy myself by taking pics n video... although we din tok much about ourselves to each other... we enjoy the time we spend together... n planning to go genting together as a family!!! wah how lovely.. ahha..<br /><br />pics to share........<br /><br /><div><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYGwK_VwnI/AAAAAAAAABI/dY5clyJJmKQ/s1600-h/Pic394.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027713458659246706" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYGwK_VwnI/AAAAAAAAABI/dY5clyJJmKQ/s320/Pic394.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div>our ALL TIME FAVOURITE cake!<br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYHXK_VwqI/AAAAAAAAABg/iMEJes1s2k4/s1600-h/Pic398.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027714128674144930" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYHXK_VwqI/AAAAAAAAABg/iMEJes1s2k4/s320/Pic398.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div>the FOUR sister (pretty?)<br /><div><br /></div><br /><div><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYHkq_VwrI/AAAAAAAAABo/r3v04HHntKw/s1600-h/Pic399.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027714360602378930" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYHkq_VwrI/AAAAAAAAABo/r3v04HHntKw/s320/Pic399.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><br />our BELOVED mother!<br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYH_K_VwsI/AAAAAAAAABw/TwocgD0xC_o/s1600-h/Pic401.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027714815868912322" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYH_K_VwsI/AAAAAAAAABw/TwocgD0xC_o/s320/Pic401.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><div></div></div><div><br />one BIG family ... with someone extra?<br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYIQ6_VwtI/AAAAAAAAAB4/lmAr5Qk3g28/s1600-h/Pic404.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027715120811590354" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYIQ6_VwtI/AAAAAAAAAB4/lmAr5Qk3g28/s320/Pic404.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>the present that i bought for him! haha fa ar! jia you</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>yesh n i m sorting the IEP thingy.... for TML.. haha<br /><br /></div><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcYG8K_VwoI/AAAAAAAAABQ/buY0XmPrfSE/s1600-h/Pic398.jpg"></a></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-7377655541707517979?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-68038878974428024602007-02-03T20:07:00.000-08:002007-02-03T20:29:50.727-08:00<div>had my last day of sch on 2 feb 2007 friday! we took many pictures and yea i feel a little sad cos i will miss they all!!! all my gd frens n buddies... this is my class pic! </div><br /><div></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcVhCK_VwgI/AAAAAAAAAAM/X4_UBlvUg2g/s1600-h/Pic387.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027531248966681090" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6-nqsJuBI98/RcVhCK_VwgI/AAAAAAAAAAM/X4_UBlvUg2g/s320/Pic387.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>then i went to work haha.. saw the 2 new staff.. hmm they are gd staff i can say.. mature n hardworking haha.. we all get along quite well though.. haha.. however mi n mike had a small quarrel with daniel again... haiz... just dunno y he dunno how to think n learnt... i m afraid mike is too ba.. afraid of working with him.. cos i just cant stand his nonsense n senseless questions!!!! but still haha i ended my day with laughter.. so funny Amos one of the new staff offered to send us back.. so mi n mike joke with him n say i like at AMK n mike stay at Kallang haaha.. so he gt to go round singapore before sending us back haha.. but he is still very helpful n nice.. haha happy working together..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sat i went work in the morning.. oh my god i m having headache n i m so tire ha.. however i still enjoy my day at work! ha... its was somehow quiet in the beginning and then busy... then at 6 to 8 also like nobody at all then suddenly everyone comes in.. haha.. n haha guess wat... it was like huge guys gathering haha.. i saw alot my type of guys lei haha.. however no one come get my no.. haha kidding...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>goddness.. was watching the 10 brothers last espisope.... so sad.. i cry haha.. gtg celebrate my father birthday le.. update again!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-6803887897442802460?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1170442559696313362007-02-02T10:43:00.000-08:002007-02-02T10:55:59.710-08:00hip hip hurry! today is my last day of sch.. oh cant believe 3 year of studies had finish really in a split second haha.. thinking back what i had done.. is all work work n sch work! haha.. boring life.. no gd romance coming along my way lei.. haha.. hopefully it comes faster cos i wanna get married lei haha.. anyways.. oh yeah! i m so happy that i do not need to go for more lesson le haha.. however i think i will miss many things.. frens.. the thing we do... the hard work we put in.. n more!<br /><br />today i m not feeling very well as i dunno my eyes look abit bong bong.. n itchy... therefore i nv go china town with the rest... i m so sorry ppl... haha will see u all during new year ha...<br /><br />then we took class pic.. many pic.. with all the different class mate haha.. it was really gd.. haha i will miss u all..<br /><br />then i went to work in the end.. cos they really not enough ppl... n i feeling better.. ok!<br />saw the 2 new staff ok! gd they really can work.. haha.. n they r nice ppl too.. haha.. one of them look so like lip hwee haha.. esp when he talk very seriously haha.. they r gd n hardworking.. not like that crap! i had enough mike too! i m not going to stand it anymore.. if he really cannot take it then quit lor.. now we hav gd ppl le.. he really loves to do thing half way! he is the boss i think when he wish to go off he will set himself... he love to be in the toilet n use phone or to spend time so he need not do much thing! he still dare to through temper! well done! its enough... one person pin point him.. still understand there might be misunderstood... when all starts to do that.. even new staff can see it through i dunno y do we still hav to tolerate this kinda behaviour.. its not fair to the others! i also wanna choose not to work with him! ha... sian!!!!!!! gd! he is putting words into mabel mouth.. i wan to know is that true! if it is i really gt nothing to say le.. boss ma watever she say is always rite!<br /><br />yeah but i end off happily haha!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-117044255969631336?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1170340870884619272007-02-01T06:24:00.000-08:002007-02-01T06:41:10.896-08:00today is a long day for mi! but it is a fulfilling n wonderful day haha.. i feel so happy.. first in the morning i went to changi with mabel to do the event with Yevone.. ok it is quite a gd ba one i think ha.. but towards the end i wanna abit annoy.. haha.. by some of the words some one said.. haha.. however yea.. i dunno know.. will just keep quiet till i gt the chance to say...<br /><br />i really wat i m feeling.. haiz.. just when i hav some how decided to take up the job.. something happen again! maybe can say its my problem is my attitude which i should not be like that.. but i just cant put myself down to it... i just cant go against my feeling ha... wat should i do.. feeling a little sad n confuse n disappointed once again..<br /><br />yea then mabel send mi to sch.. in the car.. i did not really tok much cos i m hungry? or i think cos i dun really hav anything to say in front of her... n i think her talking skills is way above mi! yea i can beat her ha.. haha.. she has really alot confidence in herself n that wat i m admire her off...<br /><br />then after class went to hui ping house to swim.. haha her dog tasha is not afraid of us le.. haha hurry.. or should i say we r not afraid of her? haha i saw her tame side of her... haha yes we went swimming.. og my god i haven been relaxing myself for like so so so many months.. haha i feel so sad.. but feel abit sad.. cos all the feelings comes out.. so confused too ha.. suddenly i feel so scare... cos i dunno wat my future will be! i feel lost!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/643500/Pic353.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/706036/Pic353.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />frens eva<br /><br />then went to eat laksa!!!!! the very very nice laksa which miss hui ping had been selling for all the time.. haha yesh! eat le still ok la.. not too bad haha.. n we went walk walk n went home..<br /><br />so tire.. ha its a very fun day at the swimming pool i will never forget haha... yea love u all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-117034087088461927?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1170247051091878342007-01-31T04:21:00.000-08:002007-01-31T04:37:31.400-08:00oh i had been exposing myself quite alot recently.. haha like yesterday mi n hui ping went to the ford factory near her place.. she sound like the place is so interesting n amazing.. haha so we went.. we went at round 4pm then hui ping say scare not enough time cos it ends at 530pm.. but guess wat? haha we came out after 15minutes.. haha.. it was so boring!!! let mi let u ....<br /><br />i feel so lost when i get in.. then i m not a gd reader n there u need lots of reading so my interest went down,, then they put lots of picture n essay with out headings.. so i dunno wat is that.. HAHA we met the D class ppl.. and one of them cry after reading to lim bo seng dairy.. so the KPO mi n hui ping went to read wanna see wat so interesting.. haha then........ the hand writing is so cursive... i cannot read.. so i hate it too.. then we continue to walk.. haha hui ping went to press a button.. then a man voice start to talk about wat happen during that year... oh my god its so unclear ha... haiz...<br /><br />this are my suggestion.. should hav more scuplture.. more videos.. less readings more headings.. n think should hav arrows to show the ways.. haha.. NEED TO BE CLEARER haha..<br />more n more to say! ha..<br /><br />then today.. ha i went to see miss chong to see wat i m really suitable in.. erm.. i think settlers cafe is a place i wanted to be in ba.. but i still dunno cos my passion is still teaching lei.. haha oh my god i m more confused now... however yea! she say that NIE is tough! onli when u really can do it then do it.. haha so i think if i really wan i will onli do it next year ba.. yeah!<br /><br />tml going to another event with mabel.. haha dunno wat to expect again ha.. erm! then swimming n LAKSA haha.. ya hopefully it nice haha..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-117024705109187834?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1170081130723450162007-01-29T06:17:00.000-08:002007-01-29T06:32:10.736-08:00had not really recover fully from the hurt i've gt on thur... however i m still trying.. yea.. anyways..<br />hurry! the IEP poster presentation is over.. however.. the comments is not very positive though.. haha but we leart n we reflect and that is where our improvement comes! ha.. yea..<br /><br />its coming to an end... oh.. start to feel abit sad.. esp cannot see hui ping everyday le? cannot laugh at all kind of things we see? n we gt to think for our future... ha yup... most likely i will be getting degree ba.. haha.. let mi hav a month rest first hehe..<br /><br />today i went to east coast park the dunno wat restaurant to help out for the event.. hehe.. so funny but i like so lost haah.. cos it my first time running the corporate caphoots.. haha.. so hard.. i m the aeroplane but think they like dun really need mi haha.. but everything was ok.. except that i wore the high heels.. so tire n painful lei my leg haha but i still manage to survive through.. haha..<br /><br />come to the most interesting part!!! haha as wat mabel had mention i m going to hav a romantic journey with robin... to the event.. haha ok la.. i think he abit funny.. n he look like young child today.. haha telling mi how he is urge of eating sundae ice cream from mac.. haha n yes! we did.. n he eats like children also haha.. (true that a strong man can hav his childish n soft side) haha.. n yea he is really funny.. telling mi all the funny things that he had encounter when he is oversea.. n i really had a nice tok with him!! hmm should hav more of this kinda talk ma.. then i will know his gd points too haha...<br /><br />i enjoy myself playing games with mike n suin yung.. haha.. esp the humming part... so nice.. n i m home now getting ready to study my quiz for tml.. haha but i m so tire.. wanna slp lei... ha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-117008113072345016?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1169751391475144382007-01-25T10:46:00.000-08:002007-01-25T10:56:31.500-08:00oh my god! i feel so sad now... i dunno wat can i do... i m so badly hurt... its the second time that i feel like dying! my heart sank... y doesnt give mi a chance at all.... its all my fault! tears just cant stop rolling down... i felt so useless suddenly... i hate this moment in life.... i hate the way i m now... :( :( :( :( :( :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116975139147514438?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1169746285062233542007-01-25T09:20:00.000-08:002007-01-25T09:31:25.076-08:00wwwwwwweeeeeeeeee hui ping n her fren sam came to settlers to play... n i m working haha.. yesh! ha so fun... but i just dunno y the whole place had become like that... staff no longer following rules... n yesh i think maybe other branch is doing better? i dunno know really... anyways.. think ha.. cos i took a short short break as in working once a week due to project.. mi n robin ok le ba.. haha no more hard feelings.. smile!<br /><br />oh we went ESKI BAR.... haha we like mountain turle ? haha i dunno.. hehe just feel so amazed by the small room they hav.. -5% lei oh my god really can see the air coming out... wwweeeee i wan to go holiday in this kinda country haha like so fun... hehe... like not very nice though.. think just the room haha..<br /><br />oh no.... i m gradulating... but dunno wat to do... dunno wat to choose!!! how.. izzit i really gt to go find miss chong ask her for tips? haha.. haiz... i feel so lazy nowadays... feels so lonely... valentine day coming n do i hav someone to spend with? oh my... n new year coming but i dun feel the happy feeling at all.. my 21th birthday coming too.. but also like nothing suddenly.. like dun feel like doing anything... haha so fast a year had past.. n i m a year older le... arh.. my plan to get married in 3 years time... haha will it come true? haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116974628506223354?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1169394179171584152007-01-21T23:54:00.000-08:002007-01-21T07:42:59.200-08:00wah i went for the training at central... haha it was indeep a bit bore maybe because we dun really know the ppl there as both katong and central branch are very close n gd frens... n we holland v one are like stranger wow... how sad.. (or izzit cos i not pretty enough therefore they nv come mix around or they not handsome so i nv mixed around too???) haha ok la... i mean... toking about the training itselfs.. i think it was great! esp the part where colin teach us how to go about doing the hosting part.. haha n guess wat i learn alot more from him! he is really a joker a gd host... <br />wahaha i saw the video of how they come about... really amazed ha... think he is really great ha although he might be a bit arg! at times haha... <br />before we left the boss from central actually ask any of us wanna work there like for 2 days or so... woo... i think i m tempted? haha.. actually i think it would really be a great experience for mi? also i think it would be fine too! maybe HV is too isolated? haha i dunno.. but would really love to if i can go over for a try haha... BUT still i m of cos afraid cos there are 300 over games there.. n my knowledge is onli like 130 games? haha oh... how do i survive then? hehe .... hmm.. maybe its time to go for more experience haha.. cos i actually see more suai ger at NCB lei haha... n their toilet! is BETTER haha... now more spacious haha no more door right in front of my face le.. haha.. n the flush is gd n toilet gt no more weird smell haha... :) <br /><br />then on the way back i was.. so so so angry... i did not own her anything... YES i quarrel with my sister again! i wanted to help by asking henry to help her see can retrieve the data out not.. she ask mi he confirm can do it not if not she is not going! then dun do it lor... if dun try can nv knoe can do it not ma no meh? waste my time n effort... bu ling qing! nvm they gt money ma.. go data recovery centre la... sure can take out one! that is CONFIRM!!! :( i hate the feeling of quarreling with them! but if i dun quarrel i feels like i does not exist at all! haiz :x<br /><br />then went to cafe... i learn 3 new games today haha.. or rather 5 haha cos 2 is from central.. wah ok la.. not bad quite fun ha.. more better i feel haha.. i love board games too haha... i play with hui ying haha so fun but some like so lame ha..then hui ying n uncle and mi took a cab back... haha so funny we joke n laugh in the cab.. i think the cab uncle also smiling haaha.. i feel so happy.. uncle is actually very nice... i feel like i would love to have him as my father... although he is not haha.. <br /><br />tml is project again! think i need to pia le.. haha cos i spend my whole of today le haha.. yeah!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116939417917158415?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1169350611771140582007-01-20T19:24:00.000-08:002007-01-20T19:36:51.783-08:00wah finally i feel a bit of relief from all the project work load... haha... yes my sch is finishing in 2 weeks time... oh... so fast three years le.. it been really a great time though haha... i had great frens.... n i learnt many many things... from sch n also work place... n i believe there is still alot more for mi to continue learning....<br /><br />yes work was tiring cos i din sleep well the previous nite... n it was bad cos i hate my mother being bias.... hate it when i m not being shown the love!<br /><br />going for settlers training le... haha wonder what is it.. haha tell ur more tonite ba haha...<br /><br />muack<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116935061177114058?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1168111653879334902007-01-06T11:20:00.000-08:002007-01-06T11:27:33.893-08:00BAD DAY.... today juat dunno y... i think i had no more feelings ba....<br /><br />went to cafe late cos i overslept.... then the whole place is like....i really dunno wat to say.. nvm... saw meng how n serene... one getting more n more handsome, the other getting more n more pretty haha... but i realise we all somehow like got nothing to say to each other le... yea! is bcos i hav changed? or? i feel that i dun really tok much nowadays...<br /><br />then that stupid computer cannot work.. seek help from robin, n he onli keep asking mi to one n off... when we r dame busy, therefore in the end i using manual calculation haha...dun judge ok.. all correct one hor haha... wrong i also dunno haha... everyone has no time to rest... aunty is unhappy... n i get all the naggings... busy day... but i saw some my type guys.. hehe so cute... i like... haha... how i wish they come n take my no. lei.. haha...<br /><br />n guess wat! i broke new record again!!! i think its the highest record ever! haha.. so happy... thanks all for ur hard work...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116811165387933490?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1168007341350444152007-01-05T06:20:00.000-08:002007-01-05T06:29:01.360-08:00finally my final project is coming to an end... haha... feel so relief today... yea.. everyone went out to play.. except mi? ya guess so...<br /><br />anyways... i think i will miss the kids... esp bryan shee.. my fav child.. parents are quite satisfy with the things that had been done... n yesh! i m disappointed with my advisor...i hate ppl say something n do something... i was so so so sad n angry when i knew she was not coming... wat a nice advisor ya...<br /><br />but still things.. is over.. n shall not tok about it le...<br /><br />i started my year 2007 very nicely haha.. wat about u?<br />i got gathering with my close choir frens... yi rong, cindi n mei hui.. we went k lunch then they come my hse play games... wwweeeeeeeee so nice..THEN i had family dinner... wow wow first time... i enjoy myself hehe....<br /><br />2nd day i had project with hui ping.. then i went to eat sakura with xinai doreen huo guang stella n henry... so nice.. so many things to eat.. haha as usual.. xin ai n mi.. r so funny.. or maybe its just mi? hehe... then we went west coast.... haha.. i feel so help less haha.. n WORSE my slippers spoil... so sian.. ha.. but i enjoyed myself too... yea!!!! 2007... a new starts...<br /><br />jia you!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116800734135044415?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1167588218729502922006-12-31T09:51:00.000-08:002006-12-31T10:03:38.753-08:00hey ppl... i m back! yesh... wow its year 2007 le... haha... gotta think of my new goals for this year.... haha.. wanna hav a bf that really loves mi? hehe.... i wanna rest too!! haha...<br /><br />i haven been blogging for half a month le.. haha but still hope that many many things is still in place haha... yesh! no worries.. my lappy is fine le.. n all the information is retrieve.. hmm all thanks to henry.. haha.. gd job..<br /><br />erm i m so busy n tight up with my final year projects.. ya.. therefore i really had no extra time to update u all.. but just a brief one.. haha.. yeash....<br /><br />first! i had a nice n terrible christmas.. haha.. i gt gifts from wanting! mel! and xia.. hehe... i love them all so nice.... n i went christmas dinner with mummy n na na... terrible is i played home alone haha.. cos my family went genting.. but nvm cos i work like hell... dunno what is day n night le ba... haha... n i will nv forget that man give mi ATTITUDE...<br /><br />next is busy doing the event for the cafe with hui ying... although it is very tiring... but we had FUN haha.... n the event is successful ba i guess haha...<br /><br />then yea i went movie with?...... haha wanting... really great finally i had time to seat down to watch movie haha...<br /><br />lastly .... the new year count down! haha.. fun n nice.... although not as gd as last year.. but still it was fantastic.. haha.. thanks gers for being there....<br /><br />a new year a new start... haha... think i must start writing diary too haha.. jia you...muack<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116758821872950292?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1166199343591512062006-12-15T08:06:00.000-08:002006-12-15T08:15:43.603-08:00this few days is like hell to mi.... esp yesterday....<br /><br />i had been running here n there to get my things done... n then.. no one understand mi... i realise i really like so sad... cos of mi nt knowing how to approach to keep a fren... or so... i had no one around mi when i really needed one... i m lousy...<br /><br />yesterday was the worst day of all.... first i finish childcare... went home n realise that my labby SPOIL.... n wat!!! all my data is lost! then i realise no one can help mi.. even my father dun wanna help mi... i cry like hell... who knows? i feel the lowest point who knowss? i like lost everything... i gt no MOOD for any single thing...<br /><br />however, was able to bring it to the service centre... then realise it really spoil... n then i need to buy a disk drive.... n i found out that my pay is nt in yet!!! the check is write wrongly... oh my... how could all this thing happen together? but luckly i gt extra money....<br /><br />childcare was fine at the beginning... n then... many things happened!.... i m so sorry... i think maybe cos i m nt a good leader ba... i m afraid of losingwat i really treasure.... i hate the feeling of losing.... someone or something... but NOW i m like lost all my memories...<br /><br />haiz... bad day.. just like wat i read for my horoscope.. :(<br /><br />m i suppose to continue to wait for u??!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116619934359151206?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1165849172813920902006-12-11T06:43:00.000-08:002006-12-11T06:59:32.836-08:00sat was a fun day too.... i enjoy myself haha... all started of which some nice customers... that make my day.. n i get to see familiar faces.. hehe.. so nice... n overall.... i think daniel is nice too haha...<br /><br />sun is my RESTING DAY... hehe n i went to eat sushi buffet with ah na and wendy and brother in law... so nice... n guess wat... i onli eat one meal lor... haha... so full le haha... it last me through... was disappointed with his actions... but telling myself... i need to be understanding and i need to think in many perspective.. hehe...<br /><br />today! monday.. went pam hse to do projects.. haha.. yea we manage to finish fast... n guess wat... pam cook for us lei... haha ... (maybe is her mum) HAHA... anyway.. thank ger...<br />then on the way back was caught in the stormy rain... in the end i went to lot one n shop... oh my god.. so many winnie the pooh stuff lei... i wanna buy lei... haha but dunno which to get.. cos all like so nice la... esp the big cusion which is a winnie pooh head.... haha...<br /><br />celebrated birthday for ah na... onli mi ma ma n her... haha like so sad... but still i love u na na... jia you...hehe...<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/666782/Pic069.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/672201/Pic072.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/331187/Pic072.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />she cutting cake....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116584917281392090?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1165593548043911822006-12-08T07:41:00.000-08:002006-12-08T07:59:08.076-08:00today is such a busy day.... programmes were planned one after another with giving mi a break... however still i had FUN hehe..<br /><br />started of with sch at 8am... wah so tire... then all the way till 1pm we to bukit timah celebrate yaya's birthday.. it was fun.. yea the food is nice too hehe..<br /><br />then went to buy materials... n i was late for class.. haha<br /><br />then gt meeting with mrs Koh... yea... but we gt to change my plan for our IEP... dunno y but seems like everyone is doing until very unhappy le ba... BUT we must strive on.. cos i believe we can do it...<br /><br />THEN my best time.............. i went NIGHT SAFARI... haha so fun... yet so scary haha... the path so dark haha... like cannot expects wat is in front of u.. hehe.. we also went to the place where xin ai work... cool ar... nice environment haha.. i saw many animals like fishing cat, leapord, bat, flying squirrer, pig with horn n hair around the cheek, many more.. haha.. so cool then but too bad they cannot take pic.. cos its protected.. haha... I LOVE THE TRIP.. hehe.. had i great tok with xin ai huo guang n doreen too.. yeah!... some pics to share..<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/456928/Pic048.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/828354/Pic048.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/456928/Pic048.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/456928/Pic048.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/456928/Pic048.jpg"></a><br />the food that i eat haha.. so nice<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/557705/Pic055.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/440305/Pic055.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />the FOUR of us!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/708117/Pic051.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/1028/Pic051.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />one of the show.., haha... wah so nice lei...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116559354804391182?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1165501616257626802006-12-07T06:18:00.000-08:002006-12-07T06:26:56.266-08:00presentation is over... yeah once again... a project down... BUT more to come wow haha...<br /><br />these are my friends!!! and this pic is not taken on purpose haha...<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/229523/Pic042.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 186px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 163px" height="90" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/200/696621/Pic042.jpg" width="76" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i think i might be facing depression le.... cant seem to slp at nite... feeling like crying for nothing... feel lonely... no one care no one loves... i m suffering...<br /><br />my mind just cant stop working.... y! WAT is happening to ME???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116550161625762680?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1165398688454055492006-12-06T01:32:00.000-08:002006-12-06T01:51:28.466-08:00WEEEeeeeeeeeeeee....... finially the field trip of bring the children to the reefwalk is over.. yes! its successful wow... haha... so happy.. cos all the children sees something.. haha like sea snail, crab and seaweed etc... haha... the two boys i holding was so cute... haha.. they dun mind the dirty mud and they seems so enthu to look for different sea creatures haha... FUN GOOD... hehe<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/489546/08112006253.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 186px" height="66" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/318020/08112006253.jpg" width="167" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is the place where we walk!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />N today!!!!! wat a sad day... maybe is the colour i wear haha...<br /><br />today i over slept then like keep running to the toilet in the morning... then worst still i cant find my beautiful white skirt haha... then in the end i gt no choice cos too late.. i took the mini skirt (BLACK) with the black top cos i dun wanna think le.. BLACK jacket and bag and slippers too.. haha<br /><br />lessons are boring... and i had no mood to do anything today i dunno y... cos HIM? haha<br />anyways... SHARK... :( i spoil hui ping's slippers during Gurmit lesson.. we went to the toilet then i wanna play with her... but i din realise that i step onto her slippers... next moment i know the slippers is spoil... OH MY GOD... i feel so bad, sad, guilty, n worry... HUI PING IS ANGRY!!! haha... but still she console mi.... but i still feel very bad n guilty... although she keeps saying nvm!!! it my fault ma... if i had not jump, slippers will not spoil...<br /><br />then i went into class to borrow tape wanting to tape it back.. but cannot therefore i went to buy a pair of slippers for her... its ugly i know... she dun like i know... then the more i feel bad... hehe ger i m so SORRY!!!!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/522863/Pic036.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 204px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 142px" height="69" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/200/107329/Pic036.jpg" width="83" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />the SPOILED slipper!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/365224/Pic035.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/200/416456/Pic035.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />the ugly slipper i bought haha~~~~~!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />will i get to see u tonite? i wonder....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116539868845405549?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1165159411040630722006-12-03T07:05:00.000-08:002006-12-03T07:23:31.853-08:00my life had been in a mass recently... i dun know y!? i myself also cannot figure wat i m really thinking... and i myself had now start to judge myself on capability, truth and my feelings...<br /><br />this few days is not ask busy cos just finish 2 projects... however 2 more is half way through n i think about 3 more coming? ha... my life is full of nothing... but stress...<br /><br />firstly, the childcare we choose had rejected us on changing the field trip from labrador park to changi beach... N well done! the committee of the volenteer group reject us too! haiz... at a point our IEP is in a crisis of going into all the arguments n all... however it was all over as wat mel says is rite... since i m the leader, the more i should support everyone... thanks to her.... n me? haha our group r working fine now... n i m so sorry but i really need to be alone at that point in time... cos i feel that everything is just so unfair... rite from the beginning...<br /><br />not onli projects i think but everything!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />isit bcos i m fat so i dun have a choice to choose? isit cos i m soft spoken i m always at the losing end? is it that i m nt as interactive as others... i will not have someone to be by my side when i need it... is it that cos i had nothing.. therefore i need to act even stronger than anyone?<br /><br />n that is y i hate going to crowded places, hate to join any parties... cos i hate the way the other look at mi!<br /><br />today i went down to the family chalet... it was my first time going to this gathering after avoiding for one year... however similarly... same feeling of loneliness came back... n the feeling of love n care is ZERO... dislike ppl to say things to mi when they dun know anything.. yes!<br /><br />so sad... maybe i m fated to be alone? maybe wat aunty judy says is rite... i had a bad life.... n i can nv had a man in my life... cos i dun know how to communicate... haiz how sad..<br />HE had not been toking to mi for 4 days le... so wat... he left with the wind?<br /><br />anyways... tml is the field trip... ya.. was excited yet sad!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116515941104063072?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1164636447042060992006-11-27T05:47:00.000-08:002006-11-27T06:07:27.060-08:00my weekend are dame busy la... sat afternoon was doing storybook and the puzzle.. then did the outline for the EOP slides... then went to work.. hehe.. was ok.. cos nt very busy though.. haha.. anyways.. yeah.. but thanks to some ppl n incident... i had made up my mind le... yup! anyway at nite we had supper.. henry weirong daniel n ME haha.. yes the onli ger haha.. we had FUN hehe.. bcos this is the first time we had supper with daniel... haha n we tok about his future! we care! yea! then went home haha guess wat the taxi uncle keep toking to mi la.... then he tot i go clubbing haha then say i go home so early.. when it is 3.30am like that haha..<br /><br />sunday went pamela to role play our project.. so funny.. think we laugh more then wat perform haha.. hehe then i went back home to do my thousand word essay... oh my mind is cracking!!!!<br /><br />today! our big day haha.. our lesson with the children is FUN asp.. when this is the first time i m acting infront of so many children ahah... see pic....<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/730149/Pic008.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 284px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 205px" height="111" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/320/457856/Pic008.jpg" width="129" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />then i continue with my essay.... ..........................tire sia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116463644704206099?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1164399071929481042006-11-24T11:39:00.000-08:002006-11-24T12:11:12.003-08:00thursday mi and my group mates went down to the childcare centre to carry out our first lesson! oh my god the children are all so so so cute! haha.... they are so funny too... n guess wat.. haha i kid ask mi.. teacher mandy y r u so fat! haiz... was like.. he is nt the onli kid who ask that.. all the chuldcare centre i go to.. all the kids like to ask mi that haha.. anyways... ya i enjoy... my day!<br /><br />then after.. i went to take my phone.. gt to wait... BIG THING happen! our IEP project has something holding us back.... which is the supervisor of the childcare centre refuse to let us go the changi beach cos its too far away.. haiz... so wat can we do? i feel so sad so angry so disappointed! i feel like i m sinking! i feel so stress!!! but still we gt to go on.. therefore we hav no choice but to stick to the orginial plan!!!<br /><br />Coming fri! the exciting day which is today! haha... woke up early in the morning... take that big big scuplture that our group had make... i CANT get a cab la... oh my.. then mi and hui ping was a bit late for the AST test!!!! wow surprisingly i can do some!! haha... then we had our presentation!! wow i think we did quite well haha.... the volcano errupted!!! haha... yeah!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/868109/23112006002.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/200/878000/23112006002.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />our volcano... very well done rite? haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/1600/588335/Pic005.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7651/2872/200/489775/Pic005.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />my team mates... well done babe<br /><br /><br /><br />then went to work.... many many tots r running through my mind! had been seriously considering the question! had been trying hard to maintain but i guess i m wrong.... or i failed! dunno y i had been facing this problem... izzit cos of mi? izzit cos i m too fierce? or izzit i m nt a gd leader?<br /><br />i dunno y... when ever i start to lead... i become very serious! n ppl think i m fierce! ppl might be unhappy with mi some how or rather! i m afraid of losing u all.. cos i guess reason being i dun hav much family care n love... i need u all babe....<br /><br />anyways.... standard had drop.... with onli my strength.. i cant change anything or do anything... cos! they dun even care! i think..... onli knoe how to do the external stuff? that enough le? haiz... childishly... push all the things away!!! nvm then dun tok lor.... its ok with mi! i dun really need it anyways... still there are still so many GOOD staff out there... rite! i m nothing...<br /><br />haha think mi n jace r better.. haha maybe very long nv see him le... furthermore... haha i m happy today! i taught many table games! hehe... esp one.. with 12 ppl.. i taught them dragon delta... they seems not very interested in the beginning.. however.. after start playing.. they complete the whole game! haha.. n they ENJOY.. that is the best part... yea man! i love teaching! i love funny customers... i love it when they like the game i taught haha...<br /><br />yee wei came down... we had supper like before.. so nice.. so long nv had supper with her le... so long since oct.. its a great experience...<br /><br />think i must start planning le.. haha... for my future haha...<br />muack!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116439907192948104?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1164122301696689962006-11-21T07:08:00.000-08:002006-11-21T07:18:21.796-08:00on monday... we went down RTRC-ASIA to meet Mrs Koh.... hehe yea.. she say we r gd! haha we r on the right track.... and she is so nice haha.. we seems like nv really tok a lot about it took us 40 minutes haha.. ok la.. still can tarhan hehe... anyways... then mi n mel went to the nokia service centre to upgrade our phone software... wah... so sad lei... her phone only need 1 working day n mine need 3 working days!!! how could it be la... as if my phone is so much bigger or wat.. haha.. n tat mel say i nv flirt enough with the person enough haha... then she start telling mi all the flirting skills haha.. okok i will use it when i see the right guy haha... then went childcare to set up the corners.. ahha.. so fun! n yea! we did it.. so nice.. haha<br /><br />today is such a boring day.. with boring lessons... ok la.. today i bought a winnie the pooh 2007 calendar le.. haha..so nice i love it... haha.. then i say this thingy say wanna take a photo with the huge winnie at 10 dollars.. haha come my house take with 10 winnies for 2 dollars? haha.. sound better? hehe... anyway...<br /><br />think i wanna buy a external harddisk to store all my photos n projects... haha its taking too much space in the laptop.. making my lappy so slow.... haha.... but i gong gong on this lei... dunno wat to do lei... like no one to ask for help haha... sian... yup!<br /><br />i hope i will nt get disappointed once again... yeah miss ya muack!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116412230169668996?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1163947969094378702006-11-19T06:13:00.000-08:002006-11-19T06:52:49.173-08:00my life had been very busy recently... haha.. guess i dun even hav the time to really rest my mind body n soul.. yesh! projects... but still... many thingsss still happening around mi wow.. haha... i cannot when is the last time i blog but still... yea.. once again i m writing something down le...<br /><br />toking about interesting first.... on fri.. mi, hui ping, pamela when to settlers to celebration mel and hannah birthday!!! five of us.. haha.. so fun.. we play games like taboo n guess words using actions... strategies game which make mel hav headache haha i guess... n also HER fav. game SNORTA.. haah... we bought a DVD for hannah n SNORTA for mel... hehe.. the after was great... however feel a bit disappoint with the service ba... mi as a customers... realise how annoying when it comes to slow or bad service... furthermore.. they were that.... anyway maybe thats their expectation of gd staff le ba... anyways.... yup i ENJOY my stay with my FRENS... haha...<br />some picz!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/17112006269.1.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/200/17112006269.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />cutting cake<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/17112006274.1.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/200/17112006274.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />FRENS 4EVA<br /><br /><br /><br />haha did alot of things for my projects n interview... lack of slp tough.... haha<br />best is the shore... will take pic n post it up.. haha our tears n sweat.... haha...<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/15112006265.0.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 294px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 196px" height="50" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/15112006265.0.jpg" width="81" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />SEASTAR and SEA SNAIL<br /><br /><br />was toking to my neighbour today... dunno after my study should i go NIE to contiune to study or just go into working life le... so confuse... anyway... i feel so tire.. needed time to rest.. haha<br /><br />he called mi last nite... haha i felt super happy lei.. at least i knoe he care haha.. cos he waited for mi till 2am then call mi haha.. so touch... anyway was angry with him for doing that to mi... but now... haha i understand him n i miss him... muack!!<br /><br />tml going centre to set up the learning corners.. haha... also going to meet mrs koh... MUST CONTROL haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116394796909437870?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1163606166436215122006-11-15T07:49:00.000-08:002006-11-15T07:56:06.446-08:00this whole week is so boring.... my life is fill with projects!!!!! oh no....<br /><br />sometime i really wonder... is my way of thinking wrong? or its always like that? but how come some others r nt like that?<br /><br />izzit because of the distance? izzit because of her? or izzit because the love is nt strong?<br /><br />i realise this world is so so so unfair... yea! it is... ppl of the same age, same gender... can hav such a great differences in life! tong ren bu tong ming....<br /><br />just hope that i can pull through all the bad times......<br /><br />tire.... loses faith<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116360616643621512?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1163007277563512182006-11-08T09:24:00.000-08:002006-11-08T09:34:37.586-08:00sun- went to celebrate elise birthday... it was FUN.... but i feel sad cos my mother is unfair..... :( the onli person she cares is my sister n her children who are her grandchildren... so sick lei.... i hate this family bcos of this i hate her treating mi like that..... its nt the first time anymore... i m nt going to join them for this kinda outings anymore.. it will onli make mi feel sick!<br /><br />mon- project project..... we did a mock.. yesh! things went smoothly... i gt home... and yesh! rested...<br /><br />tue- a long day in sch... and i went to bukit timah to buy an extra barney for evan... cos he see his sister playing then he keep saying "i dun have :(" haha he is so cute..<br /><br />TODAY....<br /><br />went for lesson... then we went reef walking !!!!!!!!!!! oh my god it was fun dough but a little.... i dunno wat to say bcos after the walk.. we realise it doesnt really suit the children... cos it seems a little hard...<br /><br />however it was great for mi.. haha.. first time in my life i see hairy crab, corals, seaweed which is nt green......... first time touching snail... n all.. haha..<br /><br />yea... he came to fetch... we then went for movie n dinner... hehe so fun.. so nice...<br /><br />bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu chen jing yong you........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116300727756351218?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1162669544909809832006-11-04T11:38:00.000-08:002006-11-04T11:45:44.923-08:00yea... on fri i went over to my sister's place to look after elise n evan with my sis mindy... haha that was so so so fun la... they are so cute n i hope mine will be as clever as them haha...<br /><br />simply love them so so so much... then i stayed over... to exercise.. haha wow.. too long nv exercise.. 10 min onli i cannot take it le... haha.. but this is onli the start haha...<br /><br />today i work... ha. i dunno but somehow or rather... yesh! they r trying to ruin their own business i think... but since they doesnt care so much.. wat m i worrying for? i hate some ppl.... simply some.. but guess i dun even get to see them so much.. so ya... better too....<br /><br />OOOOOOOoooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh i haven start reading the quiz... die la.. haha....<br /><br />wat is the real feeling when u in love?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116266954490980983?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1162543569762891462006-11-03T00:34:00.000-08:002006-11-03T00:46:09.773-08:00i feel a little different this year.... ppl are working better together... although we had some thinkings which is different... but we are still able to compromise.. n move on... however some way deep down in mi... i feel a little weird... :(....<br /><br />the feeling u give is so different.... i dunno y.. izzit cos u tire? izzit cos u r sick of some of the things? or izzit becos of mi? i m really afraid... i really dun like this... dun wish to let history repeats itself.... i m afraid of losing again....<br /><br />i hate myself for always being no confidence.... always being so lousy.... always coming in the last! always being at the back of others........................... :(<br /><br />yea i think i m lousy.... unable to do things well..... gt so many projects.... cant even organise my time well... yet i still gt so so so many things unfinished!!!!!!!!<br /><br />elise birthday coming... cant wait to celebrate with her... wow.. i bought a barney that sings... a real camera... haha.. n yea... we r gathering again!!!! so nice... i like the feelings.... but somehow or rather... someone is always short n nt there.... cos...... yea a family is always a family... we dun like OUTSIDER.... yeah!<br /><br />miss u babe..... muack!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116254356976289146?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1162304983417412612006-10-31T06:17:00.000-08:002006-10-31T06:29:43.436-08:00had been very very busy recently with my projects.... wah.. so many things to do.. so many research... oh no.. think i really will be very stress up this sem le... quiz coming all the way.... projects too... oh no... where to find time to relax...........................<br /><br />the major project IEP is killing mi... is draining all my energy le.... oh...................... is there a need for mi to stop working? haiz............. just feel that i gt no no no enough time to do anything... wah... sick man...<br /><br />similarly... many things happen... y do u gt to show it so obvious? y do u make mi sad? y do u onli care and follow wat they say? wat m i to u? izzit i m independent to go into the outside world all by myself???<br /><br />yes! u did it.... finally after so many times of arguements.. n persistance... thanks dear... u did it.. haha i m really happy to see that today... i hope u will keep up the gd work haha.. missing .........<br />still in a confusion... however my feelings like... are clearer n clearer le.. but wat m i doing now? too stress? haha..................... "I don t wanna do this anymore...I don t wanna be the reason why...Everytime I walk out the door...I see him die a little more inside...I don t wanna hurt him anymore...I don t wanna take away his life...I don t wanna be...a murderer" guess this is wat i m feeling rite now ba.........<br /><br />call mi instead of smsing mi... unless u just wanna leave a message for mi!!!!!! thanks<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116230498341741261?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1161957187516934562006-10-27T06:40:00.000-07:002006-10-27T06:53:07.553-07:00this week is a busy one for mi.. haha.. cos gt to sch.. do projects and work... although i m tire.. but i feel like time fly pass real fast wow... in a splite second.. one week had pass le... NOV is coming n towards my gradulation is onli..... dec Jan Feb... three more months wow.. haha.. fast? yea man... still dun really know wat i really wan when i gradulate lei... was lost...<br /><br />haiyo... my life is really boring lei.. compare to others haa.. but still at least i could make myself happy by laughing at things that might seems funny to mi.. but nt others... cos i m just merely studying n working... how much more boring can it still go?? haha....<br /><br />yesh.. i agree to a certain extend that xxxxxxx should nt ..............................(my own thought) however since i had choose to let go n ignore... just trying to pass my following months... i shall nt say much... just hope that it dont happen again or do it in front of mi....<br /><br />i had been in a stand where by i dunno wat to do now... somethings which i tot i had put down.. n it came back... something i tot it will nv happen! oh yes it happened!.... i m really lost.. really dunno wat is my next step cos... things just seem so hard to choose..... but i promised myself that i stand strong with my stand and i will nt CHANGE...<br /><br />oh no...... projects projects killing mi!!!!! so hard... i realise some of the thing i m studying now i dun even understand la.... haiz... does it shows that i m nt a leader? does it shows that.... i m finish ? haha...............................................................................................<br />muack..... miss u babes.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116195718751693456?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1161622726325986072006-10-23T09:50:00.000-07:002006-10-23T09:58:46.416-07:00today is a long long day... wah morning lessons i just cannot focus n kept feeling like slping!!! oh my gosh.. think i nv absorb anything ba.. haha.. then went sengkang!!! :A whole new world" haha so different.. everything like seems so so so alike la.. haha it was so hot... so tiring.. but still we walked round.. haha..yea i was great.. when we started shopping in compass point.. after the walk... we ate burger KING... haha.. so nice... then mi n hui ping proceed to work... we took the bus 156.. haha the journey was long.. trust mi.. but we dun feel it at all cos i slp like the whole journey haha.. so nice.. but still feel so tire...<br /><br />when i reached cafe... to my horry.... i see no one but suin yung darelene n uncle.. haha.. but ok la.. things was ok.. at nite was nt bad la.. hehe..<br /><br />wondering m i still in love? wondering... how much i had love him... does i really feel hurt? or all along my heart is nt even there? guess all the wonders.. will nv had an ans.. but!!!! yesh.. i m recovering.. i know u there...<br /><br />OH YA!!! so sad din get to see that eurasian.... haha.. but heard from robin.. he like my type lei haha.. ok la.. nt thinking le..<br /><br />great day great feelings.. haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116162272632598607?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1161458398457671402006-10-21T12:13:00.000-07:002006-10-21T12:19:58.466-07:00sad sad sad is wat i can say now........... i tot my life will change... i tot i can do it....... but once again............ i failed!!!!!!!!!! is my life always going to be so bitter like wat the aunty says? my life is getting from bad to worst.........<br /><br />i lose my sense of love? or sense of feelings.......... keeping myself busy is wat i can do now once again!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />fallen.. n hurt<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116145839845767140?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1160923292553380582006-10-15T07:36:00.000-07:002006-10-15T07:41:32.563-07:00today is sunday... i m going out.... a long long day of waiting.. with excited feelings..<br /><br />was happy today.. also excited n feeling so funny n a little lost cos tml sch STARTS haha.. in the end.. we nv meet up... he nv call or sms mi after a sms saying he is still in camp.........................<br /><br />felt disappointed? felt unhappy?<br /><br />i dunno so comfuse... i must falling in.... i must control... if nt i will be hurt... BADLY i think...<br />oh.. where is he? what he is doing? will he even sms mi? haiz...<br /><br />going to bed... going to slp... trying nt to think!!! yea...... NGEE ANN POLY here i come...........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116092329255338058?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1160756255834793942006-10-13T08:58:00.000-07:002006-10-13T09:17:35.973-07:00Wwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i went shopping today!!!!!!! haha.. i bought many many things lei.. so happy.. its a complimentry gift for myself b4 sch start... hehe..<br /><br />quarrel with na na (MY SISTER) bcos i delay the going out time.. but still we went.. .....<br />FAR EAST is our first desination... then we went to had our breakfast cum lunch at 4 level.. the very nice store.. i had the jimba mee haha.. it was great hehe.. then we went to midlady.. tot hoe nice will the clothes be.. but haiz.. gt nothing there.. however all the anger cos the sales ger like i own her money like that.. come on la.. all the customers come in n left without buying.. haha.. sick.. i can do so much better la.. YES customers service haha.. then cos realise nothing much to shop there..<br /><br />we then went to bugis.. erm the dorothy perkins.. hehe yes i bought quite a few top from there.. hehe.. but all like almost the same haha.. anyway yes i like.. hehe.. then went to bugis street... went to buy a bag.. wow 50 bucks lei.. cos its say to be life time garantee.. whole world only gt 6.. and its own design yea.... hehe... yea i bought it!!!!! LAST PIECE.. hehe..<br /><br /> lastly.. went to Tiong baru plaza.. YORK.. yes my shop.. i gt the rest of my clothes there.. yea.. so nice.. i like haha.. wow i did a good deed today hehe.. a gt a top n it was the last piece.. then another ger also saw it.. she wanted it for depavali.. therefore she cant wait.. therefore i offer to give her that piece first and wait for mine.. which will be a week later.. hehe.. feel so happy to help.. I LOVE TO HELP HEHE...<br /><br />then we had long join for dinner.. yea and........... i saw the couple which i give the top to hehe.... then we went home after shopping the supermarket!!!! i tiring day.. hehe but.. so happy.. i feel loved!!! once again hehe<br /><br />i m afraid of being hurt by love again.. izzit the reason y i choose nt to be too committed?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116075625583479394?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1160666562428690692006-10-12T08:05:00.000-07:002006-10-12T08:22:44.240-07:00i enjoyed myself fully before sch starts haha!!! yea.. well done.. i love the feeling being love.. being care.. n being appreciated.. i also love the feeling when mi n my sisters are happily spending time together.. bcos all this memories does nt come easily hehe.... yea i did it today.....<br /><br />i went to chevrons chalet beside the IMM.. my brother in law book a chalet there.. there a day of laughter n fun starts...<br /><br />when we reach there.. we went to the food court to eat our breakfast.. hehe the place is full of ppl of different races.. n then we bought chicken rice.. the uncle gives us an extra portions.. wow.. dunno issit cos see we pretty lei haha.. anyway ya but it cos $9 lei.. like still quite expensive hehe.. ok we had out food.. it taste nt bad tough.. after the food.. due to no exercise after meal time.. we cant SWIM.. therefore we went bowling!!!!!!!!!!!! yes bowling.. haha so fun.. all three of us dun really know how to bowl.. therefore my sister requested to hav a lane at the quite corner.. but still nv cos both corners are occupied.. hha.. then we started bowling.. hehe.. washing the drain is wat we do most of the time haha... but still so FUN..<br /><br />then we went swimming.. hehe.. we saw the deep end is 1.5.. then we was like.. haiyo how deep can it be haha.. but then when we went down haha.. wow.. it reaches my nose k.. ahha yea.. i feel so relax in the water.. so comfortable.. i love swimming.. i love to be in the water.. i m a SEA ANIMAL haha..... then we chatted.. we play n we sing in the pool haha..<br /><br />then we went to the aracde... a bit lousy cos like many thing spoil.. haha but still we had a great time hitting the machine and shooting birds.. haha.. then played mahjong in the room.. wow it has been a really long time since i last play it le.. haha.. while watching for the KFC to come.. we play for a few rounds.. my younger sister keep winning lei.. but after the meal... we continue.. the luck changes.. hahahahaha i won.. hehe in the end i won $6 lei haha.. my sister say i always hav mahjong luck.. too bad i dun play those real game one.. but then.. think back thats the point.. maybe thats where all my luck comes from haha... nt being a greedy person.. who gamble.. hehe..<br /><br />at 830pm.. we headed home.. i feel so tire after a day of fun.. but all the moments still runs in my mind.. yea ppl next time we will hav out chalet there instead haha... so nice.. wow!!!!!!!<br /><br />m i in love?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116066656242869069?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1160491630089257332006-10-10T07:22:00.000-07:002006-10-10T07:47:10.110-07:00it had been a week since i last blog le... cos my mood was nt very gd though.. therefore.. i m too confuse to do anything le....<br /><br />but anyway... toking about the happy times.. hehe.. saw elise n evan on fri for the moon cake festiva.. their lanten so cute.. i had a great time.. teaching elise how to play the toy i bought for her for children's day... hehe evan was busy eating mooncake wow.. haha.. he is nv stop eating one.. haha.. but then later.. their ah gong brought them to chinese garden.. n i stayed alone at home.. watching my you tude.. ai sha17...<br /><br />on sat.. i went to yee wei's hse to make cake for my beloved MOTHER its her birthday!!!!! ... to learn from his brother.. haha so funny.. we all chatted.. then in the end? his brother make the cake n i watched!! hehe but i did do a little la.. hehe.. gt the heart can le.. hehe.. then we all went to eat DINNER and then headed back home to cut the cake.. hehe so funny lei.. the cake dunno y very hard.. haha they all laugh.. n then also very hard to eat.. my sister all ask izzit a toy haha.. but anyway yea it taste gd though.. ahah thanks so much to him wow... a happy family.. yea.. MUMMY i LOVE u....<br /><br />then on monday... yea i went for dinner with wanting n xia.. although onli 3 of us.. we still enjoy ourselves.. we went to eat my fav place.. haha LET'S EAT.. then we went k box... it was so fun!!!! i love singing.. wahahaa.... guess wat.. xia say mi n wanting's face shape look more n more alike lei.. haha dunno is gd or bad.. later scarlly few years down the road we become twins haha.. anyway we r BEST sisters ma.. so its ok to look alike i think haha..<br /><br />ON ANOTHER HAND...................................<br /><br />i heard ppl blaming one another, hearing ppl being so fake, knew that i m stupid, sense that i m unappreciated... knowing i no longer needed... i m no longer being love.. no longer being needed???? izzit true? how can i differentiate wat r true words n wat r lies coming out from somebody mouth? how can i see through their mask!!!!!<br /><br />however...............<br /><br />my school starting le.. no more worries .. back to my life my studying ba... i m tire to move on le.. i need to slow down a little for now.. who can help???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-116049163008925733?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159887760884601542006-10-03T07:37:00.000-07:002006-10-03T08:02:41.053-07:00i m nt going to think or say anything about the bad weekends i had... cos i wanna ignore n forget... anyway.. yea.. its the worst of all man....<br /><br />yesterday... went chalet!!!!!!!!! wow... haha.. was really fun.. hehe... i almost laugh through the entire 2 days.... cos of some funny ppl.... i m drank too haha... but still i manage to pull through... we all spent our time very wisely.. haha.. actually nothing much to say.. cos it all in my heart haha... but i gt photos to share haha....<br /><br />enjoy....................................................<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006150.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 210px" height="150" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/02102006150.jpg" width="141" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hey this ger is trying to be funny behind the curtain?<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006156.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 246px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 182px" height="132" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/02102006156.jpg" width="112" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006159.jpg"></a><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006158.jpg"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>we can shoot... haha dun play play....</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006158.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 268px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 193px" height="148" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/02102006158.jpg" width="139" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006158.jpg"></a> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006158.jpg"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006151.jpg"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>the 6 of us at the chalet... wow.. we love one another... n fren 4eva</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006159.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 232px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 168px" height="108" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/02102006159.jpg" width="154" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006151.jpg"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>we went swimming... haha.. see so pretty... hehe.. (xinai tok to ah pek in the water haha)</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/02102006151.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 197px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 182px" height="71" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/02102006151.jpg" width="183" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>waiting for stella n henry... taking photos to past time haha</div><div> </div><div> </div><div>yea... BBQ was fun too... thanks henry to set up the fire... it took us like about 1.5hours i think cos mi n huo guang is cheated my IMM to buy lousy stuff.. haha... the food was nice too.... haha </div><div> </div><div>i love u all.. fren 4eva... thanks for giving such a sweet memories... haha.. </div><div> </div><div>feeling tire hehe.. but fun...</div><div> </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115988776088460154?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159543162132480542006-09-29T08:01:00.000-07:002006-09-29T08:19:22.560-07:00i went k lunch again!!!!!! haha.. this time i went with doreen... hehe.. we sang many songs.. n i sang songs which i seldom sang or nv sing before one.. hehe.. it was good.. cos relax ma... the food was good too hehe....<br /><br />then went mabel house to visit AFTEN... hehe he so cute.. when he is playing his mum's bottle.. he gt the naughty face.. haha.. we had a great time there... surprisingly.. aunty judy also went up... hehe so qiao.. we all went.. anyway.. yea.. it was fun haha... erm... thinking how soon will i hav my own one?...hehe<br /><br />then i went to IMM to get the food for the BBQ... i was early.. i reach there about 6pm.. then went shopping the whole IMM myself.. hehe i bought elise n evan children's day present.. haha.. so nice.. i know they will like it haha.. cos they r lack of that hehe.. n is the time for them to explore!!!! hurry....<br /><br />HUOGUANG is LATEEEEEEEEE......................... so piss off.... then i so sian la... wat the hell... if both of us also gt no time lei? who is going to buy??? mi n huoguang take untill our hand going to break le la........... furthermore gt to take cab back.... the Q still so long.... but thanks for accompanying mi back all the way if nt i think i dunno wat to do man........ NO HELP AT ALL....<br /><br />but still.. the shopping trip with huoguang was great haha... we both dunno wat really to get.. how much to get.. n where to get... i keep scolding him.. haha poor boy.. hehe but we so funny.. haha.. esp some moments like... he called his father to ask wat kinda butter we should get cos he say his father says gt some butter eat le will feel very full haha.. yea.. but in the end we took something which we both feel a bit weird haha.. anyway yea.. also when we taking the chicken wings.. i counted n then we agree to take a packet.. then he took a small one.. i wan him to change.. then he say "haiya.. all is 2KG i dun believe they will bluff lor" so loudly to mi lei.. the passerby were like turning back to look at us la.. hehe so paisei but also funny haha.. in the end we agree to take 2 packets cos i believe xinai n i can do it haha... i guess there r alot more.. which i dun think i m saying anyway... wow so expensive lei.. its $100 lei.. which i see lei like nt enough like that.. haha.. i think this chalet is going to cos mi like $50 to $70 like that.... haha but once again.. its once in a life time i guess.. cos its say like 3 or 4 months back lei... haha or even longer if i can rememeber... so ya...<br /><br />looking forward to it... i m going to bring the monkey game n the payday too yea... haha... <br />ENJOY.............................<br /><br />eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee just now a xiao qiang saw mi bathing arh.... but i killed it.. cos he doesnt wan to leave n i m alone..... so er xin... sian... i hate it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115954316213248054?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159382030939191692006-09-27T11:15:00.000-07:002006-09-27T11:33:50.996-07:00today... was a pleasent day.... wanting came to cafe... hehe... although she nt feeling very well.. i also cannot do much to help her.. but ger.. i always love u n be by ur side k.. muack... things was fine.. i gt a feeling that its gonna be busy.. n true enough yes!! it is.. oh my god... n i gt not many chance to tok to wanting.. n she gt to leave...<br /><br />then a group of ppl came in to film.. they interview mi too haha.. so cool.. yea.. i was nervous lei.. haha first time wow.. but hehe.. so happyy.... hehe.. anyway ya.. nite time was busy.. robin went off.. left the 2 of us... wah... siao.. so busy lei... then a word strike mi.. my mood changes.. n i fall right down... haiz.. y? y u gt to say those things? i did nt do anything wrong did i? y u gt to always say something that hurt mi... n make mi feel that i m worthless.. n no one love mi... y u gt to make mi feel that this place has nothing for mi to stay on le... i m really sad...<br /><br />yes.. i did closing all by myself.. but i really thanks u for still coming down to work.. i nv blame u at all though just feel tire.. ahah.. cos i realise still gt so so so much to do wow.. but nvm..<br /><br />the best part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />when i was topping up drinks... i walk out from the storeroom to the holding area.. suddenly i saw the cans aunty standing behind the glass door.. the back door.. wah shock of my life man.... so scary... i m so............... my heart nearly flew out lei... xia si wo le.. haha.. anyway.. yea.. i did till 11plus.. then took bus home... cool man... the bus so many xiao qiang lei... eeeeeeeeeeeeee i hate taking this kinda bus.. cant the bus uncle be more hygiene.. gosh... but guess i stay gt home save n sound haha...<br /><br />sorry ppl... guess i should nt be KPO anymore... guess i should just keep my mouth shut...<br />still feeling lost about the food for BBQ cos that huo guang also dunno how to buy lei sian.... haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115938203093919169?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159287259592542692006-09-26T08:48:00.000-07:002006-09-26T09:14:20.166-07:00today.................................... haha so funny......................................<br /><br />firstly... when i was working.. i tought a couple play turns n taxi.. hehe then after they played awhile.. i heard them like toking very loudly to each other... like quarreling lei haha.. suddenly.. i so worried haha.. a game can become a war.. but luckily everything was fine after all hehe..<br /><br />secondly.. i went on a bus.. i went right to the end to sit cos i feel a little tire.. then WHO KNOWS... dunno wat even is today.. when i reach SIM there.. so crowded.. so many ppl lei.. then i cannot get down.. WORST thing is i forget wat bus m i in haha.. therefore i decided to stay on... then i cannot get off the bus on time cos i still think i cannot get out... in the end i cant get down.. n then i sit all the way to BP.. then i take LRT home.. sian waste my money haha..<br /><br />ya.. thirdly.. OMG i going buy food with HOUGUANG... the clown.. the poor him think will get bully by mi ba... haha..anyway i feel so sian... no one can go buy food with mi!!! haha.... but stilll... i quite look forward... to it.. haha still in planning.. hehe...<br /><br />tire.. tml again long day hehe..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115928725959254269?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159193998269166372006-09-25T06:55:00.000-07:002006-09-25T07:19:58.480-07:00yea... i had fun today!!! haha once again.. its a relaxing day for mi... a day fill with joy...<br /><br />although i m very tire... also my throat is hurting.. my voice change.. gt a bit of cough.. cos of the loss of slp during the weekends and the non stop toking.. HOWEVER i nv stop my FUN plans for today.. hehe..<br /><br />i went Kbox again.. hehe.. with MINGSI the dearest little ger which i had nt seen for weeks.. n of cos i miss her haha... also with YEE WEI.. my twins.. haha.. anyway.. think we talk more then we sings today... i guess cos all three of us r quite tire.. therefore were like a little stone.. haha.. yea.. haha.. this time round... we make a sad song becomes a funny one.. & ..................... yee wei make mi CRY... oh my god.. the wat song MTV so touching lei... the story so sad... plus yee wei sad voice... tears rolled down lei.. i wan to learn that song... i love it haha... also... the mo qi between mi n mingsi in singing the liang jin ru song gets better le.. haha.. we can bland into each other better haha... BUT this time round.. is mi n wei wei lei... we sang the shan hu hai... oh no.. cannot make it lei... must continue to train haha.. izzit bcos of mi? i think my singing sucks... hehe.. anyway the food is nt bad.. n we also sang deng yi jun song... haha.. my fav. ni ze meh shuo!!!! hehe with that we ended out k box session n headed our own way...<br /><br />remember i bought crayons for elise? hehe i went up.. yea man.. i love them so cute.. n i love kids haha although they look like monsters haha... their mother told mi they will be slping however they r awake.. haha instead their mother is the one... haha.. but true enough they just woke up.. haha maybe they know i going hehe..<br />i m so happy n surprise that evan ask mi to play toys with him.. also he call mi yi yi many times.. although i still think i m young.. haha (call mi at home can outside must change?) haha... he also tie hair for mi.. haha.. hug mi n listen to mi.. when i tok to him.. last time he use to be scare of mi.. haha cos i very fierce in the family when he still stay with mi.. now he wan to come n stay with mi wow.. haha..<br />coming to elise.. wow.. she even better.. she can tok non stop for 10 minutes lei.. n then more n more like aunty wow... nag n nag.. hehe.. she look more like housewife then my sister haha.. also she is so clever n great.. she know how to say 1 to 10 in 4 different languages... chinese, english, malay n cantonese.. also she CUT her hair.. haha so cute.. i love it although nt very nice haha..<br />still... these who ppl cannot put together.. they fight ... bite n put hair.. haha so scary.. n they can nv keep quite for more then 15 minutes.. haha.. yeah!!! i had fun too... they bring all my worries n stress away..<br /><br />headed home.. feeling tire haha.. watch the bao siao somthing one.. nt funny at all.. sian haha.. maybe i m too tire to laugh le haha.. yup... way to go.. yea...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115919399826916637?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159115834503320592006-09-24T09:22:00.000-07:002006-09-24T09:37:14.516-07:00today is such a busy day... n i feel so so so bad... sorry gers...<br /><br />firstly i gt to work 15min late.. cos of the research... i slp onli like.. 2.5hrs la... i slp at 530 then woke up at 8 to do print.. then i dose off for like 30 min n i was LATE...<br /><br />BEST is i m working alone.. no shift 1a ppl... nvm when shan shan came in.. i gt the news of elbie nt coming to work cos she is in hospital.. then was like having event upstairs.. then so call full down stairs... haiz.. the worst part is my project mates came but i was unable to join in the discussion.. feel so sad n bad.. n when i was finally there.. they had aready decide on the topic... reefwalk for children... yea... gt to do new research again... i feel so lousy.. like did nothing.. likr so useless.. haiz... anyways.. mabel is there to work with mi!!! but i dun feel as happy dough...<br /><br />i hated this kinda situation of ppl nt turning to work last min cos they cant find replacment... yea.. so m i suppose to do that too??? i was so so so tire to work on.. n that daniel.. wonderful.. yes ask!!!!! but i guess.. i din respone well to him ba... luckly i gt henry... if nt i think i will DIE man... <br /><br />yea... think will go smoothly b4 the break out? yea i guess so... did my best le..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115911583450332059?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1159044065659981452006-09-23T13:22:00.000-07:002006-09-23T13:41:05.826-07:00till now... dunno.. maybe is all the things n ppl around.. i feel abit sick of work le... a day full of sorrow.. n tears... a day full of hates n stress... i declare i hav lost!!!!!!!!!!!! to the battle i wanna to fight for when i came back............<br /><br />to start off the day.. i feel a little lousy.. cos my mum was like nagging at mi !!! n my sister saying i nt siao shun.. cos i go work instead of joining them... i drag myself to work!!! thinking that its another stressful week!!! cos i m with new staff... n worst.. short of staff...<br /><br />half way through i recieve a sms with cause mi to break down.. n tears rolled down... wat did she expect mi to reply? wat did she expect mi to say? when things had been settle n done... y do i always hav to face this kinda of things.. n yet smile at this things...<br /><br />when i reach cafe... the fear in mi came... i fear sat.... esp sat.... n this cause the battle to lose ba.. i guess.. ya i guess.. wat someone say might be true... i guess i cant change the fate ba.. :) then i saw the reservations... i totally turn off... yea... ur wan revenue rite.. i will give it to u.. who care the customers gt gd service? yea man...<br /><br />but anyways... XINAI n HUOGUANG came for supper with mi!!! yea... i love u all... love the memories... love the way we r in the pass...<br /><br />tire le... nite ppl... oh its a nv slp sunday again.. haha..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115904406565998145?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158944741590920902006-09-22T09:53:00.000-07:002006-09-22T10:13:22.350-07:00wow.. today is the best day in my holiday still haha.. went to jurong Point to meet yi rong, mei hui, n cindi.. haha.. so fun lei.. as usual we chatted n we laugh.. this outing is a gathering for us.. after the meal at that india restuarant... n is also a mini celebration for yi rong.. yea!! <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/22092006111.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 173px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 152px" height="76" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/22092006111.jpg" width="171" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />(yi rong see i make u slimmer haha)<br /><br />first we went PIZZA HUT to eat!! haha so nice.. yea.. then we laugh like no body business.. the table of guys beside us.. keep looking at us.. r we pretty? or too noisy? haha who cares.. haha<br />then we ask the waitress to bring out the cake.. OMG to our surprise.. they off all the lights n sing us the birthday song.. hehe so pei sai n also so memorable haha..<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/22092006121.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 243px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 170px" height="126" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/22092006121.jpg" width="176" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />(that's the birthday cake i bought for her!!!!) haha<br /><br />then we actually wanted to go library to search for books!!! but how nice ar.. they closed early for staff event.. therefore we went to nearby park to chat.. n play wat that call? fire... dunno haha.. anyway yea so fun.. but guess we disturb all the couples there haha.. anyways.. yea<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/22092006125.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 241px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 179px" height="99" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/22092006125.jpg" width="154" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />(Do we look like fairy? haha)<br /><br /><br />THEN we went to TOYRUS!! i bought crayons for elise n evan.. also i bought a monkey game!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. nv really played b4 but i think its interesting.. will bring to cafe to play... yea.. haha really a tire but very very FUN day haha..<br /><br />oh.. my life still goes on with work n research haha.. BUT looking forward to the chalet on 2 n 3 of oct and the gaming with xinai in cafe soon!!!! haha.. yea... muack.. thanks ger for giving mi a wonderful day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115894474159092090?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158852249023083352006-09-21T07:59:00.000-07:002006-09-21T08:24:09.313-07:00unexplainable sadness hit mi at about 6pm today.. reason being? cos i off work late the last sunday.. cause mi to miss the family gathering which i m so looking forward to.. he gave mi hope.. n he trash it again.. haiz.. this time i failed to attend too i guess.. it on SAT a day which i guess there is no way i could hav other programme then WORK.. haha..<br /><br />went meeting straight after work today.. was a bit rush but i m nt the latest still haha.. anyway.. yea.. thanks so much gers for all the way to the west.. also on sun thanks so much for coming all the way to settlers just bcos i cant get away from WORK.. yes.. i love u all for ur understanding.. i will try by best to do up all the research okok.. muack.. yea..<br /><br />suddenly.. all the toughts came into my mind.. yesh... y m i putting all my time n effort on this.. where is my social life? my own time with sisters? n frens? i guess i m losing all of them... however wat i gt r all the blames n bad remarks from them.. like do so much.. for? they giving u shares ar? y u so stupid.. etc............................................................. still i dun understand.. izzit wrong to be faithful? izzit wrong to be loyal n to do my best or help in every single thing?<br /><br />wat r right n wrong then?<br /><br />do only pretty n handsome people get appreciated?<br />do rich ppl get more frens?<br />do stupid ppl get bully?<br />clever ppl get all the gd stuff?<br />ppl with gd skills ALWAYS get a bigger share?<br /><br />do christain get more advantages? if yes.. then i also wanna be..<br /><br />ANYWAYS.... i try my best to keep things safely in the box.. i will hold it tight... n will nt open it..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115885224902308335?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158774080011882492006-09-20T10:12:00.000-07:002006-09-20T10:41:20.193-07:00had been sick.. tue was a terrible day... wake up feel so tire.. head heavier then body.. so did nt went to work.. hoping its nt that bad? i guess so too.. haha.. anyway.. ya slept for the whole day.. then went to see doctor cos really cannot take it anymore.. but i m almost fine now i guess.. onli like might feel a little breathless when running up n down.. haha..<br /><br />today!!! wed was a big big day.. haha.. is a BIG event wow.. with many many guys... haha but too bad.. like they does suit my type lei.. haha but still i had a great time with them.. i think they too haha... wah a game of crainum can kill my voice man... opps.. let mi tell ur something.. its always true.. everyone is a kid... even a 60 yr old man is also.. haha.. how do u define? hehe once u give a child or kid something.. they start playing even without listening to u.. haha.. ok erm................. coming back.. yeah... although i m quite tire n drain out.. but i like it!!!! haha..<br /><br />hehe yee wei came down to play game.. but we din really play... instead that waiyin n yee wei.. so enthu. lei... they invite customers to play games with them!!! play wat? HALLI GALLI, JUNGLE SPEED and SLAMWICH haha.. they really ar.. but still customers were laughing away.. i think they made new fren??? haah...<br /><br />no chance to show my AH GU power lei.. cos working then still tot to nite will be quiet? in the end table do come in.. one by one.. at about 830.... hehe.. still ya.. COME CHALLENG mi FIVE STONES ba.. haha.. (sob.. no one wanna play with mi!!!) AH GU waiting for u all lei haha....<br /><br />hey... looking forward to a staff nite lei.. gt too many games to play lei... a staff nite to over nite at cafe i also happy lei... sian lei no one wanna go cafe play games with mi!!!!!!!!! everything come n play when i working.. make mi sad ahah.. yea baby yea baby come come.. AH GU wanna become more ang moh !!! haha.. everything must add a yea baby.. thanks dear... haha....<br /><br />ok... nite<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115877408001188249?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158506786697808552006-09-17T08:07:00.000-07:002006-09-17T17:51:25.240-07:00SETTLERS CAFE now hav FIVE STONES... haha my fav lei.. hehe was made by wai yin... haha.. i love it wow.. had been playing with it haha.. so fun.. hai ya.. yet to find a challenger lei haha.. anyway thanks ger...<br /><br />HOWEVER..................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />this week end is seriously nt my week... gt sick cos of the rain on fri i guess.. gt flu.. then sat work 14 hours lei.. afternoon was so quite.. BUT wah that nite... was like having a war la.. but still... we all went through the hard time together on sat... although we had 3 new staff... they all r quite gd.. n we hav.. teamwork i guess haha... we hit the target..yea.. good job gers.. hehe.. we r all sooo tire..<br /><br />i over slept... oh no.. was too tire.. once i work up.. was throwing my temper... also cos i m sick le.. therefore..when i reach cafe, i was late.. n then!!!!! a bad day starts... cos nt feeling well... n nv slept well too.. everthing is like never do well.. so angry lei... then realise aunty also unhappy... the whole place is so tense up.. then daniel came.. realising that he onli start work at 3.. he complain all the way to robin!!! haha... anyways... he really gek mi alot lor.. poor him.. but who ask him...<br /><br />the old building is giving us problem... haha if robin nv come in the afternoon... with mi being the in charge i also dunno wat to do.. the water licking... toilet no light... realising no more toilet paper.. haha.. really arr... problems keep araise.. n i had difficulties in breathing cos gt nose block.. then running up n down making mi feel more sick... but thank god.. we pull through once again...<br /><br />happy news... i saw a male customers playing the five stones haha.. so cute n funny... too bad no cam if nt can take it down for the photo contest haha...<br /><br />yea thats my day... jia you.. cos life is short...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115850678669780855?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158333684409560742006-09-15T07:58:00.000-07:002006-09-15T08:21:24.673-07:00today is just another sickening day... haha... had been raining the whole day la.. yet i had to go back to school.. haha but still.. nt to bad cos ultimately, i gt a free lunch.. n i MET wanting haha... so QIAO wow... i board the bus 67 which wanting was on too.. hehe but i nv see her till she sms mi haha... so paisei.. but still... we chatted all the way till we reach sch haha.. although we din get to go party world.. but we spent quality time together haha... muack.. miss u babe..<br /><br />then i met cindi.. hehe.. she treated mi to LUNCH haha.. din know canteen 1 jap food gt so nice... i m going to eat it again next sem. haha..!!!!! yesh! next sem... that mean??? i pass my exam... hurry hurry... although nt very gd.. but yea i m promoted haha.. last 6 months! here i come.. (",)<br /><br />then i went home.. wah so so so tire lei.. yet i cant slp... hehe.. FRIDAY.. haiz.. due to mi working on sat n sun... i gt to stay at home to rest on fri when everyone is out to play!!! haiz.. that shows my boring life... haiz.. i also wanna go out n play... but still.. i guess i need rest ba.. hehe<br /><br />was toking to a fren.. he kept toking to mi about his 10 yrs together gf.. keep telling mi.. how much he love her, he had done for her, wat had they gone through together... so jealous lei.. make mi think of my LOVE life... haiz... like dun hav wow.. haha.. that y boring? haha dunno.. anyway.. ya they r getting married soon.. so happy for them..<br />he lead mi to think wat i actually want in life.. yea... what i wanna do in life.. n wat r my world all about.. where r all my love ones.. ??? i guess.. till now i can onli say my life is all about sch n work... others? cannot think of.. isit boring?<br /><br />i always say i wanna go beach walk walk with my bf.. but it nv happen... i wanna watch sun rise... so romantic.. but.. either cannot wake up in time.. if nt he is nv there.. i wanna spend quality time together.. listening to each other.. but i had nv done that.. then wat all my pass relationship all about??? haha i dunno too... that lead mi back to.. wat i m looking for here.. just a company? or someone that will walk with mi till the last breathe we take.. ?<br /><br />that also bring mi to... y m i working so hard? money? hahaz.. i really puzzle.. chinese they gt this phrase.. the king is nt worried, y is the maid so panic.. yea through.. if the person in charge can leave things aside ... y r the crew.. worrying? anyway... many opportunities out there ya... no one can read each other mind nor heart... u can nv tell how true that person is.. cos the one who can kill u is always the the person nearest to u.. yea?<br /><br />ok gota rest le... yea i m puzzled..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115833368440956074?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1158166179592618022006-09-13T09:36:00.000-07:002006-09-13T09:49:39.646-07:00hehehehe.... so far... i could onli say... the anger in me had gone.. n once again i m back...<br /><br />monday i met out with my poly group mates to discuss project... so fun... haha we chatted... oh i miss all of them.. esp HP... hehe.. really long since i last see them... THEN shocking news.. at least to mi it is... my result is coming out tis fri!!!! oh my god... haha.. trying hard nt to think so i will nt be so nervous hehe..<br /><br />anyway ya... then coming to working days again.. yeah! seeing him really make mi sick.. but wat can i do? there is nothing for mi to hide or so... i had nothing much more to talk about with him... nt even saying hi or bye i guess...<br /><br />haiz.. but guess i fail.. haha.. cos today.. we PLAY games!!!! TURNS N TAXIs.. so so so fun i like that game tough.. haha.. n yeash.... my angel won le... :)<br /><br />no longer angry... no longer hate.. BUT still DUN EVER step onto my tail again... opps.. hehe i nt animal k haha..<br /><br />gtg miss ya much.... guess i might be hurt again... its nv ending tough...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115816617959261802?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1157908775699467512006-09-10T09:39:00.000-07:002006-09-10T21:39:58.256-07:00I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THE NONSENSE LE!!!!!!!! here i m trying hard!!! but where r all of u? since ur r so gd.. so expert then wat the point of asking mi to hold this games nite! i had enough le... i m nt going to hold back anything now... if u ppl r unhappy or so... say la.. take away my link from this t00tb blog la... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />which human being will nt feel tire? which human being do not hav feelings? which human being always try to spare a tot for the others? YES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m one of them.. however i m feeling tire now... mt feelings is losing faith n i m getting more n more selfish le! cos i dun see y nt!<br /><br />hasnt been feeling unwell, but can i take off on sat? can i say i dun wanna work on sun? i been feeling dame tire.. my whole body aching.. n i m feeling dame nt rite inside... some more working with most new staff.. n some is trying to be funny!!!! my heart is hurting n my tears is rolling.. i felt a fall in life.. with problems at home.. n now.. i m full too full till i lost my sense n lost my function n way in life...<br /><br />Y? i m huant by ppl from CH!!! first is JACE thenHIS FREN after is Robin now is DANIEL... still bring more in? i m nt here to let u get into my way!<br /><br />1. (jace) doing all sort of nonsense.. thinking he is the boss... driving mi to the peak...<br />2. (robin) STOP saying mi fat when u r nt very slim too.. if u wanna say! say it in front of mi! dont do it at ppls back!!! then i send email out about the games nite is nt to tell u then u dun need to come take over mi wow... i m nt suppose to work at nite one u know... worst thing is ... u nv even call us to let us know u nt coming .. u think wat... i m really superwoman ar... u ruin my plans for all the new staff.. gt my programme for them today.. it all bcos of u! i din carry out a single one of them... u know how sad m i? u know how disappointed m i when i had to work throughout with out helping them much? then wat the point of having this? all u care is onli MONEY.... loser!<br />3. (daniel) trying to be funny... my asking mi stupid questions at the wrong time! try harder next time ba... dun ever do it again when i m unwell n tire...<br /><br />bad impression! FAILED... although i m nt as gd... but at least i tried! OH YA! that JACE stop telling my new staff that coffee is to put coffee first!!! i will make u embrasses in front of everyone one ar.... then the games rack! no one is arranging except for mi! or mike n MAYBE some others...<br /><br />really disappointed.. really sad.. cos was working till i couldnt get to follow up the game session.. dun even know wat had happen.. or the progress.. so piss....<br /><br />NOT GOING TO WORK ON SUNDAYS NITE ANYMORE... better come in at 630 to take over!!!! :(<br /><br />nt smiling anymore<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115790877569946751?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1157649325812871392006-09-07T09:41:00.000-07:002006-09-07T10:16:48.636-07:00hey ppl.. it had been a long long time since i last blog yea... cos i need to sort out some feelings and thoughts... sorry for those who r worried for mi.. i m fine le... thanks all for the continuing support..<br /><br />i rememeber once my cousin told mi.. <strong>GOD is always fair</strong>... if you hav something.. most likely u will hav short of something on the other hand... however.. he is onli fair to his ppl? he is onli communicate with his ppl? he is onli there for his ppl? wat about the others then... do we hav a GOD in our heart then? i do... the reason y i becomes so cheerful n treating things easily is because.. i believe in him too actually... dun be surprise... although i haven commit myself in!!! but... i believe in that line "GOD IS FAIR".... however i realise this faith is losing in mi... i realise it might nt be true anymore.. and its so nt fair to ME... izzit just bcos i nv tok to him? nv pray to him?<br /><br />but now... watever he say will nt affect mi anymore.. bcos things r over... i m leading my own life my own way... hav ur heard of the story <strong>the boy who cried wolf</strong>? i will nv forget this story bcos... i once experience it b4... and therefore.. i hated myself for doing it... n now.. i hated ppl who do that too... esp to children.. nv make empty promises... dun make urself regret like mi!!!!<br /><br />... 1. m i doing more then i m supposed to? 2. did i think of myself first?<br />3. wat benefits do i get if i were to do this? 4. m i treated fairly? <-------- this is the note which i hated to follow bcos its all include money n gd payback... then where is the love n loyalty? the leadership course through i remember something very clearly is that motivation in a persons job is nt onli money... it also comprise of achievements, n positive reinforcement like thank you, well done and all... so wat is short to continue to motivate mi then? get an ans?................. was reading one of my fren blog... haha wow.. many many admirers... wat about mi? NONE... haiz.. i was so confused now.. izzit that it came back? or i had nv let go of it? i need someone to dote mi... showered mi with love... so do i just accept anyone that comes? haha... <strong>maybe its time to give a change cos i m too tire to move on alone le...</strong> where r u.. come to mi now.. yes u MR RITE...<br /><br />some annoy news in my family is pass over to mi again.. that woman.. say that we keep spending money.. nv say up... <strong>dun blame me for doing this i nv done</strong>.. that nt very nice tough.. so now.. i wanna earn more so that i can SUPPORT myself happy u.... btw its her that cause mi to hav a broken family.. n that the fact...<br /><br />miss u wow... n restless<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115764932581287139?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156957170900833892006-08-30T09:40:00.000-07:002006-08-30T09:59:42.890-07:00another boring day... a day of onli sadness...<br /><br />so fast August is over le.. sept is coming.. my tireness is coming too.. i had tons of things to say, have tons of ???? but who the hell can i trust to tell or asked? i feel so helpless cos i cant help myself..<br /><br />u came... when i saw u.. my heart sank.. cos we once fight through the tough period together.. guess u know my feeling best... sorry if i make u sad too.. but.. i guess i really someone to tok to.. or rather to listen to mi... cos i m also just a normal human.. n thanks..<br /><br />i m afraid.. afraid of losing myself.. afraid of losing the things i m holding onto now... i needed someone to be there... i can see it coming nearer n clearer but wat can i do? i m losing u..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115695717090083389?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156870229269718812006-08-29T09:42:00.000-07:002006-08-29T09:50:29.283-07:00oh oh oh... the tuesday is such a boring day man... haiz.. i did hit target.. is stressing mi.. making me feel depressed... think cos its mi that y customers nt coming in wow.. haiz.. anyway.. ya i fail in wat i m supposed to do.. conclusion? useless?<br /><br />today wow.. hehe a new fren is joining us... erm ya.. but erm still from the same place lei.. so scary... dunno will end up the same or nt lei.. haiz.. anyway.. he very friendly.. hehe he tok to mi like we know each other for a while le.. haha.. but still .. jia you.. hehe..<br /><br />b4 i end.. WAH... ang mo come in n play games lei.. omg.. they so cute... hehe.. esp the leader.. haha.. he is my type lei.. then so so so cute lei.. hehe.. actually.. hehe ok la.. wah their english very chim.. hehe.. no matter wat they say i keep smiling lor.. hehe.. XIN AI use to do this too.. haha..<br /><br />so tire... hehe guess wat.. i did a new dough for cafe le.. haha.. hey guys.. come.. lets play.. our fav. clay mania.. haha.. hehe cos i use the orange colourings... my father tot its orange lei.. haha.. anyway.. hehe.. praying hard for tml................................................................nite<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115687022926971881?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156745366028601432006-08-27T22:56:00.000-07:002006-08-27T23:09:26.036-07:00weeeeeee... here comes monday.. its another week le.. haha.. my off day again!!! staying at home.. feeling so so so bored.. haiz.. it has been a long week for mi.. n the week r so so so busy la.. anyway..<br /><br />had been thinking quite a lot during the week.. had been talking about it too... but no matter wat is the outcome... i had aready had an ans in mind le..<br /><br />on fri i played many many rounds of lost cities with robin.. haha so fun.. it brought mi back to the time when xin ai n mi were so cling to this game.. these memories jusr fill my mind when i see that game..<br /><br />working hard is for the sake of money, stressing n pushing is also for money, in order to bring wealth is also money.. wat about happiness then? money?<br /><br />i hate wat i m doing now.. i hate myself.. i dislike the way i display myself.. y izzit so hard for mi to get love my others? y cant i feel love at all? y is my life always so dull n boring.. where is my happiness? where is my love..<br /><br />i can wait.. but not time.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115674536602860143?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156624740365179342006-08-26T13:27:00.000-07:002006-08-26T13:39:00.376-07:00recently was very busy because of work.. i hardly gt my own time.. but still i keep myself happy most of the time..<br /><br />din really gt anything to say le.. cos i just wanna be happy n forget about other things.. i just think that things aint going in rite n fair way ba.. anyway.. hehe i feel so happy working.. cos... i can tok to the customers.. esp when i saw many repeated customers.. who actually remember mi.. n they say hi to ME... hehe so so so happy lei..<br /><br />but today the most funny thing is the scene cos my mi yee wei n wai yin.. haha.. cos i over take in a table at 1030.. haha.. then who knows the customers now all so on time lei.. hehe then so i gt yee wei to entertain the customers by introducting all the packages to them.. haha.. she done a good job in sustaining the customers.. hehe.. then she all intro the games i think.. then i quickly settle the bill the the table first and then wai yin clear the table.. everything was so rush la.. cos the customer actually came at 9 n was ask to come back at 1030 but i could onli give them a table at 11.. haha.. then we do things very fast.. tot it was ok le.. so gt yee wei to bring the customers to sit.. WHO KNOWS haha.. the table cloth is still on the table.. haha.. so funny.. the yee wei gt to go take it up.. n the customers was like looking at her hehe..<br /><br />anyway.. all of us work like octopus again!!!! but thanks all for ur effort.. i love u all..<br />muack<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115662474036517934?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156352763651565522006-08-23T09:52:00.001-07:002006-08-23T10:06:03.673-07:00pass two days was working.. thinking everything in a postitive manner and nt bordering so much do help haha..<br /><br />i feel so so so much happier now.. hehe yesterday, there is this group of male customers came in.. wah they really make my day wow.. they are all so funny ppl.. and u see the way they played jungle speed... wahahaaha... so cute.. hehe<br /><br />But today is so so so quiet.. oh.. i feel so excited when my first table came in at 2!! but then.. no more.. i m so bore.. n feel sad i onli earn like one fifth of the target today.. :(<br /><br />oh my god.. robin crack jokes TODAY!!! haha.. he look so much better la.. maybe cos he saw pretty gers in holland v......... izzit mi?? haha.. anyway ya... hope he can keep it that way!!! i'll love to see him then haha.. oh! he look gd in his suit too hehe..<br /><br />arg... i m working everyday this week!!! except monday.. haha.. feels tire.. but in order nt for mi to drink water next month... i gt to do it.. yea<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115635276365156552?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156352737942869772006-08-23T09:52:00.000-07:002006-08-23T10:05:37.956-07:00pass two days was working.. thinking everything in a postitive manner and nt bordering so much do help haha..<br /><br />i feel so so so much happier now.. hehe yesterday, there is this group of male customers came in.. wah they really make my day wow.. they are all so funny ppl.. and u see the way they played jungle speed... wahahaaha... so cute.. hehe<br /><br />But today is so so so quiet.. oh.. i feel so excited when my first table came in at 2!! but then.. no more.. i m so bore.. n feel sad i onli earn like one fifth of the target today.. :(<br /><br />oh my god.. robin crack jokes TODAY!!! haha.. he look so much better la.. maybe cos he saw pretty gers in holland v......... izzit mi?? haha.. anyway ya... hope he can keep it that way!!! i'll love to see him then haha.. oh! he look gd in his suit too hehe..<br /><br />arg... i m working everyday this week!!! except monday.. haha.. feels tire.. but in order nt for mi to drink water next month... i gt to do it.. yea<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115635273794286977?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156174123107963552006-08-21T08:19:00.000-07:002006-08-21T08:28:43.116-07:00today.. is different.. i guess i had my mind set of wat is going on le..<br /><br />i guess from where i had stop... or rather start... i should either start or give it a end.. n start a brand new one!!!<br /><br />was in cafe playing games today.. siting beside him.. i feels his coldness.. oh.. pls dun be like that.. i know u r warm inside.. hehe therefore..............<br /><br />NOW i shall not border anymore.. shall just think POSITIVE!!! yeah.. stay happy then my MR RITE might come out haha.... no la.. i guess its true i will be happier in the way...<br /><br />yeah!!!! watever is ours it will always be... however if it nt ours... it will nv be..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115617412310796355?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156098161216054602006-08-20T11:06:00.000-07:002006-08-20T11:22:41.236-07:00today i drag to wake up.. cos i was too tire.. haha slept for onli like 4 hours.. then went to work.. wahahaha.. is ONE MAN SHOW.. no la actually it was suppose to be cos no one can work.. therefore our wonderful doreen.. n kindhearted robin came down to help.. wei ppl gt appointment lei.. cancel just to come n help.. thanks.. was touch.. :-)<br /><br />still haha.. i run up n down the stairs n my face was like as red as an apple i think haha.. sunddenly i think the stairs in cafe was so long hehe.. hehe cos it will take mi as least 4 to 5 seconds to get up there.. haha.. was busy ok.. was full house.. hehe.. anyway.. i still enjoy my day cos wow the customers today all very nice.. hehe all i like.. hehe.. also i saw my suai ge again lei.. haha... wowho.. hehe..<br /><br />ya cos i was overly tire.. my back feel the strain there cos i was nt working like so many days together.. furthermore it was VERY VERY BUSY day with LITTLE MANPOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya so asked robin to take over.. n once again.. he cancel his appointment.. was touch the second time haha... thanks.. ( big hug) hehe.. AGAIN AGAIN.. hehe watever.. teletubbies is back again.. haha<br /><br />my yellow teletubbies is DIRTY.. all thanks to the little monsters haha.. BUT dunno he so nice later will revenge or nt lei.. hehe kidding..<br /><br />was chatting with mabel then gt conference with doreen haha.. so cool.. so long since i last chatted on the phone man.. wah.. think i m losing all this little interest in life man.. where r u my MR RITE.. i m right here waiting for u lei.. muack!! wow..<br /><br />looking forward for the shopping trip tml yeah!!! hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115609816121605460?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1156020617663721532006-08-19T13:15:00.000-07:002006-08-19T13:50:19.103-07:00haha..................................... i make a joke today again wah seh.. i was teaching games.. n.... haha my saliva fly out of my mouth n land on one of the customers NOSE.. hehe.. but luckly she is so so so nice nt to be angry.. hehe.. think i should wear a mask next time.. hehe.. after a hard day at work.. i try to crack joke for them to laugh but i guess all of them r a bit too tire to laugh le.. hehe.. anyway another day passed.. once again we had overcome.. yeah!!!!!<br /><br />NOW, time is morning 4:20 on sunday.. i couldnt slp.. cos all the unhappiness n why n UNFAIR is running in my mind.. i guess maybe this is my life.. fill with torture n unlove..<br /><br />i know the more i say the irritated i feel towards myself.. who will wanna hear all this bad things again n again.. therefore i choose to keep quiet le.. BUT my sense of guilty is telling mi that wrong .. NO WAY.. however wat can I DO????????????<br /><br />just received mabel's sms at 4:13am about tml n telling mi that she cant come down cos her husband dun allow.. but that her business wow.. just feel that something he is a bit selfish.. i actually wanted to tell her how i feel.. how sad n angry i was.. not with her.. but with SOMEONE else n also cos of working.. but i still NEVER cos.. i think is unncessary la.. she gt her own problem too.. i guess..<br /><br />with that SOMEONE.. i guess all of u will know.. i onli had something to say.. i ALWAYS believe that ACTIONs speak louder then WORDS.. so dun try to be funny in front of mi.. WARNING: dun wan into the same path as xxxx.. i tell u it hurts n u might nv come back.. i can respect u like how i respect the other staff if u can show mi u can do it too.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />was really busy today.. cos of that target! we gt no choice but to take in tables no meh??? making everyone work like slaves.. cos we hav short of 2 staff!!!! y m i working so hard? y m i doing so much? for bonus? for incentive? NO!!! if i was to work for all this.. i would hav left the job long long time ago.. still bcos of passion??? HAHA.. i dunno le.. working so hard is to pay back the kindness of the knowledge n skills i learn.. but who can understand!!!!! who else is as stupid as ME??? ya true i work cos i wanna money too.. but come true from start till now!! did i ever say any thing or do anything BAD.. or just for the sake of MONEY??? i just wanted it gd no meh.. m i wrong doing that.. so wat.. i demand a pay increase.. i demand more benefits.. i want fairness..<br /><br />working mad like june again.. but i can understand cos its exam time.. but thank god i hav u.. thanks henry for ur help n effort.. thanks yee wei.. i know u r tire.. i know u did well.. thanks doreen for staying just to help out.. cos u know we r really short of ppl.. thanks wei ming for still working full today although u r having exam on monday.. thanks aunty for being so understanding n stay till 1030 to help us.. thanks thanks thanks... u all r the best ur did a great job.. without u all.. i dun think i can SURVIVE through..<br /><br />hey SOMEONE<< have i given u the ans??? dun sms doreen sms mi instead!!! 91776908.. see wat kind of ans i will give u.. dun waste ur sms n our sms.. GOT IT..<br /><br />haiz.. now is 4:45am.. still unable to slp.. guess i m hurt..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115602061766372153?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155928843262511162006-08-18T12:11:00.000-07:002006-08-18T12:20:43.276-07:00i m free... free from sch!!! i finish my exAms yeah!!! so happy.. but haha guess din really do well cos dun really know whats going on hehe.. anyway.. hurray..<br /><br />i feel dame tire now.. haha.. but MONEY sake.. i shall hang on hehe.. its changing.. changing so fast that i cannot really adapt to it le.. haiz.. MONEY MONEY MONEY is wat all of us is looking for now.. if MONEY is so so so important.. then wat is the point of ask for CS?? with stress n unhappiness or sense of ownership.. do things goes well??? no way!!! GO AWAY.. i wont let u hurt all my fren in this way.. i will hang on till the very last breathe..<br /><br />hehe was quite happy today cos saw some repeat customers and they SMILED at mi... hehe i shy.. but still i attended to their tables.. hehe hope they enjoyed themselves.. hehe.. hey ppl.. i m back!! haha.. back to where i belong.. back to give my best service with my FRENS.. haha.. anyways... haha i make mistakes again.. hehe.. so pai sei.. but still.. hhahaha.. dunno.. hehe<br /><br />very tire dunno wat to say.. ya.. ya.. ya.. hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115592884326251116?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155829884115383812006-08-17T08:26:00.000-07:002006-08-17T08:51:24.330-07:00paper tml, feeling lost.. giving up.. hopefully i can just pass.. dunno la.. was staying home for the who 3 days.. haiz.. so boring.. yet i was unable to concentrate to study.. i din really study at all.. instead i was eating n slping all the way.. i feel so sad n tire this 3 days.. why? stress? cos alone at home in the afternoon make mi anyhow think? i dunno too.. anyway it will be over in about 14 hours time.. hehe.. so ya.. i guess maybe i m nt suitable to study??? who knows..<br /><br />thinking of wat should i do during this holiday here.. i gt 2 months wow.. other then work should i go take up driving? or should i go on diet.. haiz.. was talking to them just now.. i told them i wanna go on diet.. pls pls pls.. i know myself best.. cos i m too use to this lifestyle le.. my heart wanna change but my mind stop mi.. i need ppl to help.. i need ppl to force mi, to watch over mi, to pull mi along cos i alone i will nt want to do it, i need ur to stress it on mi.. i need the help n care from all of u.. cos i cant do it.. if nt i will nt fail so many times le.. i feel so useless wow.. esp when he kept saying he wans mi to slim down cos of my health but in fact.. he look down on ME.. where r u my saviour.. where r u ppl.. i need a change to lead a better life.. HELP ME PLS<<<<<br />they will nv understand how i feel.. they can nv understand the hurt i m going through.. all this 20 yrs of life.. although this hurt n sadness is kept since secondary school.. BUT its coming back?? its still hurt from the very bottom i guess which little things happen..<br /><br />maybe that my life.. of always being background of everything.. ppl come n go.. who could really stay n help.. no one.. onli stupid ppl will always support others just like mi..<br /><br />no more tears no more hurt.. get lost.. u this stupid ger.. its time for ME to stand out NOW<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115582988411538381?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155655803089314952006-08-15T08:22:00.000-07:002006-08-15T08:30:03.103-07:00haiz.. cannot imagine the following days to be at home.. wah so so so boring wow.. maybe cos too long nv been home for so long.. nv have been resting for so so so much.. today was a day of slp.. i slept almost the whole day wow.. no mood to study.. haiz.. i hated this module lei.. heard that next sem. still hav wow.. oh no.. will faint man.. hehe..<br /><br />suddenly think that the exam date is so near wow.. it on fri.. meaning 2 days later wow.. arh.. haiz.. what can i do.. wat should i do.. just came concentrate at home.. oh no.. think i should go mac study.. but go there also later keep eating lei.. i no money le wow.. hehe..<br /><br />I WILL SURVIVE hehe.. tml is another day at home.. :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115565580308931495?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155568838102309962006-08-14T07:56:00.000-07:002006-08-14T08:20:38.236-07:00wow wow wow... wat a wonderful day.. with wonderful ppl.. ur make my day.. hehe.. with my project which has ended.. exam coming soon.. today is a memorable day.. hehe.. time now 10:55pm 14/8/06.. its li hui's birthday too!!! haha..<br /><br />i woke up very early today just to go sch hand in the assignment!! wow.. well done mandy well done everyone we did it.. hehe.. then i went home to bath n went for REBONDING.. hehe n i actually also dye my hair but is dark brown so cannot see the different haha.. like waste money cos it nt very gd i guess cos they all say nt nice.. but at least i get to make my hair look neater didnt i? hehe<br /><br />but i was like rushing for time la.. finish just nice at 330 for the movie "my super ex gf" hehe.. but i miss the first 5 minutes.. guess i watch with who??? ah hal.. its the little ger MINGSI.. hehe.. think is our first time watching movie together lei.. haha.. 2 person onli hor romantic ma.. anyway she watch movie haha so cute n funny.. i tot i very serious in watching movie cos i dun really eat n drink also dun really tok.. but she even worst then mi lei.. she nv move too.. funny part she also like nv laugh lei.. erm haha.. next time better ask 3 person hehe.. kidding la.. its gd.. we both concentrated in the movie n now we both can tell u the whole story.. or u need us to act it out for u??? hehe<br /><br />then we went was thinking wat to get for hui ge.. hehe therefore in the end we gt a card.. see we r modern ppl dun gt a birthday card le.. we get a happy teachers day card to modify hehe... but still cos we think he is like a teacher to us lor.. hehe.. cos the card is a bit last minute therefore it is a simple one.. but but but we went for dinner.. the cck satay n chicken wings.. wow so so so nice lei.. haha.. we had a great time hehe..<br /><br />i was so happy yet i cry le when i reach home.. suddenly i feel so touch n sad.. y u need to remind mi again.. its her again MINGSI.. i read the letter she give mi.. although its nt for mi ONLY but but but still thanks a lot.. i will miss u n i love u too.. hehe.. u r great too..<br /><br />u all r great ppl.. love ya.. muack..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115556883810230996?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155486530285542602006-08-13T09:09:00.000-07:002006-08-13T09:28:52.786-07:00wah was very tire today cos last nite reach home.. do touch up for my project then wah it was like 5am in the morning.. went to slp.. dunno y maybe my because my body clock is set to wake up at nine le.. therefore today i woke up at nite but my eyes was too tire to open up.. haha.. anyway.. i force myself to wake up n gt going with my printing of project.. who knows thing happen.. no ink furthermore my sister com the format is different cannot print certain file.. so gt to ask for help.. thanks mabel..<br /><br />when i reach cafe.. wah the atmosphere very tense n quite.. today is my first time working with him.. erm dunno izzit always like that but anyway..hehe.. after sometime.. think he is still okie la... hehe.. if he can be a little more crazy with us.. smile a little more.. tell mi more abt his embrasses moment, things will be better i guess.. haha.. anyway.. ya.. who doesnt hav moments that will remember for life??? i gt a lot.. esp.. when i just started working in cafe.. haha.. MABEL the person who gives me the motivation to strive.. nt praises BUT SCARY SCOLDINGS haha.. esp the frothing, the order sheet.. so ya.. i was about to share all this with him.. but i nv cos some how or rather i think its unnecessary.. guess this come to show that no one is perfect or gifted.. it all comes with motivation n hardwork!!!<br /><br />went dinner with my sister just now..so so nice.. this kind of chances is hard to get.. esp with my family situation.. ya.. we went shopping.. n haha i bought the 1GB memory card.. wow.. so happy.. so ppl if u gt songs.. send to mi now!!! haha.. so tire.. tml gt to wake up early to hand in project.. okok muack..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115548653028554260?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155309774551433372006-08-11T08:06:00.000-07:002006-08-11T08:23:01.783-07:00today went back to childcare to settle last bit of my things.. was so excited n happy to go yea!! dunno y.. first time.. maybe cos last day le.. feel sad ba.. when i reach there.. i went to tok to my mentor miss sharon.. she say i did well still okie but much look into some of the things too.. so ya need to be improve n need more experience.. she wans me to continue in this line cos she say all the children need US!!! wow.. i was so so so touch.. first time i feel so proud of myself n feel so appreciated!! hehe.. she is dame nice la although she was a bit blur blur type haha.. anyway.. i see the children my heart sink.. they all came to hug mi when they see me.. really feel so so so nice.. i will MISS them for sure.. anyway thanks to all the teachers there n miss sharon.. its really lovely to be there overall.. haha.. NOW its over.. n getting back to study that hard module.. the wat leadership thingy.. wah.. sian.. yea!! motivation is wat i need now haha!!!<br /><br />therefore i went to buy a phone to pamper myself cos no one pamper mi ma hehe.. i gt N73.. oh i really like the phone.. although something my finger might press 2 button together haaha.. or still nt too use to switch back to nokia after using samsung for so so long.. haha.. its gd!!! haha I will be faithful haha.. i guess hehe.. anyway it cos big big money n now i m onli left with little bit to survive for this month after my rebonding too.. oh.. sunddenly i feel so lack of $$$ but but i had nv regretted buying cos.. think back i still prefer nokia phone haha..<br /><br />haiz.. guess can stay at home .. no more spend this month.. haha.. stay at home to play my phone hehe... erm.. haha.. gd for mi too.. on diet then.. drink water n eat bread!! hehe<br /><br />okok.. gtg to rest or play with my new baby.. haha.. tml is another long day.. hehe.. muack..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115530977455143337?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155212335526435412006-08-10T05:03:00.000-07:002006-08-10T05:18:55.536-07:00today was my last day in childcare.. oh.. when i first reach there i feel a sense of sadness wow.. had been there for like a month more le.. really gt some feelings for the place n the children too although, sometimes they seems annoying but still i love them.. having said... i really she bu de.. but still it was the last day le.. who knows.. or i will drop by just to see them?? hehe.. anyway i bought lots of things for them.. n miss sharon n the teachers there to share too.. they really help mi n taught mi alot.. really wan to thanks them..<br /><br />i love the kids i love u all.. haha<br /><br />i read one of my frens blog just now.. oh gosh.. the cheerful her.. also had her so much problem n worries... i m worried for her.. of cos i think i gt no rite to say anything cos i also facing the same problem.. also i guess i m nt as gd ba.. but still.. ger just wan u to know.. we all love u.. will be by ur side okok.. i m always there for u hehe..<br /><br />oh no.. i m going to spend alot of money now.. oh pls.. let mi earn it back asap ba.. i wanna be strong n nt tire.. i wanna work hard now!!!!! control!!!! hehe<br />jia you jia you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115521233552643541?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1155141793449905682006-08-09T09:20:00.000-07:002006-08-09T09:43:13.786-07:00a meaningless national day is spend just like that.. working whole day.. but at least.. gt mike wai yin n henry accompany it doesnt seem so dull.. anyway nothing much to say cos see through le.. life is just like that.. wif ppl who will nv understand.. with leopard that will nv changes its spot.. with ppl that is 0% in responsibility.. haiz..<br /><br />some ppl just dun feel guilty doing this that r bad.. but luckly i m nt like that.. really thank god for still keeping mi safe n with gd values.. therefore still i will continue to do wat i m supposed to!!! cos i my job..<br /><br />surprisingly today was nt as busy.. haha but still.. we did ok i think haha.. anyway.. new menu, new shift very confusing... everyone is making mistake here n there.. even myself i guess haha.. still trying to adapt ba..<br /><br />wow wow wow.. cafe gt new table.. so cool!!! can seat as a 2 table it can also join to become one.. then the table can fold n open.. can seat 2, 4 or even 8ppl... wonderful??? haha but open till 8 ppl one also dunno gt space ma.. they nv think for as ar.. esp mi.. no space to walk lei.. then i m constrain in level one only wo.. haha.. anyway.. gd lor.. more tables can earn more more more.. that tat's wat that who wanted ma.. rite..<br /><br />guess wat.. i gt a fan, hand phone touch light, ndp bag, cap with singapore flag.. with light some more, a batch.. haha so gd rite.. mummy went to see the ndp.. cos gt many tickets.. wow.. see i so clever rite.. nv go there squeeze n all can get all this le.. haha.. nt bad lei.. hehe..<br /><br />anyway happy national day to all.. although now is like 1 am le.. haha.. still happy belated birthday singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />we r singapore, singaporean.... stand up for singapore!! do the best we can!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115514179344990568?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1154887899441369382006-08-06T10:47:00.000-07:002006-08-06T11:11:39.463-07:00yesterday which was sat.. was really a long long day for mi.. haha.. maybe cos i slept very late on fri nite.. sat was such a tire n long day for mi.. esp till 12am.. i was like stoning n my eye lid feels so so so heavy le worst thing is.. i make a few embrassing moment man.. so funny..haha.. but still manage to pull through.. hehe.. the thing that shock my life was.. it was quite quiet.. although we r short of man power but still we din do till we cannot catch our breathe wow.. hehe.. so ya.. but still was manage to reach a certain amount..<br /><br />then we had supper!!! once again.. haha.. it was so fun.. although it was somehow with another group like henry n mike.. we enjoy ourselves n most important it was wai yin Bday.. hehe.. she was being trick by mike twice haha.. so cute lei.. i really like this kinda feeling.. it really make it feels like home.. but how come it can onli be found in certain ppl? what about the others lei???<br /><br />was sleeping with YW on the same bed again.. haha.. the feeling of having her beside mi so different.. so nice.. although last time i longing to have a room to myself.. but now.. cos my house aready very quiet n therefore.. the feeling of loneliness came.. i really enjoy their stay over.. although it always causes mi to lose my slp.. haha.. we chat.. n she is really a very gd fren which ppl should understand n treasure.. (those who nv treasure her R ki SIAO ppl..heartless) anyway.. ya.. although we onli see each other like once a week.. but hehe her lame jokes n cute face do make mi miss it alot haha..<br /><br />hippy!!!! we went k lunch today!!! i mean sunday.. haha.. the food was ok la.. hehe.. actually i will prefer the fish haha.. cos i dun really like breast chicken meat.. anyway.. wai yin came n we sang happy birthday song for her too.. wah!!! din know a birthday song is nt easy to sing too wow.. haha.. we all were shock.. but still we finish the whole song.. hehe.. we took pictures.. will should u all other time if i gt the chance.. hehe..so fun.. YW.. even singing she also wanna make us laugh.. wah she can go huan le dian feng lei.. haha.. she sing sad song really very sad.. sing male part really very funny lei .. esp the ming ming bai bai wo de xin.. haha..<br /><br />coming back its now 2am in the morning.. think this month is another month of my life man.. can xxx wow.. haiya.. how come always like that.. anyway i m super tire le.. still gt to rush the fp evaluation.. so gtg.. see ya soon!!! muack!! should i dye black or dark brown? with a very light highlight? hehe?????????????????????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115488789944136938?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1154716203179627312006-08-04T10:59:00.000-07:002006-08-04T11:30:03.473-07:00m i really that stupid??? was asking myself this question on my way back!!!! i m feeling so down n tire now.. yah.. ppl r all different.. different in size, thinking, way of doing things n all..<br /><br />i woke up at 6AM n went to the childcare at 7!!! oh.. n the day there is not easy.. because there is this person coming to see the centre.. everyone is busy.. therefore.. today seems so hard to pass.. cos so many things happen in the centre.. also cos joyce is nt there to tok to mi ba.. hehe.. in the morning.. gt to ask the children to pack up the toys.. which they will onli listen when the teachers stand there n stare at them.. then alicia went to play.. the best part is she vomit n need to be wash up.. the children simply just dun understand what we r saying .. but still i love them cos they r so so so cute at time haha..<br /><br />then i m really very tire le.. a day in childcare.. u guess can nv imagine untill u experience it urself!! esp with the toddler n playgroup.. all the energy is drain out.. therefore i really dun feel like work de.. but still i went cos thinking of they r short of staff.. i could hav just reject n leave them to die there like wat xxxx did.. but still i din.. anyway.. tml is another long day.. which i hope it would be better..<br /><br />i start to agree on wat some one had told mi.. i feel so sian n piss till i choose nt to ask anymore.. i choose not to care too.. n i choose nt to be involve.. will i come to a point where i will onli do wat i m suppose to??<br /><br />someone ask mi.. y do u wanna to stay on or go to work in a place where the salary is nt high.. i told him cos that my interest n i like it!! PASSION.. then he say.. true but nowaday the expenses in singapore i getting higher n higher so we must look for job with high pay.. but i wan something i like n the salary can support mi through i will be more then happy le.. but wat happen if this passion has cos so much things to show its true colour.. is that wat i wanted to see n know too???<br /><br />the best of today is .. when i over heard a phrase.. i was like.. hated it... i can no longer smile.. therefore i choose to leave.. choose to stay away.. n most important i choose to stop being a FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />i love michelle n rui jie.. so so so cute.. muack!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115471620317962731?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1154524034571115262006-08-02T05:50:00.000-07:002006-08-02T06:07:14.586-07:00hey hey hey ppl... waiting for this day was like so so so long la.. finally my assessment is over.. after a delay of 2 weeks!!! but but but i din do very well.. maybe cos it being delay for so long.. i was dame nervous n tire n stress n hungry today la.. therefore i merely just pass i guess.. cos the lecturer say i din interact alot with the children.. din play with them, din really smile at them.. haiz.. but she say i very gd at praising the child for doing good, gt lesson, great materials.. she can see the great effort i put in for the all the things.. so i PASS .. but but but really gt to interact and play with them... i really wanted to thanks miss sharon for all her encouragement n guildance.. joyce teacher lay hoon n hong lao shi.. thanks for all their support.. n friend ur jia you.. hehe..<br /><br />cos its over.. i feel so much relief.. i went pizza with joyce.. so nice.. really glad to know her as her fren cos she really help mi alot.. then we go walk walk n i bought a vaccum cleaner.. haha to clean my room..<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/DSC02854.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/DSC02854.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hehe.. i going rebond my hair soon.. ppl the pretty ger is coming back okok.. hehe.. haha.. anyway.. ya this is the day..<br /><br />as for my past days.. i was busy like hell doing all my stuff for this attachment n ALSO the things for mingsi cos she is leaving us.. really feel sad.. cos we had grow to be quite close i can say.. n now she is leaving us.. really wanna gives her the memories.. make a video n card for her..<br />but actually i was piss.. cos... bla bla bla its ok anyway its over.. all the best mingsi<br /><br />sian i promise wanting for her birthday present is to slim down.. but i fail.. think i should have promise her i will start on her birthday itself haha.. but anyway.. wanting.. thanks for always wanting to help mi along.. muack!!!<br /><br />ok gtg to do other stuff le.. will catch up soon!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115452403457111526?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1153636478600006292006-07-22T23:18:00.000-07:002006-07-22T23:34:38.613-07:00was a bad day on this day.. not enough slp.. woke up very early for breakfast.. but things were still fine till later on..<br /><br />my mood totally changes n falls.. when some things which is happening that make mi somehow irritated.. bad timing n irresponsible stuff.. make me n all in a mess..<br /><br /> i wanted to say sorry for all.. cos i really dun feel well..<br /><br />sometime really feel like a fool... n some ppl r always trying to be funny.. now i know, why r there so many similarities le.. cos ........from the same place.. i guess..<br /><br />not all r bad.. at evening.. when i gt to cool myself a bit down with mike lame jokes haha.. we r working as usual.. so fun.. the night seem quiet but many tables.. guess cos nice n kind hearted ppl know we r all tire.. therefore.. planned it in this way to let us feel more relax ba.. hehe.. or m i the onli one? ops... hehe..<br /><br />xinai n all came today to play.. wow she become so so so pretty le wow.. going clubbing lei this ger.. haiz.. look at mi.. still a o-ba-san hehe.. so o-biang..<br />but so fun... see her.. really make mi feel happy.. haha.. as usual tat huo guang.. he chuang huo again haha.. he took the games and then all fall out haha.. make a mess hehe..<br /><br />as usual.. we had supper.. oh no.. i think i getting fatter le.. tat YW la buy fried rice for mi!!! she is trying to make mi look more like her? or izzit she scare is going to reach my stage therefore trying to push mi go alot more forward first? wahaha..<br /><br />so tire.. oh a new week!! my nervous week.. a sun that seems so short..<br />miss u all.. muack<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115363647860000629?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1153513558843716612006-07-21T12:56:00.000-07:002006-07-21T13:25:58.953-07:00hey hey hey.. i feel so excited in the morning thinking that i m going to sch.. BUT oh my god.. its was so so so tiring.. when we first reach there i gt stomach ache.. oh my therefore for not letting the teacher know.. haha i pai sei i ask the teachers whether the children wanna go toilet pass urine not haha.. then yea some wanted so i went to SHIT.. haha..<br /><br />then we walk in.. then shock of my life.. they are not going to take the train.. oh my god.. then we walked all the way.. wah sian.. it was so tire.. i got four children under my care.. wah they ar.. all so hard to take care.. some walk slow.. some likes to wonder off.. haha.. therefore.. by the time i reach the place to see the animals, the teacher in front already walked away haha.. so funny.. sian cannot see anything at all.. haha..<br /><br />but i gt some pictures to share with ur haha so fun.. onli 1!!! haha<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/DSC02714.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" height="185" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/DSC02714.jpg" width="277" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is my fav. child.. cute rite.. she is very quite.. BUT she ar very violent like mi.. same type lei hehe.. haha<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/DSC02721.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/DSC02721.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />can see how tire i m ma.. see wah!!!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/1600/DSC02735.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 177px" height="166" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7651/2872/320/DSC02735.jpg" width="280" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />then went to work.. haha so tire.. who body aching.. walking under the hot sun for ONE and a HALF HOUR WOW!!! heat stroke.. n sun burn.. wah.. look like mang ga li..haha<br /><br />wow today is busy but nt as busy as sat haha.. yeah!! i feel a bit bad in certain ways but haha.. i still cannot get over with it.. i guess.. then drink a 40% wine.. BUT no feeling lei.. think they lie.. is onli 0.4% ba haha.. then went for supper.. haha so funny gt "N" to come along.. they all so funny esp.. YW.. i think she more suitable for him haah..i will.. haha...<br /><br />oh my now is 430am in the morning saturday i still haven slp!!! oh no tml still gt a long day to go..think i will be like zombies haha..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115351355884371661?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1153397876420775612006-07-20T05:01:00.000-07:002006-07-20T05:17:56.436-07:00yesterday was a terrible day.. so many things happen together make mi feel so lost.. hehe but still things are always better afterall.. must always believe that there will be someone watching over us.. to keep us safe from unwanted things..<br /><br />at the being of the childcare.. still fine.. but once after tea time, one of the toddler's hand id hurt by the door, oh its really a scary moment.. blood starts to bleed and everyone starts to panic.. i was then left alone in the room with the rest of the kids.. WAH that all my headache comes.. all the children started running n screaming and then i couldnt stop them from doing that.. i shout.. n scold.. but still no use.. i feel so helpless n tire.. sick if them.. haiz.. but then things get a bit more settled down.. i conducted my lesson in a mess.. haha but but but the children love the ice cream we make.. haha wow..<br /><br />then went k box with ming si n doreen.. hehe so fun.. although onli 3 of us.. but still i love it.. haha i sang many songs lei.. old new.. hehe.. so happy.. realise ming si sings song not bad lei hehe.. thanks all..<br /><br />wah today i feel so tire.. hehe was suppose to reach the childcare at 8 but in the end i reach onli at 10 haha.. cos too tire to wake up.. but ok la.. everything was ok.. but still the children very naughty lei.. they just cannot listen n sit down.. haha..<br /><br />really tire n my whole body aches.. haha.. wow tml i going to ZOO with them lei.. will keep ur update.. n take picutres haha.. also OH i working at settlers tml.. hmm... ok i CAN do it!!! jia you..<br /><br />go go go.. muack<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115339787642077561?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1153240696265960882006-07-18T09:26:00.000-07:002006-07-18T09:38:16.276-07:00wah today i feel so tire.. oh my.. feel like fainting haha.. so nervous cos assessment coming.. brought all my stuff to sch n do in class.. hehe seem so busy hal... hehe..<br /><br />BUT when i reach home.. wah biang.. the supervisor call mi n say change next week.. OH my nightmare is going to last for another week hehe.. then i last minute wanna conduct my lesson tml.. but like so rush.. like everything also haven prepare finish wow.. hehe so funny lei.. like i will nv finish like that..<br /><br />wow..wow..wow.. the Channel 55 show so nice.. the qing mi hei sheng lin... so touching lei.. but today the ending so funny.. the ger up until so ugly hehe.. but so sweet haha.. i wish i also can.. WAIT is the guy just on mi to hug mi? haah ahahahaha<br /><br />guess wat.. i was chatting to.... ALEX... dunno y he just give mi a feeling of he dun understand certain things like we r onli frens now.. but still dunno y.. he continue to affect my mood n life.. maybe cos .... i dunno lei.. he just did lor.. oh but he hum mi the goodnite song.. i think very gd le.. but his attitude still the same.. n the bad thing is our conversation gt a lot of pauses which both of us kept quite.. i really hope to keep the conversation going but u know trying to be as enthu as possible although i m nt at all in my heart but.. ya.. dun wan any of us to feel sad.. dun wan him to get stress or frastated my mi again!!!<br /><br />its mid nite le.. its still a long day ahead.. Thanks ALEX..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115324069626596088?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1153139879785532732006-07-17T05:17:00.000-07:002006-07-17T05:37:59.806-07:00had been spending my day doing the stuff for my attachment hoping to get over n had.. but still feeling so so so nervous.. still gt thousand of things to complete.. oh no.. any one there to help mi??? hehe..<br /><br />went to see my grandmother yesterday cos i m not working.. went with my parents elise n evan n nana.. was still fine.. i suddenly realise that my grandmother was really old le.. n she look so tire n sick.. AH MA.. jia you.. i love u always..<br /><br />went we going home.. think was still fine till............... i hate him! so bias.. y onli elise n evan can gt love from father mother grandfather grandmother.. n yet not ME??? wat elise n evan wan he also give.. every sat n sun also bring them so out, go swimming, go see aeroplane.. but when i onli ask her to drive us to buy some breakfast for tml.. he scolded mi..!!!!!!!!! when do i get all this when i m young?? wat i can remember is onli.. HE HAS A xxxxxxxx...... n all the memories i had with him is onli his black face.. n the cane which came onto mi when i did something wrong n when i showed him the report book!! such a bias person.. he will nv know how much i dislike this... wat a wonderful mum i gt too.. onli do things for them.. my family had become all very selfish le.. we onli do things for ourselves.. DUN BLAME mi .. ur do it first.. n that y i FOLLOW..<br /><br />but luckly all my unhappiness is comfort my others.. my fren.. i love u all.. thanks for being there.. ur will nv know how much ur meant to be.. cos i m nt that kind of person who will call u just to tell u i miss n love u.. but in my heart.. u r the best u know.. just a little love given by ur.. can melts my heart le.. really feel gd when i know i m there in ur heart that u will think of mi.. wanna let u all know.. U ALL R THE BEST.. <br /><br />i always in believe in giving n getting back.. when i dun get to recieve after a long period of giving.. i will stop n that the end le.. n to mi i always believe that once fren always fren...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115313987978553273?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27302801.post-1152991780490141712006-07-15T12:03:00.000-07:002006-07-15T12:29:40.500-07:00today is a long n moody day.. also an exciting day.. cos i m so shock that we dun really seems busy but we exceeded our target!!! yea!!<br /><br />but still.. unhappy things always come along.. my tears rolled in front of u gers.. i feels so ashame.. but still.. i really cannot hold it anymore as it on the verge..<br /><br />first thing in the morning gt to be maid again!!! wat the hell of working till so late n yet so much things nt done.. really wonder wat he is doing.. still remember one thing he say "ya ya i can leave five minute after last customers left" haha is one hour or 5 MINUTES!! say properly la.. n stop treat it as ur HOME.. ask ur fren to call ur water bottle phone la.. dunno get that phone for wat.. for show ar..<br /><br />today was quite busy in the afternoon.. n aunty comment make mi feel something strong.. ya true.. wat r all this covering n all... i m also just a normal human.. they gt to learn.. they gt to strive.. they gt to do it one day..<br /><br />my whole afternoon was working with an empty stomach with onli strawberry yogert in it.. but who cares? r ur able to survive if i were to leave? can i be so selfish? wat else can i ask for?<br />then a more shocking news or rather secret is known... at that point time.. my tears almost came rolling down but i still manage to hold it.. BUT.. y.. if dun like it can just ask to take it down.. dun make this kinda of remark..it hurts.. ( ask urself b4 u say something) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />if u think u can do something even better go ahead.. u really make mi feel XXX n XXXXXXX...<br />maybe wat i did is nt as gd as well know designers.. but its all my effort.. r ppl from the same XXXXXX all the same.. :( i really wondered!!!<br /><br />sian.. earn so much in the end short of money.. gt to pay.. wat the point.. still cannot get over with this bad day of mine!!!! it such a long day..<br /><br />but of cos there r also happy things like some customers whom really ease my pain.. their smile n a thank you really means alot n warm..<br /><br />hey ppl.. thanks for being there.. thanks for ur care.. thanks for wat ur had done to make mi grow.. with u around really make a different.. thanks.. u gers r e best...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27302801-115299178049014171?l=cutepiggye4evami.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CuTiePiggIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05351305686295566925noreply@blogger.com0